Guest guest Posted March 9, 2006 Report Share Posted March 9, 2006 Im scared and with you too Jeanine. Janet Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 9, 2006 Report Share Posted March 9, 2006 yes, please, what does it take to get help?I dont know about anyone else, but Im scared, that this is slowly killing me, and no one gives a damn. we have had a natural hazzard, where is the help? I have been told that mycotoxicosis feeds on stress, and the stress is unbearable. we need someone who isn't ill from this to help us. I'm trying to live on $600.00 a month from disablity, how am I supposed to get expert medical help? I just read that food allergies can kill you, MCS gets worse with each attack, and MCS attacks also cause me to have the same effects on my stomach as if I ate a food that Im allergic to,dierrhia with blood. HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO HELP MYSELF? when I haven't even had a total evaluation and my messed up brain has a hard time retaining all this crazy mixed up info. for one thing, all the " LIKE " illnesses of this is not what we have, fibromyalgia is actually mycotoxin poisoning lodged in our glands, vasculitis is actually mycotoxins circulating in our blood streams,affecting our eyes and all our other organs and could cause a stroke. leaky gut syndrome is actually food allergies and or strong smells (of mold) attacking our sick bodies, because its everywhere in everything and we can't even get a mask that really works. cronic fatique is because mycotoxicosis is sucking the life from us and the result of our bodies thinking theri in hybernation, trying to store fat because mycotoxins thrive on fat.candida (sugars and yeast) and I dont know about anyone else but I never had asthma or allergies before this and I know mold exposure has caused these too. the only signs of asthma I have is when I have a MCS attack (I dont think this is your tipical asthma) and ecstringic asthma if I over exsert myself, because my lungs have been through hell. instead of haveing a name for death or illness by ocupation contact or kind of mold like farmers lung, valley fever, blastomycosis, on and on , and hypersensative pnuemonia, MCS, allergic asthma, and on and on, what is this BS. our foods are poison, our water is poison, our air is poison to us, and the rest of the world cant be to far behind. I've lost my health, my home, my social life(being single and alone does not help with this illness) I cant even afford tires for my car, because I've spent the last 12 years breathing molds and suffering from its effects, I fell like theres not much more that can be taken from me. I cant even spend guality time with my grandkids, I hate this, if I knew who I could get on my hands and knees to ,to beg for help, I would. I try to stay strong, but this is getting to me. just the fact that Im about to lose my moldy home because I cant afford the taxes, lol TAXES? for a home I cant even live in? I even have a (what seems like, never ending)lawsuit, and well be lucky to even get restatution for respirtory problems, what ever that means. people we have been poisoned, dont people who have been poisoned usually get emergency help? who is supposed to help in emergency poisoning? who is supposed to help in environmental hazzards? why are we not getting help? being a single white female, I have had my share of discremanation in the work place and in life in general. and Im getting a big dose of it now. I've never been so discusted in my life, why isn't my country not helping me? what happened to the toxic mold safety and protection act? why is it that you only get help from mold exposure if your rich? why is it that the very few places that actually deal with mold exposure cost a arm and a leg and dont take medicaid or medicare? because us and our illnesses are not covered under these, why is that? yes Im angry, I want my life back. look at the people in this group, haveing to play doctor theriselfs, because we are being left to fend for ourselves, I dont think its wise to be giving advice about herbs or any treatment. if I had not been dignosed with food allergies, I would still be thinking I had LGS and might of tried some of these things and it could of hurt me. we all need specialest careing for us, we all need these toxins out of our bodies so we can heal. I am very thinkful that there are specialest out there, but its not helping me any. Im actually felling jelious now because at least the hurricane victims are getting some attention from the experts. I related to them because like them ,I have also lost my home, and I know what the mold is going to do to them, but theri getting help before they get that ill. Ive done been through it. sorry people, but I cried all day yesterday and am now. we can set here and post till the cows come home, what good is it going to do? heres the way I see it, the only way you get attention these days is a disaster, or by fileing some kind of class action lawsuit. we are being discremanated against, our illness is being played down by certain goverment angencies,while we are left to deal with family, friends and the public treating