A good day

[Guest guest]

I just wanted to share some good news. . . . I've certainly shared the

bad. We increased Josh's meds a week ago, up another 10 mg., and

today when he woke up he just sat on his bed with our dog. He sat

there for a while and of course I became concerned. Up until today he

is up and on the computer playing a game IMMEDIATELY to shut out the

OCD thoughts. I tried not to ask if he was okay (it reminds him to be

anxious), but finally I couldn't take it anymore so broke down and

asked. Turns out he was fine, just tired, taking some time to wake up

while sitting and petting our dog. It's been a while since his OCD

would let him sit quietly like that. Then he turned to me, cracked a

joke and laughed. It's also been a while since I've seen this fun

loving kid, who likes to joke and laugh. I gave him a hug and kiss

and walked away with tears in my eyes for a good reason for a change.

I don't know if we just had a good day or if things are just finally

improving. Either way, I'm grateful for a good day.

Thank you all for listening and being supportive on the bad days.

BJ