had to leave home

[Guest guest]

Guys, it is the first time that this happened to me...but I got soooo

tired, so tired, last night, after had tried so many times to see my

son happy, etc, I packed a few things and left home to a hotel. He

did not do anyhtinmg serious...I had asked him to walk the dog as he

wanted to bad to go outside, then my son said:ok, after you ghive me

a back massage, which I did, then he said he would not walk the dog

because he did not feel like it. Later, I was at the computer and

then he was at the kitchen with the dog and he started to make

noises, as if he was the dog, and I got scared...and then, he laughed

and said he was just teasing the dog. He did not do anyhting serious

at all, when he noticed I was mad he came and said he was only doing

what he felt like it...and then I repplied I was doing what I was

feeling like it. I said I was stressed of him being always sad, in

his bedroom, and saying things like he hated his brothers, and even

had the maybe wrong idea of telling him after certain age people

should find their place to live, as I did myself when I was his age.

I left home, had no place to go, but simp,y felt I was doing the

right thing at the moment. Living in that house became

umbearable...now I think we should sell that great flat we have,

maybe get one room for each, as I feel I do not intend to live with

people I have no harmony with, in spite of me being the mom and

supposed to carry on these things...but simply can[t stand it

anymore. Unfortunatelly we do not have the happy family we thought we

did, then better just split and each one lives by their own. I miss

them, they are nice, but cannot live anymore like that, worring each

night an argument will happen, or a fight, or what else he will say

to his brother, or to my husband, and which type of sadness or what

he will show this time. Am not able to help...then, maybe him by

himself will be much better for everyone.

Well, thanks for listening...

Marilia