us bad because of it. our illness is our worst enemy, because its keeping us from haveing the energy to fight for our rights. > > Basically, all I would really like to say is " We're sick. Get us > some damn treatment. " > > Sharon > > > Yes. > Frustrating when a someone trying to get some assistance after > experiencing a reaction to mold runs into a semantic " Iron Curtain " > from the very people you'd think would be first in line to help. > I asked doctors to help me with mold and they said " I'm a doctor, > not a biologist. Ask them " . > And when I went to microbiologists and mycologists, they said " I > study organisms, not humans. If you want to know the effects of mold > on a human - ask a doctor " . > > Twenty years of this run-a-round gets pretty old. > - > > (Mr Grabthecheck! TEAR DOWN this wall!) > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 9, 2006 Report Share Posted March 9, 2006 Very well said. I am sick of being patient and dignified. I want to know what these polititians are doing. This is criminal negligence and I wouldn't have any idea who is responsible because there are so many the courts, congress. some doctors and lawyers, landlords. I have been involved with many that shoud be in jail. > > > Basically, all I would really like to say is " We're sick. Get us > > some damn treatment. " > > > Sharon > > > > > > Yes. > > Frustrating when a someone trying to get some assistance after > > experiencing a reaction to mold runs into a semantic " Iron Curtain " > > from the very people you'd think would be first in line to help. > > I asked doctors to help me with mold and they said " I'm a doctor, > > not a biologist. Ask them " . > > And when I went to microbiologists and mycologists, they said " I > > study organisms, not humans. If you want to know the effects of > mold > > on a human - ask a doctor " . > > > > Twenty years of this run-a-round gets pretty old. > > - > > > > (Mr Grabthecheck! TEAR DOWN this wall!) > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 10, 2006 Report Share Posted March 10, 2006 1.congress. some doctors and lawyers, landlords. I have been involved with many that shoud be in jail. A-MEN E [] Re: Interaction with IEQ, yes someone please help us Very well said. I am sick of being patient and dignified. I want to know what these polititians are doing. This is criminal negligence and I wouldn't have any idea who is responsible because there are so many the courts, congress. some doctors and lawyers, landlords. I have been involved with many that shoud be in jail. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 10, 2006 Report Share Posted March 10, 2006 Who, Don't feel Rain on for You are not alone I live with the HUD Voucher in Broward County and each time I complain about the Mold to make a long story short Homeless over and over again Frau7d prepertrated on my Credit my Medical turn off for a month!?. GO FIGURE, I feel your pain. Elvira [] Re: Interaction with IEQ, yes someone please help us yes, please, what does it take to get help?I dont know about anyone else, but Im scared, that this is slowly killing me, and no one gives a damn. we have had a natural hazzard, where is the help? I have been told that mycotoxicosis feeds on stress, and the stress is unbearable. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 10, 2006 Report Share Posted March 10, 2006 all the polititians I wrot to and spoke to didnt care.But it doesnt mean give up I guess. Janet Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 10, 2006 Report Share Posted March 10, 2006 No it doesn't mean give up, it means plant your feet firmly on the ground and give a quick upswing kick to vitals..... causing irreverseable damage and permanently implanted. > > all the polititians I wrot to and spoke to didnt care.But it doesnt mean give > up I guess. > Janet > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 10, 2006 Report Share Posted March 10, 2006 Dear Marvcie... I have been doing the same thiing as you for two years now.Take care and God Bless, Janet Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 10, 2006 Report Share Posted March 10, 2006 Dear who, having looked back , I find a post from feb, is this your first month on the site? I too was sick for 14 years without knowing why- but the truth is -no one is out there to help you-there is no safety net in the U.S.- You need to get well to take care of yourself- I allso am alone and not a young woman- you need to help yourself- and the road to getting better is a suprisingly simple one- although it is sometimes hard to implement- First you must get out of a moldy environment- totally- by any means necessary- even if it means moving to a climate sutible for camping out- backpacking in a tent will be better than staying in a moldy house- then get a perscription for Cholestramine by any means possible- if you are on medicare- medicaide? or use some of the monthly payment for the perscription- I have heard some people get it for $50-60 a month - take it- breath clean air- and in a few months or more you will be able to be healthier- I have come back from the dead in the last 16 months. You must