Guest guest Posted December 5, 2010 Report Share Posted December 5, 2010 Hi everyone, I posted a while back now and I've been a message board lurker and now I'd like to officially post again. I have been listening to 's postcasts for over a year now and I must say that the most notable change is the increased ability to drop inside and identify what is going on with me, which has been awesome. I'm very grateful for all that she has taught me and I look forward to continuing to move forward. That being said, I'm still struggling tremendously, especially lately. I am gaining weight quite rapidly which makes some of my newfound self acceptance feel like its waning. I'm not feeling so much of a relaxed intent for wanting to get down to my slim weight that I haven't been to in 4 years but instead an urgency. With the holidays fast approaching, I will very soon be going back home and seeing many people I haven't seen in a while now and I feel like 3 weeks isn't enough time to get slim and fit! Anyone else feeling this??? I will say I have definitely had less interest in spontaneous overeating but parties have spurred a little of it and then I use the " screw it this day is ruined " attitude which is never helpful! I've gone to bed with food coma and woken up with food hangover a lot lately, Ugh. The interesting part is that I don't hate myself as much as I have in the past but I still really want to be slim. Like a lot. I enjoyed life so much more then! But I guess the idea is to enjoy life now, huh? Ok enough rambling for me. But thanks to everyone who posts on here. Coming here and reading all of this has made me feel so much less alone. The reality is we are all great and just need to work together to free ourselves from this struggle! ~ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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