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i am sure at some points during my posts i have mentioned how the job has grown more stressful and harder then it seems. i have put thought into not returning for another school year. i know its hard and i don't really have any plans but i barely make $160 a week and i work so hard and under such stress(inner city youth nuff said). the pressures are strong and the pettiness of the work place has gone from just co-workers to management now. management can't even tell me themselves when i am in trouble. they have their little side kicks say something and they are either ass kissing sweet to my face or cold distant and act like they were just talking about you when you walk into the room. really i know in these tough times one should be thankful for a job but i am starting to wonder if that kind of shit(excuse french) is worth the low pay. i could do some

house cleaning jobs or stuff like that until i find a different job. dh is already picking up extra hours at his second job for the summer since his hours are changing. i just can't do this anymore. i was looking at myself before i went back to work, i was in great shape, and although struggling with depression and stress seems to handle it better then i do now. i am bloated,tired, worried, and just generally never happy anymore.anyway just wanted to vent that. i am sure many of you know what i mean. its a tough choice but i think i am better off without the job then i am with it. $$ is not always everything. and this is one of those times i need to put faith in things will fall where they may. kassiaLDY_SOLANA'S fITNESS BLOGLDY_SOLANA'S

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