Guest guest Posted April 30, 2006 Report Share Posted April 30, 2006 OK I will start by saying I just went to my grandads funeral in California, he has served in three wars and lost one of his lungs along the way. I have always said he was healthier than the rest of us. Last year his second wife died and he was forced to move and sell his land in northern California where he has lived since i was a toddler. He moved in an apartment in San Diego to be closer to family. He was there for approx. a year I think and had been suffering from major runs and not eating and I guess feeling like crap (no pun intended) Mind you this was a man of all men, stubborn as could be and could be told nothing, this made him who he was and kept him alive I believe through all of what I have mentioned. The landlord found him past out half dressed on the floor of his apartment and he was rushed to the hospital (I should mention he was a medic all those years in the military) so he was not the model patient. When everyone thought he was starting to do better he up and died with no warning other that harshly telling my cousin to leave the room (I believe he knew what was to happen) They say he died of multiple organ failure, ecoli and a couple of other fancy names. We stayed in his apartment during our stay in California. I had already been diagnosed with biotoxin poisoning and massive intestinal yeast infection, but he kept his tools in a 40 cal ammo box in the bottom of the pantry. I had become to sick to go visit with everyone else at my cousins house one day and remained at my grandads appt. (this is my responce to the MCS spoke of earlier) I was curious to go through his tools. I loved going through his things due to all the war memorials and stuff he had kept, when I pulled the box from the closet I was thrown against the wall from a smell I recognized. With a quick look behind the box were what I believe to be black mold protruding from the Sheetrock. I mentioned this for two reasons one in response to this post two I have yet more to get off my chest again. Not many in my family took me very seriously, but I had believed that was getting sick again because my mom continued to spray high amounts of perfume and hairspray despite my throwing up and begging her not to everyday she continued to do so in the confined car on our three day drive back home and no one seemed to wonder why I could not drive and slept most of the three days, then when we returned home where I had to leave the next morning for Atlanta for my doctors appt we got into an argument when she took the credit card and stuff so I was unable to go to the doctor, now I sit here alone in this nasty house of upheaval while they go out on a date tonight. I am angry, I am sad, I want to throw punches so hard I would pull my arms from their sockets and all other feelings I am having I cannot put into words and in it all all I can think of is the pride I have for my grandad and what a real man he was. I have not a clue what my mind is going through at this moment so I suppose I should stop for your sake. I am already sick and what energy I do have I want to focus on making these other fools feel like I do. I am tired and stepping off of my soapbox now as I have put way to much info out now. Chris... panhandlepeddlers <djdeen@...> wrote: I know all of those symptoms you suffer from. I will alternate between dierriha and constipation. I have done food eliminations and nothing seems to make it any better. my fatigue seems to be worst with anything that might be starchy. i try to stay away from those type foods. It is so hard sometimes. I fly to Houston to see my doctor and I hardly eat because I am afraid of a fatige onset so I wait until I can get to my room before I eat. It makes for a very long and stressful trip. > > > > > > > > Where is > > > > > your level of demyelination? > > > > > > > > > I guess I don't know where my level is. I have good days and > > other > > > days > > > > I can't think, spell, write or talk. I have some nerve problems > > > along > > > > my right side and I try and deal with the pain. My MRI's show > > > white > > > > matter on the brain. I am doing much better since getting away > > from > > > the > > > > mold source. > > > > 2 of my past doctors thought I was in the beginings of MS. Dr. > > > > explained that my symptoms only mimic MS. I am > supposed > > > to > > > > start IVIG treatments for it. > > > > > > > > How about you? > > > > > > > > Debbie > > > > > > > > > > FAIR USE NOTICE: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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