hello all

[Guest guest]

Hello friends and happy new year this is the start of a new year for

me and a new life that i am not looking forward to at all fact it

started with no phone call from my kids and here it is over a month

and a half and still no divorce paper work at all and the ex still

will not let me see my kids at all and all of this is over me

getting this blank stills I do wish for the days with out it as it

not only runed my health but also my life and the life of my kids is

so messed up with there father forced to leave and then them not

being alowed to see there father and the courts giving her all

custaty and me none at all can any one tell me why go on any more i

am tierd of it and the only reson I do go one is the hope of one day

my kids wanting to see me and be with me and for the day the ex

calls and says i am sorry but that will not happen as it never did

in ther 24 years we were together so whyy now she still almost a

year later say I am all at falt and she has no blam she tells the

kids she did not want it yet she is the only one to push and ask for

all things to be taken from me including alkl rights as a father

should have and yet there was no hitting ,drinking,drugs,cheeting

from me at all and we both got very verble in the end I was always

willing to try and work it out but she never was now I got my back

pay $20,000.00 but it is all gone in lawyer fees living expences

trying to start over with nothing but some clohing and a truck how

nice and she has a fully furnished 4 bed rooom home that we work to

make if it takes two like every one says why then did she get every

thing and I nothing not even visation right to see my kids thats to

this dam stills well happy new yer to all and my your lives go

better then mine is any more

Marty the man with no will to go on