Guest guest Posted August 3, 2007 Report Share Posted August 3, 2007 Hi everyone I joined a few months ago and have never posted anything .. Im not sure why , maybe I felt like no one could understand where Im coming from . I was diagnosed with ovarian cancer but it wasnt untill I was at stage 5 then it spread into my lymph nodes .. I have been going through chemo after chemo test after test and now my body is to weak to do anymore.. I need time for my immune system to build up .. then I will try more treatments They say my odds are not good and I say go to hell your not God and then I look at myself in the mirror and see what all can see, a sick girl who truly lost hope I have been trying so hard to be strong and its not working .. I get so angry cuz I came home to care for my mother who died last august of cancer and I got so caught up in her that I forgot about myself and check ups.. If only I could go back and redo this, I would:(I will be 31 this august 31st lol seems funny to me 31 on the 31st like maybe it has a meaning lol I can't even keep the same line of thoughts as I write this and its not like I have anyone here to turn to .. Its only me left now and I live in a small town in Montana .. I just wished I could fall into someones arms and cry for a long time, I just need to cry and I can't .. anyways I dont know what else to say only I needed to write this meaningless ramblings :)Theresa~ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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