Guest guest Posted June 24, 2006 Report Share Posted June 24, 2006 hi..all...i..came..to..your..group..loooking..for..someone..to..talk..to ...this..illness..as..wiped..out..all..my..friends...my..dr..and..cousell or...and almost..my..husband...i..am..sick..of..being..sick..i.want.to.die...but. ..no..one..understands.that..if..theres..a.chat..let..me..know..thanks.al l..much Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 24, 2006 Report Share Posted June 24, 2006 I don't remember if you just joined, or have been here for awhile, I have problems with my memory. But, you sound very desperate to talk and I just wanted to say that you can share in this group and many people here have some very debilitating diseases and disorders who would understand. I myself, among other things, have thyroid disorder that is not well maintained and I have chronic pain along with depression that has pretty much destroyed my life ~ I'm no longer able to work and find that the hardest of all things, so on top of everything I'm living on an extremely reduced income. I do understand your feelings of wanting to die ~ I feel like that everyday ~ it does help to share though and hear feedback and encouragement from others. I hope that you will share more of what is going on in your life that we may offer some feedback and encouragement. Please know we are here for you and many of us understand your pain. Keep writing ~ it helps ~ hugs, Judy From: [mailto: ] On Behalf Of angelaSent: Saturday, June 24, 2006 1:14 AM Subject: i..would..rather..die hi..all...i..came..to..your..group..loooking..for..someone..to..talk..to..this..illness..as..wiped..out..all..my..friends...my..dr..and..cousellor...and almost..my..husband...i..am..sick..of..being..sick..i.want.to.die...but..no..one..understands.that..if..theres..a.chat..let..me..know..thanks.all..much Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 24, 2006 Report Share Posted June 24, 2006 angeka please dont say you want to die i really dont like what i have but dont want to die i want to live i cant do much but i try i dont have many friends i am single never married no kids i just have me and my mom she sort of understand but cant just get it yet i tell her now i cant do it and just dont.i use to do things anyways but not anymore josie~*~ judy ~*~ <judy48@...> wrote: I don't remember if you just joined, or have been here for awhile, I have problems with my memory. But, you sound very desperate to talk and I just wanted to say that you can share in this group and many people here have some very debilitating diseases and disorders who would understand. I myself, among other things, have thyroid disorder that is not well maintained and I have chronic pain along with depression that has pretty much destroyed my life ~ I'm no longer able to work and find that the hardest of all things, so on top of everything I'm living on an extremely reduced income. I do understand your feelings of wanting to die ~ I feel like that everyday ~ it does help to share though and hear feedback and encouragement from others. I hope that you will share more of what is going on in your life that we may offer some feedback and encouragement. Please know we are here for you and many of us understand your pain. Keep writing ~ it helps ~ hugs, Judy From: [mailto: ] On Behalf Of angelaSent: Saturday, June 24, 2006 1:14 AM Subject: i..would..rather..die hi..all...i..came..to..your..group..loooking..for..someone..to..talk..to..this..illness..as..wiped..out..all..my..friends...my..dr..and..cousellor...and almost..my..husband...i..am..sick..of..being..sick..i.want.to.die...but..no..one..understands.that..if..theres..a.chat..let..me..know..thanks.all..much Talk is cheap. Use Messenger to make PC-to-Phone calls. Great rates starting at 1¢/min. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 26, 2006 Report Share Posted June 26, 2006 sorry you are feeling this way. if you ever need to talk just let me know. evelynangela <angelof3babes@...> wrote: hi..all...i..came..to..your..group..loooking..for..someone..to..talk..to..this..illness..as..wiped..out..all..my..friends...my..dr..and..cousellor...and almost..my..husband...i..am..sick..of..being..sick..i.want.to.die...but..no..one..understands.that..if..theres..a.chat..let..me..know..thanks.all..much Ring'em or ping'em. Make PC-to-phone calls as low as 1¢/min with Messenger with Voice. