Victories and places to go

May 29, 2010

I would like to share in my happiness with all of you and open my heart to y'all

and tell you my sucesses so far and hang ups that still need to be dismantled.

I find that when I feel poorly about myself I dress in realatvly the same thing,

but yesterday I put on a really daring outfit for me. At first I was afraid that

people were going make fun of me, but I told myself to do it anyways because it

made ME feel good and I had fun putting it together. I set my intend for the

evening be confident and focus on other people around me and what was going on

vs. My outfit. Consequently, my friends loved the outfit. They all though I

looked glowing in some way! I had man coming up and asking me if I was a model

and asked me out on a date! I'm amazed. I wasn't attracted to him but the honor

of his complint made me feel great, especiallly because I'm 20-30 pounds to

being in the 128-130 range which is healthy for my size. I was able to give out

so many compliments geninly and make other people feel good because i felt good

about myself!

One of my limiting beleifs is that I have to be skinny to have a boyfriend, on

top of that damn near perfect. I know there is no conclusive evidence to support

this, even though I still feel like the best relationships ive has occured when

I was thin. Maybe it was more the process of taking care of myself that was

attracive? Idk.

I've lost three pounds this week, I'm so gratful for you all and . When I

stepped on the scale today though an odd limiting beleif bantered across my

mind-- I thought great well it's not going to move into the forties.

I'll also pray for our group with gratitude I'm amazed at how much better I

feel. Thanks for listening

hugs C:

Kimber

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