sorry-here some feelings I feel

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Im Lorna in case no-one knows me yet, but some do. I am dx as

aspergers. I had leanring isseus. It seems that in the aspergers dx

that you have to be smart and It all confusing. Ive have seen the

other type with learning problems too. I seem to hear about aspeis

being SMART lol. I had learning isseus with reading, math, and

genaeral knowledge what have you. I even have receptive and

expressive language isseus in wrighting and speech. I had top take

some language theropy too. I had to have specail reading too.

I also had odd behavior like loud breathing could be a stimming thing.

I had all the autistic symtoms, like resistance to change, SOme

sencory isseus, empathy isseus, socail isseus but wanted freinds and

stuff but didnt know how to act arround them but would take actions

form others kids or people and other isseus like I would get easily

frusterated when i ahd a hard time with school work by sheffling my

feet under my desk as a temper tantrum. I would sometimes saying my

own word prases for security and comfort. ya I seem to have the

things in autism. I alos see other people with aspergers that have

these excellant gifts thats other cant fathom. I seem to see and find

ESP stuff going one too. I dont know what my gifts are. I seem to

struggle with that. Trying to find them I guess. I know this is alot

if mumbojumbo about me but anyway thats alittle about me. Just

wondering if any of you all feel the feeling of being aspie on the

negetive aspect of it. I also like doing stuff with freinds and can

yack sometimes too but alot of other tiems I stand off in bigger

crowds. I seem to see alot of aspies that dont liek being even

PHYSICALLY arrounds people but I get bored and want to do WHAT I WANT

TO DO arround people. anyway enough said. any of you feel that same

there too? Lorna