take responsibility for yourself- no one can make you well- no Dr can help-this you can and must do first before anything else - good luck- I know it is not easy > > > yes, please, what does it take to get help?I dont know about anyone > else, but Im scared, that this is slowly killing me, and no one gives > a damn. we have had a natural hazzard, where is the help? I have been > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 10, 2006 Report Share Posted March 10, 2006 carondeen, this is my point, we are not getting help. even animals get more help for mycotoxin exposure than we do. and yes, Im new, dont even know what csm is or clorestamene is, if its another herb, Im leary. > > Dear who, having looked back , I find a post from feb, is this your > first month on the site? I too was sick for 14 years without knowing > why- but the truth is -no one is out there to help you-there is no > safety net in the U.S.- You need to get well to take care of yourself- > I allso am alone and not a young woman- you need to help yourself- and > the road to getting better is a suprisingly simple one- although it is > sometimes hard to implement- First you must get out of a moldy > environment- totally- by any means necessary- even if it means moving > to a climate sutible for camping out- backpacking in a tent will be > better than staying in a moldy house- then get a perscription for > Cholestramine by any means possible- if you are on medicare- > medicaide? or use some of the monthly payment for the perscription- I > have heard some people get it for $50-60 a month - take it- breath > clean air- and in a few months or more you will be able to be > healthier- I have come back from the dead in the last 16 months. You > must take responsibility for yourself- no one can make you well- no Dr > can help-this you can and must do first before anything else - good > luck- I know it is not easy > > > > > > > yes, please, what does it take to get help?I dont know about > anyone > > else, but Im scared, that this is slowly killing me, and no one > gives > > a damn. we have had a natural hazzard, where is the help? I have > been > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 10, 2006 Report Share Posted March 10, 2006 CSM www.chronicneurotoxins.com <http://www.chronicneurotoxins.com/> has some info. Cholystramine has been around for a long time and used in past for those with high cholesterol. It is available by prescription by certain doctors and is being used " off label " to address chem. And toxic exposures. I have been on it since mid Jan with good results. You are leery about exactly what? I am leery about docs who want to diagnose me with a new disease a week and prescribe new medications on top of more new medications on top of more new medications and of course more to address side effects of the meds and so on. Being leery is good. Keeping one's head in the sand is not being leery. I hope you spend the time to learn more about the various treatments to address your medical condition.. _____ From: [mailto: ] On Behalf Of who Sent: Friday, March 10, 2006 12:19 PM Subject: [] Re: Interaction with IEQ, yes someone please help us * carondeen, this is my point, we are not getting help. even animals get more help for mycotoxin exposure than we do. and yes, Im new, dont even know what csm is or clorestamene is, if its another herb, Im leary. --- In , " carondeen " < _____ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 10, 2006 Report Share Posted March 10, 2006 " carondeen " >I too was sick for 14 years without knowing why- but the truth is - no one is out there to help you-there is no safety net in the U.S.- You need to get well to take care of yourself- I thought that of all people, the old Indoor Air Quality group would appreciate this. If they encounter people with progressive illness, they, of all people are peculiarly placed to intervene to stop the inevitable decline that they, above all others, are in a perfect position to observe. Doctors don't see it - they won't leave their offices to test your environment and even if they are Mold-Aware, the best they can do is to refer patients to a " Mold Expert " who may or may not tell you to get out - because THEY are not a doctor - and this borders on " medical advice " . When a " Mold Expert " identifies someone who is too brainfogged to see that the medications, supplements, and endless doctor visits aren't going to save them - and they are getting too sick to work - the " downward spiral into oblivion " is almost complete. The black hole of despair is almost impossible to escape without help. What it takes, is a " pristine " escape zone in which to survive the " intensification reaction " that follows exposure. Even a primitive and basic trailer could serve - if it was mold free and not parked in an area that is being plumed. I thought that the mold experts would surely have contact with people who completely fall apart after a " successful remediation " and see that a " Plan B " is called for. Only a person who understands just how bad mold illness can get is able to warn others that an RV parked next to the house is a plan designed