Re: Re: Sticky-butt-juice

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Christ wrote:

> And as time goes by you get so sensitized to criticism that

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so thats what mcs stands for

multiple criticism sensitivities

- on a serious note, I am so thankful that my family never doubted and

have totally supported this journey for me. I can write a ntoe to any of

your relatives if you like, or, maybe one of mine could!!!

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>- on a serious note, I am so thankful that my family never doubted and

>have totally supported this journey for me. I can write a ntoe to any of

>your relatives if you like, or, maybe one of mine could!!!

Thanks for offering. I don't know whether that would help.

I just get so irritated at people when they make statements like I

was stupid to get rid of my investment properties. Or I should get

some minimum wage job somewhere pushing a lawn mower (at 47 years old)

when I was forced out of a business I owned doing that same thing

because I was exposed to dursban, atrazine, malneb, daconal and all of

the other chemicals PCO's use on lawns. All improperly applied and

on a wholesale level at a large industrial location.

Everyone always says something like they get sick too but still

have to work. I have heard everything from just about everybody.

I have one friend that's always telling me I should start a hot dog

stand or a T-shirt business or start a ebay business, or rent out

properties like the ones I had to sell because I was too sick to

maintain them. Every time he says this I tell him why I can't do it

but he just keeps doing the same thing over and over and over. It

drives me nuts.

I have friends that call me up and say their parents need a handyman.

My step mothers mother always ask's me " are you working hard " when

she knows I have not worked in almost ten years now and exactly why.

One of my ahole friends would call me up every day wanting to know if

I did any work that day. My dad would periodically suggests I get a

minimum wage job somewhere or at least go to school " since I am not

doing anything anyway " ( he has practiced medicine for over 50 years

now)

My brother callously told me " I told you so " when I finally got rid

of my house at way below market value and got rid of all of my

belonging's. (his theory was I destroyed my house and that's why it

made me sick it wouldn't be insulting enough to just say I was a

victim of mold) Although he never offered to help me get rid of my

house or to help me find a safe place to live.

He will make wise cracks like I should go work for the peace core

so they can teach me personal responsibility. Or " come work for me

at my house " . He continuosly brings up work when he knows I can't

work. He is disgusted with what he sees as a pathetic lazy bum, but

he of all people knows better because he knew how hard I worked before

I got sick.

No matter how many times I tell them I would have never quit working

if I was not sick they never seem to get it. If I were a real bum and

didn't care when people treat me in such a unflattering way they

probably wouldn't even say those things.

That's why I call it the " Retarded Disconnect " . They have to know

they are calling me a liar to my face when they say all of these

things.

They DON'T KNOW I AM NOT REALLY SICK but openly accuse me of being a

liar.

It has defiantly taken it's toll on me.

I am sorry to beat this issue to death. I imagine even people on this

group that can relate are getting tired of hearing me wine about my

problems.

On Sat, 04 Mar 2006 15:22:19 -0500, you wrote:

> Christ wrote:

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>> And as time goes by you get so sensitized to criticism that

>

>...

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>so thats what mcs stands for

>multiple criticism sensitivities

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