bit of a whine

[Guest guest]

Just a bit of a whine here.

I have been sick for several months on end now, several operations etc.

We have had Fiona cared for here at home and everything has been going well

until now. Fiona loved the woman that has come in until now, she had to quit

because of family reasons and the replacement was a -------. She was here

for not even 2 days and did more damage than you can imagine. I fired her

today but the damage is done. Fiona saw her come in today and stopped

talking completely, just wept all day. Wouldn't speak at all. My husband

finally came home and is bringing her to bed. Apart from the fact that we

have to find someone new with no time to do it, its terribly rough on Fiona.

Loosing the woman she really cared for and then such a terrible experience

with an unfeeling and uncaring person and then lots of new faces coming in

until I find someone to handle the task. I have no idea how long this will

take in the " emotional repair work " and realy I am in no shape to handle it.

I don't even want to think of what the night is going to be like. Why are

some people like that? What would've happened to Fiona if I wouldn't have

been in the house noticing what was going on? She wouldn't have been able to

tell me. I feel terrible.

Gundula