for failure. If someone had this low cost " Plan B " available, gets through " intensification " , and starts to recover - then they have a chance to get a life back. Just a chance to recover! - with the proper education and tools, because " You need to get well to take care of yourself " . - Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 10, 2006 Report Share Posted March 10, 2006 No CSM is not a herb but an FDA approved drug for elimination of MYCOtoxins from the body. You need to educate yourself fast if you are going to save yourself- read the archives of this site- you will learn allot- go to http://www.chronicneurotoxins.com/-read everything he says about mold illness- buy the book-Mold Warriors- the ONLY WAY to health is strict avoidence of mold and taking the CSM- it is the start- only you can do it.- no one but you can take these first steps to health- mold effects the brain- you may not be making rational choices for yor health. Many people on this site can attest to the effectiveness of these measures. Avoidence is necessary. This most of the times mean moving, staying with friends, relatives, campimg out-going broke- loosing your money is better than loosing your life.Keep in touch- you can use this site to help get healthy-but it means doing the drill. > > > > Dear who, having looked back , I find a post from feb, is this your > > first month on the site? I too was sick for 14 years without > knowing > > why- but the truth is -no one is out there to help you-there is no > > safety net in the U.S.- You need to get well to take care of > yourself- > > I allso am alone and not a young woman- you need to help yourself- > and > > the road to getting better is a suprisingly simple one- although it Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 10, 2006 Report Share Posted March 10, 2006 I guess this also takes a prescription, also from a certain doctor? > > > > > > Dear who, having looked back , I find a post from feb, is this > your > > > first month on the site? I too was sick for 14 years without > > knowing > > > why- but the truth is -no one is out there to help you-there is > no > > > safety net in the U.S.- You need to get well to take care of > > yourself- > > > I allso am alone and not a young woman- you need to help > yourself- > > and > > > the road to getting better is a suprisingly simple one- although > it > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 10, 2006 Report Share Posted March 10, 2006 Every time I start bitching about the medical profession I feel like I am shooting Bambi because they do so many good things for us. And I know some people think I am horrible for it. That's one of the reasons why my family tells me " I hate people " As if I have no reason to be mad. I have lost my home, my investments, my career, my narcissistic and shallow friends, essentially to a very treatable disease! Why can't I get a straight f... answers from these people?!!!!! My brother tells me I am stupid and always somehow responsible for or perpetuating my illness myself and he oscillate's from blaming me for the stupid things I did to calling me a phony, two diametrically opposed views. One unanimous point. " I am a bad guy " You would think if he really believed my house was making me sick that he might reserve a little of that contempt towards the epidemiologist's and the medical profession in general that refute his own point (my house made me sick). He is essentially mad at me for ignoring something that a very large institution is not only ignoring but generating propaganda contrary to the truth. They treat us like some type of phony trying to make the big bucks when what we want most is information that can help us get our health back! They have the resources to make this happen but choose to turn their backs on us, and at least in my case turn family, friends, and the general public against me. If that isn't evil I don't know what is. I wish I had the quote, but someone somewhere equated evil to seeing evil and saying nothing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 10, 2006 Report Share Posted March 10, 2006 , Boy...do I understand how you feel. I am in the same position with family and friends. They never ask how I am doing...but do want to know if I have any money!!!! I am so tired of fighting with WC trying to just to get the medical help I need to get better. They don't seem to understand at all and they don't care. I just want to give up! Even though Dr.Rae said I was one of the sickest he has seen...he will not help because it's all about money. He does not take insurance and I do not have an income of any kind. Please hang in there and know you are not alone.......you are welcome to e-mail me anytime and talk. God knows I need it. Your Friend, Marcie Christ <antares41-41@...