Re: To bill: My third aicd (chest) has a shelf at the top.

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okay bill correct me if i'm wrogn i came to this group as a young pup ( now old lady) i listend to everyoen of you i enjoyed all the emails because i felt i foudn peopel who udnerstand i drew streangt from the emails and knowledge i ca say this after yearsof a icd oevr half my life this young pup ahas grow to respect each and everyoen of you the joke the information the spirit the kidnness and the heart there are minny days i've had reall shockign tiem fo it and i come on and read one of your joke or atpemed there of and find comfert in thim no only that some of thim alow em to smile and laugh even though it was a ruff day without all of you and this "YOUNG PUP" listenign to you i dont think i would have udnerstand or be "okay" with my icd like i am today dont foget bill when i got my icd i was merliy 10 years old and after years of

learnign i have grown to exept and undertsand things i dont knwo that i would ahev understood toehr wsie ! but it's beacusere there where respected um there no kind way to tsay this btut respect edlers to lsiten to follow and giude so never thing the yougn follks dont listen or learnf romy ou because dont matter what you never knwo whos listenign and learnign what i'm gettign at is we all deal with things in our own ways and we handle each in our own ways we can not change who or what we are we can merly deal with ti the best we can but in sdoing so out straighten shows the most and bill let me telly uo ever one on this group i have drawn striaght and guidence from you all are my heros and this now old lady once a pup and graeatly learned from you so never never say soemoen didnot learn from you after al we must learn soemthign from the best group of peopel ! i cant telly uo how much this group has ment to em over the

years asn still does and always well ! but without the jokes and the personaltiys of the peopel on the group then it's just a group of medical issuses our personalitys play as much of part in the group and others lifes as our medical issuses we can not support others if we are nto allowed to suport our own needs ! and we can not be a group fi where a group hiden in fact with no personality and or humor adfter all laughign is the best medicine ! in closeing soemtiems [ppoeple dont aggreee int he ways others handle things and deal with things but sometimes we must undersdtand that we all handle things diffrently and in that sens although we may nto agree we should not teel that persn or any person to hide what they are or how they deal with things just as we would nto want to eb tolfd however in that respsetc we all need to respect each toher in in humor soemtiems we loss focus in that it's not always directed to peopel

but yet a sernio or a issuses yes in humor we need to be mind ful of other but we also need to consider that in the humosr maybe it was ment in the wrogn since maybe it was ment in a since of lgihtign the mood or dealign with fear in a indirct way btu on both the humorer and the homored need to try and understand and yes sometimes humor goes to far but others it's needed to help someoen see a new way or possibley better way to deal with fear because if we only see fear and that it's nto soemthign to laugh at no heart disease is not now shocking not realy funny but why ? because thats how we precesvie it yes beign shocked is seruse even life threatenign i've been there done that ! but if i couldnt stop and laugh through ti i would ahve went nuts by now ! i'm sorry in reality heart disease icd shocking ect is not funny but in reality we can only deal with things the way we deal with thim

for soem it's remainign serus and focused on the life threating part and for tohers its makeing joke lighting the event for soem they need to keep it seruse for toher to much serus and no laughign is not healthy ! i'm sorry i dont think icd is a laughign matter btu i dont think lighting the mood hruts either after all icd and heart ahve had disagreement often shockign disagreements all in all i dont think billshas done wrogn but i frealize that soem may find mroe fear in it then others and looka t things diffrently there for i can also understand there need for the serus end of if instead of jokes we are all diffrent and handle things diffrently but oyur diffrences is what makes us whoa dn what we are it makes this group what it is soemtimes the diffrences is helpful and others its not it's like a coin we can look at the fron or the bakc and see one side or the other of

the story but it's not inill we look at the edge of the coin that we can see both sides and udnerstand both side throughly!

stacie shockign life for shockign peopel 26 and ageign ! and kria and emrlin ! over the bridge dog sean collie and oreo