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 26, 2006 Report Share Posted June 26, 2006 Oh how many times have I felt that way! If you ever need to talk, about ANYTHING, please don't be afraid to write to me and lay it all out. Loads don't seem so heavy when you have other people carrying it as well! > > hi..all...i..came..to..your..group..loooking..for..someone..to..talk..to > ..this..illness..as..wiped..out..all..my..friends...my..dr..and..cousell > or...and > almost..my..husband...i..am..sick..of..being..sick..i.want.to.die...but. > .no..one..understands.that..if..theres..a.chat..let..me..know..thanks.al > l..much > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 28, 2006 Report Share Posted June 28, 2006 angela, i agree with josie, don't say you want to die. none of us like what we have, but it is the hand we have been dealt. we just have to trust that one day there will be a cure for all of us. hang in there, you are in my thoughts and prayers. ellen RE: i..would..rather..die angeka please dont say you want to die i really dont like what i have but dont want to die i want to live i cant do much but i try i dont have many friends i am single never married no kids i just have me and my mom she sort of understand but cant just get it yet i tell her now i cant do it and just dont.i use to do things anyways but not anymore josie~*~ judy ~*~ <judy48@...> wrote: I don't remember if you just joined, or have been here for awhile, I have problems with my memory. But, you sound very desperate to talk and I just wanted to say that you can share in this group and many people here have some very debilitating diseases and disorders who would understand. I myself, among other things, have thyroid disorder that is not well maintained and I have chronic pain along with depression that has pretty much destroyed my life ~ I'm no longer able to work and find that the hardest of all things, so on top of everything I'm living on an extremely reduced income. I do understand your feelings of wanting to die ~ I feel like that everyday ~ it does help to share though and hear feedback and encouragement from others. I hope that you will share more of what is going on in your life that we may offer some feedback and encouragement. Please know we are here for you and many of us understand your pain. Keep writing ~ it helps ~ hugs, Judy From: [mailto: ] On Behalf Of angelaSent: Saturday, June 24, 2006 1:14 AM Subject: i..would..rather..die hi..all...i..came..to..your..group..loooking..for..someone..to..talk..to..this..illness..as..wiped..out..all..my..friends...my..dr..and..cousellor...and almost..my..husband...i..am..sick..of..being..sick..i.want.to.die...but..no..one..understands.that..if..theres..a.chat..let..me..know..thanks.all..much Talk is cheap. Use Messenger to make PC-to-Phone calls. Great rates starting at 1¢/min. No virus found in this incoming message.Checked by AVG Free Edition.Version: 7.1.394 / Virus Database: 268.9.2/372 - Release Date: 6/21/2006 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 28, 2006 Report Share Posted June 28, 2006 Though I'm new to the group I hate seeing people say stuff like this too....though, I also know where your coming from for the most part. Everyone has moments or feelings of despair and want something better...everyone... If no one understands you then come on here and talk to people on this group. I don't know anyone on here, but they all seem to be quite nice and are a wealth of knowledge... you gotta turn somewhere.... RE: i..would..rather..die angeka please dont say you want to die i really dont like what i have but dont want to die i want to live i cant do much but i try i dont have many friends i am single never married no kids i just have me and my mom she sort of understand but cant just get it yet i tell her now i cant do it and just dont.i use to do things anyways but not anymore josie~*~ judy ~*~ <judy48@...> wrote: I don't remember if you just joined, or have been here for awhile, I have problems with my memory. But, you sound very desperate to talk and I just wanted to say that you can share in this group and many people here have some very debilitating diseases and disorders who would understand. I myself, among other things, have thyroid disorder that is not well maintained and I have chronic pain along with depression that has pretty much destroyed my life ~ I'm no longer able to work and find that the hardest of all things, so on top of everything I'm living on an extremely reduced income. I do understand your feelings of wanting to die ~ I feel like that everyday ~ it does help to share though and hear feedback and encouragement from others. I hope that you will share more of what is going on in your life that we may offer some feedback and encouragement. Please know we are here for you and many of us understand your pain. Keep writing ~ it helps ~ hugs, Judy From: [mailto: ] On Behalf Of angelaSent: Saturday, June 24, 2006 1:14 AM Subject: i..would..rather..die hi..all...i..came..to..your..group..loooking..for..someone..to..talk..to..this..illness..as..wiped..out..all..my..friends...my..dr..and..cousellor...and almost..my..husband...i..am..sick..of..being..sick..i.want.to.die...but..no..one..understands.that..if..theres..a.chat..let..me..know..thanks.all..much Talk is cheap. Use Messenger to make PC-to-Phone calls. Great rates starting at 1¢/min. No virus found in this incoming