compulsion blowout guided journey.

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Yesterday, I bought 's three guided journeys. Once I got them downloaded,

I could hardly wait, but I wanted a block of time that I knew wouldn't be

interrupted. She had me write down the date, the compulsion

(sweets/cookies/desserts) and rate it. So I did and then I waited, like a kid

on christmas eve. I was nervous and worried that it might not work. Several

hours before I bought the journeys, I baked cookies. and not just any old

cookies, but the ones that scream at me and WILL NOT leave me alone. So I do

the compulsion blowout journey. I was aware of everything, and I remember

everything. But is was quite a journey. When she said something would happen,

it did. I felt heat and saw things, although they were never very clear. When

she clapped her hands it felt like a jolt of electricity, and so on. After it

was over, I walked around like I was in a glass bubble. I was afraid I would do

something to ruin the journey. I even dreamt about taking several journeys.

It was quite a night.

This morning I am baking another big batch of cookies ( i am cooking for a crew

this weekend) and I am waiting and waiting. Nothing is happening. No urge,

not one. the dough is there, I can smell it and see it and touch it, I really

don't want to eat it. Is it working? Not sure. But I keep hearing " this is

how the naturally slender do it "

I really don't want my coffee that I put a little creamer in. Now that was

unexpected. I just made it like always. and then when I took a sip I was

surprised that I just wasn't interested.

So that is my experience. I am still a bit skeptical.

Hope this inspires some one else to try it.

Wyna in Montana