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Hello All,

Sorry I haven't been around Yesterday and day before I wasn't feeling very well...I went to the Dr. yesterday and got six shots in the base of my skull... Oh they do hurt ( But they do give relief after awhile...I did become ill this time from them and was very dizzy for a while...My heart and B/P have been very bad sinse getting them, so I haven't been doing very well yet...Came home and was to do nothing for 8 hours... I am able to turn my neck better right now and the pains in my arms aren't as bad today ) But can't get my B/P to behave, it is staying around 168/118 and my heart is beating so irractic, It must be from the shots I guess... I have to go back in November for another set of six shots, same place base of skull ( don't look forward to that...Last time they were in a set of three times, so I might be looking at getting them again around Christmas (

NEXT SUBJECT:o( Ross and I aren't handling this with the girls very well again ( Their Dad is being a Jerk to us, as he gave us another one of his Letters, condeming us on how we helped the girls do their homework wrong !!! How we Don't encourage the baby to join in on her gymnastics on the sat. morning we have her!!! How since Bre was sick last time we picked them up that she only gets Sick when in Our care!!! All of this is a bunch of bull !!! There was nothing Wrong with the homework !!! The baby and the other two don't even Want to go to gymnastics when with us, but we have to take them and the baby just crys when the lady comes near her, so we encourage her as best as we can and last week I even took her out on the floor and tried to get her to do her stuff and it worked for a while, but he also condemed me for taking her onto the floor, as she is OLD enough to go out herself, I Don't need to help her!!! This means he is talking to the teacher and that is not right, as she seen how hard I tried to get her involved and I still caught wholly H from it ( Bre said she told her dad she wasn't feeling good that night and he said go sit down, you will be fine !!! So he DID know she was ill beforehand and still I catch it...Tonight all were crying when we had to take them back...They tried everything they could to keep us from taking them back there and I still have too...I'm sorry, but I am going to try and tell them WHY we can't do as they ask us to about there dad this weekend...We can't take it anymore and neither can they ( They said we can not tell them anything about the court or lawyers or Judge!!! They did not tell me I can not tell them about their Father and what he is doing to them and us... Please I need advise on this as I am so distraught tonight that I just can't stop weeping ( I don't want to do anything wrong, but the girls are suffering just as much and they don't understand WHY they can't come home and neither do we ( It will be 8 weeks Fri. , and they still haven't adjusted, they still cry and scream doesn't that say anything to anyone???

NEXT SUBJECT ( Yesterday, Ross' Mom went to the Dr's. as she has been bleeding very bad from down below and she had a complete hystorectomy 34 years ago!!! She was examined and was told she probably has cancer as he seen a big mass ( The reg. Dr. got her into the GYN Today and he checked her, did a biopsy today and said he is pretty sure she has Cancer ( She has a Massive Mass on one side and several smaller masses on the other... The results were sent stat, but they will still take a week to get back ( She is already in bad health with her heart and kidney failure ( Ross is beside himself, he keeps saying, How more much do we have to endure??? His Mother is dieing, the girls are gone against their will, he just isn't taking this very well and neither I am ( We are worn out emotionally and physically, I know, people are in worse shape than we are, but this is Very important to us and it has us down very much... Sorry for the Pitty Party on myself tonight, I am just so tired out (

Helen

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