message.Checked by AVG Free Edition.Version: 7.1.394 / Virus Database: 268.9.2/372 - Release Date: 6/21/2006 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 28, 2006 Report Share Posted June 28, 2006 I..am.sorry.didnt.mean.to.offend.anyone.but.i.am.so.sick.of.everything..no.one.understands.and.even.my.doctors.has.given.up.i.think..i call.her.at.times.with.one.thing.or.another.and.she.never.calls.back.used.to.but.not.anymore..my.cousellor.is.great..but.iknow.i.drive.her.nuts.too my.family.includes.a.husband.and.3.kids.are.sick.of.me,but.then.i.am.angry.all.the.time...this.is.not.how.i.wanted.to.raise.my.kids....i.cost.my.family.way.to.much.money and.my.husband.lets.me.know.it.in.dicreet.ways...i.was.sent.to.the.hospital.a.week.ago.i.was.out.of.control.and.i.couldnt.stay.because.my.insurance.was.used.up so.i.stayed.for.a.day.program.and.came.home..i.feel.horrible.everyday..i.hurt.all.over.but.the.drs.say.thats.nothing.im.too.fat.i.hate.myself..i.just.recently 2.days.ago.found.out.i.have.sleep.apnea.so.add.one.more.thing.to.my lists.of.costs...we.have.to.file.medical.bankruptcy.tomorrow.because.of.me....i.just.want.one.more.bill.for.my.family.and.thats.all.... i.am.not.working.it.is.hard.for.me.to...but.when.school.starts.ill.go.back.to.my.parttime.job.at.the.school..which.i.hate....if.anyone.can.think.of.a.good.reason.to.live.please.let.me.know.... and..now.im.off.to.bed.....thanks.all.for.listening...oh.and.if.anyone.wonders.why.i.use.the.period.instead.of.the.space.bar.its.because.my.son.spilled.pop.on.the.keyboard.and.all.it.does.now.is.this 00 0 00 0 0 0 0 0 0 00 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 00 0 0 0 00 0 0 0 00 0 0 0 0 0 0 00 0 00 00 00 0 00 0 0 night! Re: i..would..rather..die angela, i agree with josie, don't say you want to die. none of us like what we have, but it is the hand we have been dealt. we just have to trust that one day there will be a cure for all of us. hang in there, you are in my thoughts and prayers. ellen RE: i..would..rather..die angeka please dont say you want to die i really dont like what i have but dont want to die i want to live i cant do much but i try i dont have many friends i am single never married no kids i just have me and my mom she sort of understand but cant just get it yet i tell her now i cant do it and just dont.i use to do things anyways but not anymore josie~*~ judy ~*~ <judy48@...> wrote: I don't remember if you just joined, or have been here for awhile, I have problems with my memory. But, you sound very desperate to talk and I just wanted to say that you can share in this group and many people here have some very debilitating diseases and disorders who would understand. I myself, among other things, have thyroid disorder that is not well maintained and I have chronic pain along with depression that has pretty much destroyed my life ~ I'm no longer able to work and find that the hardest of all things, so on top of everything I'm living on an extremely reduced income. I do understand your feelings of wanting to die ~ I feel like that everyday ~ it does help to share though and hear feedback and encouragement from others. I hope that you will share more of what is going on in your life that we may offer some feedback and encouragement. Please know we are here for you and many of us understand your pain. Keep writing ~ it helps ~ hugs, Judy From: [mailto: ] On Behalf Of angelaSent: Saturday, June 24, 2006 1:14 AM Subject: i..would..rather..die hi..all...i..came..to..your..group..loooking..for..someone..to..talk..to..this..illness..as..wiped..out..all..my..friends...my..dr..and..cousellor...and almost..my..husband...i..am..sick..of..being..sick..i.want.to.die...but..no..one..understands.that..if..theres..a.chat..let..me..know..thanks.all..much Talk is cheap. Use Messenger to make PC-to-Phone calls. Great rates starting at 1¢/min. No virus found in this incoming message.Checked by AVG Free Edition.Version: 7.1.394 / Virus Database: 268.9.2/372 - Release Date: 6/21/2006 Check out AOL.com today. Breaking news, video search, pictures, email and IM. All on demand. Always Free. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 29, 2006 Report Share Posted June 29, 2006 Dear , I know the feelings only too well. I have a number of conditions myself that I have had to learn to live with.But I think the one that bothers me most is my agoraphobia and not being able to do the things I used to be able to do. Remember you do have friends and support here and never feel like you have offended anyone. Just keep in mind that you are not alone and that you are loved. Please, if you ever need a friend...e-mail me and I will get back to you as soon as I can.My e-mail address is either wolflady_1957@... or wolflady1957@... and messenger ID is wolflady_1957 Hugs and Blessings, Rose Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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