> wrote: Every time I start bitching about the medical profession I feel like I am shooting Bambi because they do so many good things for us. And I know some people think I am horrible for it. That's one of the reasons why my family tells me " I hate people " As if I have no reason to be mad. I have lost my home, my investments, my career, my narcissistic and shallow friends, essentially to a very treatable disease! Why can't I get a straight f... answers from these people?!!!!! My brother tells me I am stupid and always somehow responsible for or perpetuating my illness myself and he oscillate's from blaming me for the stupid things I did to calling me a phony, two diametrically opposed views. One unanimous point. " I am a bad guy " You would think if he really believed my house was making me sick that he might reserve a little of that contempt towards the epidemiologist's and the medical profession in general that refute his own point (my house made me sick). He is essentially mad at me for ignoring something that a very large institution is not only ignoring but generating propaganda contrary to the truth. They treat us like some type of phony trying to make the big bucks when what we want most is information that can help us get our health back! They have the resources to make this happen but choose to turn their backs on us, and at least in my case turn family, friends, and the general public against me. If that isn't evil I don't know what is. I wish I had the quote, but someone somewhere equated evil to seeing evil and saying nothing. FAIR USE NOTICE: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 10, 2006 Report Share Posted March 10, 2006 and at least in my case turn family, friends, and the general public against me. If that isn't evil I don't know what is. I wish I had the quote, but someone somewhere equated evil to seeing evil and saying nothing. > The really peculiar thing is that those with the " retarded disconnect " feel so GOOD about themselves, as if they were somehow defending Truth and Reality itself from an onslaught of delusional madmen. " All that is necessary for the triumph of evil is that good men do nothing " . -Edmund Burke. Of course, you have to ask yourself, " If they do nothing, are they good men? " , because if everyone who does nothing shows by their malfeasance that they are not good, it comes down to my dad's favorite phrase: " People are no damned good " . - Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 10, 2006 Report Share Posted March 10, 2006 Many people, like me get their GP to perscribe it- downlode the info for your GP- and with luck you can have a script fast- but it won't help much unless you can stop the exposure also > > > > > > > > Dear who, having looked back , I find a post from feb, is this > > your > > > > first month on the site? I too was sick for 14 years without > > > knowing > > > > why- but the truth is -no one is out there to help you-there is > > no > > > > safety net in the U.S.- You need to get well to take care of > > > yourself- > > > > I allso am alone and not a young woman- you need to help > > yourself- > > > and > > > > the road to getting better is a suprisingly simple one- > although > > it > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 10, 2006 Report Share Posted March 10, 2006 DITTO......DITTO......DITTO!!!!! I agree with everything you said. I really p----s me off the way things like this are ignored and they keep passing you off to someone else. I am sick of this and they don't understand is " ALL I WANT IS TO LIVE " . And healthier than I am right now. Like I was before I was exposed to Stachybotrys and who knows what else. I am a single female also and know what you are going through....no one to turn to at all. Marcie ldelp84227 <ldelp84227@...> wrote: Very well said. I am sick of being patient and dignified. I want to know what these polititians are doing. This is criminal negligence and I wouldn't have any idea who is responsible because there are so many the courts, congress. some doctors and lawyers, landlords. I have been involved with many that shoud be in jail. > > > Basically, all I would really like to say is " We're sick. Get us > > some damn treatment. " > > > Sharon > > > > > > Yes. > > Frustrating when a someone trying to get some assistance after > > experiencing a reaction to mold runs into a semantic " Iron Curtain " > > from the very people you'd think would be first in line to help. > > I asked doctors to help me with mold and they said " I'm a doctor, > > not a biologist. Ask them " . > > And when I went to microbiologists and mycologists, they said " I > > study organisms, not humans. If you want to know the effects of > mold > > on a human - ask a doctor " . > > > > Twenty years of this run-a-round gets pretty old. > > - > > > > (Mr Grabthecheck! TEAR DOWN this wall!) > > > FAIR USE NOTICE: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 10, 2006 Report Share Posted March 10, 2006 marcie, yes stachoboctrys here to , and EHC told me I was lucky to be alive, but same problem as you, after $10,000.00 put out on waistful trips to unguailfied doctors that didn't bother to tell me they weren't really quailified, until I got there and before I knew of the EHC.