bad day

[Guest guest]

Hi.....I am having a bad day. I thought yesterday afternoon was

bad, but today is so much worse. I feel so foggy headed and like

there is this really heavy hand on my head holding me down. I am

very tearful and I know that part of it is the depression I go

through and the holidays coming up.

I am still struggling to get these medical evaluations done and

testing done, but most (or all) places won't take my

medicare/medicaid insurance. It is my new family doctor (who does

take it all) that has been working with me to get to the bottom of my

thyroid, anemia, kidney and cushings issues, but I can't go to the

places he wants me to go due to my insurance. I have called him

twice and written and they keep saying he is still trying to figure

something out. The way that I feel today I feel like why bother?

I mean if I can't get to the bottom of why I feel so badly....why

bother? Sorry to be so sad and down, but just how I am feeling

today.

I am so tired and exhausted. I am going to go take a nap. The

holidays scare me coming up. Yikes!

Thanks for listening!

Barb