Freaking Out.... I have a Date??? *faint*

[Guest guest]

Wow! Kristi! Woo!!! Congratulations! Remember... don't build up your

expectations too high. Just go out there and see what happens. It may be

good; it may be bad... but it is a beginning!

I'll keep my fingers crossed... and a little prayer in there too!

Elle **

Freaking Out.... I have a Date??? *faint*

> 1st Date in over two years and having an anxiety attack over it...

> Kristi

> 3/19/03 359.5 lbs

> 1/30/03 235.5 lbs

[Guest guest]

Alright, so I was bored and exhausted tonight and I was going to go

to bed early, but I decided to take a look at some of the personals

on Craigslist. I found one that was funny and figured what the hell,

the guy put his im name thingie on there, so I sent him a

message. We talked for an hour or so on , then he gave me his

phone # and we talked until his battery died, then talked on

some more. So we're meeting tomorrow to watch a hockey game. ME..

going on a date. UGH. I HATED the dating scene, and never really

did date much. I don't think I even really know how to date. I'm

nervous. I'm nervous that I'm still that 350 lbs girl. I know I

look more " normal " now, but well I'm sure you guys can all sympathize

with me on the poor self-image thing. I'm scared he won't like me...

Why is it that I'm scared THEY won't like me, when it might be ME not

liking them? I think DR. Z and K need to start looking into surgery

to fix our heads, they could make a lot of money in that field

dontcha think? I need to get over it and just see what happens.

Alright.. I'm taking a deep breath, and I'm just going to deal with

it and have a good time.......OH MY GOD!! What am I going to

wear?????? I don't think I'm ready to get back in the dating world..

lol. I'm almost 11 months out.. think it's ok to have two shots of

Cuervo to help me out? The good news is, I only outweigh the guy by

35 lbs... lol that's not a huge difference..

signed:

1st Date in over two years and having an anxiety attack over it...

Kristi

3/19/03 359.5 lbs

1/30/03 235.5 lbs

[Guest guest]

No freaking out allowed until you are going to sleep with him and he

gets to see you naked <grin>.

Just kidding.

Enjoy it. We all understand. Now you have to report back how it

went!

--Kym

-- In , " Kristi "

<kristi_8675309@y...> wrote:

> Alright, so I was bored and exhausted tonight and I was going to go

> to bed early, but I decided to take a look at some of the personals

> on Craigslist. I found one that was funny and figured what the

hell,

> the guy put his im name thingie on there, so I sent him a

> message. We talked for an hour or so on , then he gave me his

> phone # and we talked until his battery died, then talked on

> some more. So we're meeting tomorrow to watch a hockey game. ME..

> going on a date. UGH. I HATED the dating scene, and never really

> did date much. I don't think I even really know how to date. I'm

> nervous. I'm nervous that I'm still that 350 lbs girl. I know I

> look more " normal " now, but well I'm sure you guys can all

sympathize

> with me on the poor self-image thing. I'm scared he won't like

me...

> Why is it that I'm scared THEY won't like me, when it might be ME

not

> liking them? I think DR. Z and K need to start looking into

surgery

> to fix our heads, they could make a lot of money in that field

> dontcha think? I need to get over it and just see what happens.

> Alright.. I'm taking a deep breath, and I'm just going to deal with

> it and have a good time.......OH MY GOD!! What am I going to

> wear?????? I don't think I'm ready to get back in the dating

world..

> lol. I'm almost 11 months out.. think it's ok to have two shots of

> Cuervo to help me out? The good news is, I only outweigh the guy

by

> 35 lbs... lol that's not a huge difference..

>

> signed:

>

> 1st Date in over two years and having an anxiety attack over it...

>

>

> Kristi

> 3/19/03 359.5 lbs

> 1/30/03 235.5 lbs

[Guest guest]

No freaking out allowed until you are going to sleep with him and he

gets to see you naked <grin>.

Just kidding.

Enjoy it. We all understand. Now you have to report back how it

went!

--Kym

-- In , " Kristi "

<kristi_8675309@y...> wrote:

> Alright, so I was bored and exhausted tonight and I was going to go

> to bed early, but I decided to take a look at some of the personals

> on Craigslist. I found one that was funny and figured what the

hell,

> the guy put his im name thingie on there, so I sent him a

> message. We talked for an hour or so on , then he gave me his

> phone # and we talked until his battery died, then talked on

> some more. So we're meeting tomorrow to watch a hockey game. ME..

> going on a date. UGH. I HATED the dating scene, and never really

> did date much. I don't think I even really know how to date. I'm

> nervous. I'm nervous that I'm still that 350 lbs girl. I know I

> look more " normal " now, but well I'm sure you guys can all

sympathize

> with me on the poor self-image thing. I'm scared he won't like

me...

> Why is it that I'm scared THEY won't like me, when it might be ME

not

> liking them? I think DR. Z and K need to start looking into

surgery

> to fix our heads, they could make a lot of money in that field

> dontcha think? I need to get over it and just see what happens.

> Alright.. I'm taking a deep breath, and I'm just going to deal with

> it and have a good time.......OH MY GOD!! What am I going to

> wear?????? I don't think I'm ready to get back in the dating

world..

> lol. I'm almost 11 months out.. think it's ok to have two shots of

> Cuervo to help me out? The good news is, I only outweigh the guy

by

> 35 lbs... lol that's not a huge difference..

>

> signed:

>

> 1st Date in over two years and having an anxiety attack over it...

>

>

> Kristi

> 3/19/03 359.5 lbs

> 1/30/03 235.5 lbs