(much thanks to my last lawyer)Im now broke. and I have been to the cronicnerotoxin.com and wrote them and told them I had medicare and medicaid, never got a reply. no opened minded doctors that I've found yet in my area.still searching. Dr. Rea is going to teach classes on MCS in April in my area, thank god, hope some doctors learn something so I can get some help. > Every time I start bitching about the medical profession I feel like I > am shooting Bambi because they do so many good things for us. And I > know some people think I am horrible for it. > > That's one of the reasons why my family tells me " I hate people " > > As if I have no reason to be mad. > > I have lost my home, my investments, my career, my narcissistic and > shallow friends, essentially to a very treatable disease! Why can't > I get a straight f... answers from these people?!!!!! > > My brother tells me I am stupid and always somehow responsible for > or perpetuating my illness myself and he oscillate's from blaming me > for the stupid things I did to calling me a phony, two diametrically > opposed views. One unanimous point. " I am a bad guy " > > You would think if he really believed my house was making me sick > that he might reserve a little of that contempt towards the > epidemiologist's and the medical profession in general that refute his > own point (my house made me sick). He is essentially mad at me for > ignoring something that a very large institution is not only ignoring > but generating propaganda contrary to the truth. > > > They treat us like some type of phony trying to make the big bucks > when what we want most is information that can help us get our health > back! They have the resources to make this happen but choose to turn > their backs on us, and at least in my case turn family, friends, and > the general public against me. If that isn't evil I don't know what > is. I wish I had the quote, but someone somewhere equated evil to > seeing evil and saying nothing. > > > > > > > > > FAIR USE NOTICE: > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 10, 2006 Report Share Posted March 10, 2006 I do have to say that I've had dogs that were better friends than so called friends, and theres nothing like a good dose of toxic molds, to make you hate people, expecially the know it alls that are so rightous, that dont really know it all, at all. > > > and at least in my case turn family, friends, and the general public > against me. If that isn't evil I don't know what is. > I wish I had the quote, but someone somewhere equated evil to > seeing evil and saying nothing. > > > > > > The really peculiar thing is that those with the " retarded disconnect " > feel so GOOD about themselves, as if they were somehow defending Truth > and Reality itself from an onslaught of delusional madmen. > > " All that is necessary for the triumph of evil is that good men do > nothing " . -Edmund Burke. > > Of course, you have to ask yourself, " If they do nothing, are they > good men? " , because if everyone who does nothing shows by their > malfeasance that they are not good, it comes down to my dad's favorite > phrase: > " People are no damned good " . > > - > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 10, 2006 Report Share Posted March 10, 2006 Dr.Rae only takes cash up front and you have to bill your insurance company. My problem is I have -0- money income. No joke. From about $4,000. a month to nothing. When I had money, I sent it to my family out of state often. Now when I need help..... " sorry " . I am at my wits end and don't know what to do. I even made an appt. with a priest because I was suicidal and he spent more time watching the timer than hearing me. Some days it just feels so hopeless and I know that I am getting sicker and no one is listening. Oh sure... the docs @ TCID give me the IVIG's every 4 weeks to keep me alive but what for? I don't know what to do or who to turn to next. At my WC pre-hearing with my Ombudsman, I just told her, " If you can tell me I will be better tomorrow, I will walk out of here now. " She said she understood but I have the burden to prove the mold made me sick. How can I do that without the test and I have -0- money to do that. The company knows this and that is why they are so smug on this issue. I hope like hell that someone gets the help they need and tells the story because I am sure I will not be around long enough to do it. I am very tired of fighting and just want some peace. Marcie who <jeaninem660@...> wrote: marcie, yes stachoboctrys here to , and EHC told me I was lucky to be alive, but same problem as you, after $10,000.00 put out on waistful trips to unguailfied doctors that didn't bother to tell me they weren't really quailified, until I got there and before I knew of the EHC.(much thanks to my last lawyer)Im now broke. and I have been to the cronicnerotoxin.com and wrote them and told them I had medicare and medicaid, never got a reply. no opened minded doctors that I've found yet in my area.still searching. Dr. Rea is going to teach classes on MCS in April in my area, thank god, hope some doctors learn something so I can get some help. > Every time I start bitching about the medical profession I feel like I > am shooting Bambi because they do so many good things for us. And I > know some people think I am horrible for it. > > That's one of the reasons why my family tells me " I hate people " > > As if I have no reason to be mad. > > I have lost my home, my investments, my career, my narcissistic and > shallow friends, essentially to a very treatable disease! Why can't > I get a straight f... answers from these people?!!!!! > > My brother tells me I am stupid and always somehow responsible for > or perpetuating my illness myself and he oscillate's from blaming me > for the stupid things I did to calling me a phony, two diametrically > opposed views. One unanimous point. " I am a bad guy " > > You would think if he really believed my house was making me sick > that he might reserve a little of that contempt towards the > epidemiologist's and the medical profession in general that refute his > own point (my house made me sick). He is essentially mad at me for > ignoring something that a very large institution is not only ignoring > but generating propaganda contrary to the truth. > > > They treat us like some type of phony trying to make the big bucks > when what we want most is information that can help us get our health > back! They have the resources to make this happen but choose to turn > their backs on us, and at least in my case turn family, friends, and > the general public against me. If that isn't evil I don't know what > is. I wish I had the quote, but someone somewhere equated evil to > seeing evil and saying nothing. > > > > > > > > > FAIR USE NOTICE: > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 10, 2006 Report Share Posted March 10, 2006 yep, thats why I cant go there. so sorry marcie, your going through this, I know exactually where your coming from. toxic mold seems to be one of those illnesses that takes everything from you, than spits is your face, when your broke, because of it, and the real kicker is when it was caused by someone and you are left with no medical help, because you cant afford it, and no way to prove what its done to your health so you can get any means to get medical help. but please try to keep your head up high and I will too. I got on disability for post stress syndrome(going through what you are) even though no one knew that I was being exposed to toxic molds at the time and it was playing a big, big role in my post stress syndrome. hang in there , if your away from the mold, this will slowly get better, and hang on to yourself really hard, and keep the faith. no matter how messed up you fell, just know that its the mold toxins messing with your head and nerves, not you. Have you talked to Dr. Croft or had his urine test for trichathecene mycotoxin exposure? > > > > , > > > > Boy...do I understand how you feel. I am in the same position > with family and friends. They never ask how I am doing...but do want > to know if I have any money!!!! > > I am so tired of fighting with WC trying to just to get the > medical help I need to get better. They don't seem to understand at > all and they don't care. I just want to give up! > > Even though Dr.Rae said I was one of the sickest he has seen...he > will not help because it's all about money. He does not take > insurance and I do not have an income of any kind. > > Please hang in there and know you are not alone.......you are > welcome to e-mail me anytime and talk. God knows I need it. > > > > Your Friend, > > Marcie > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 11, 2006 Report Share Posted March 11, 2006 Marcie, I won't tell my story of despair but one time at the end of my rope, I went to a priest and sobbed while I told my story, expecting some words to sooth my heart or bring me hope or words of wisdome. Instead, he said very little except there may be a group that would be good for me and he'd give me a call. Then he never called. I thought even God didn't care what was happening to me. I was devastated. He didn't say anything while I was there that one could interpret as trying to be helpful. It was medical problem and I won't go into but doctors were of no help. It's a constant theme in not only my life but in relatives who have been sick or needed help. I found most of the professionals out there geared up to help themselves get rich, rather than provide a service at a reasonable price, or even a high price. Helping each other like this is the only way I have gotten anywhere with some of my most difficult problems. --- In , Marcie McGovern <marcie1029@...> wrote: I even made an appt. with a priest because I was suicidal and he spent more time watching the timer than hearing me. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 12, 2006 Report Share Posted March 12, 2006 On Fri, 10 Mar 2006 19:31:27 +0000, you wrote: >The really peculiar thing is that those with the " retarded disconnect " >feel so GOOD about themselves, as if they were somehow defending Truth >and Reality itself from an onslaught of delusional madmen. They are really brave when it's someone else's life being destroyed. Ask one of them to put their life savings and all their future earnings on their hunch that we are phonies with a psychological problem and than let's see how brave they are. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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