If anyone is interested

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Dear Darkbeing,

Yes, we certainly are interested.

Sorry to hear that you're not doing so well. Yes it must be hard, being

unable to do much. Being stuck in bed you've really got a lot of time on

your hands, particularly to think. We've all done things at some time in our

lives which we later regret having done, sat there wishing we hadn't and

unable to change the past.You know what those things are, and now, with

maturity and hindsight you would handle those situations differently. This

makes you a better person because you have a conscience -you have recognized

those times when you consider that your words or actions have hurt others

and you are sorry for it.

There's always someone there that needs you; particularly your family.

Despite the fact that you feel useless, at the moment there is still a

purpose for you being here. Hold on to those dreams that you have and don't

allow what is seemingly an insurmountable obstacle to stifle them.Pain

always brings with it a tendency to reflection, a realization of our own

mortality and sometimes depression.Although you're right in the midst of it

at the moment never give up hope .

You're certainly in our thoughts.

Take care my friend.

Craig

if anyone is interested

I have been quight sick latly I got beter a few times when i thought it was

all finly over but no that did nto happen i got worse and spent a lot of

time and i do meen a lot of time in bed I hate my bed not cuse it is

uncomfortable but cuse i spend so muh dam time in it I have tryed taking a

lot more of my meds then i ma suposed to but evan that did nto help so I

just layed there in pain staring at the tv but not waching it i feel so

usless like this like there is nothign in this world for me that is left

nothing for me to do and no one why wants me to do somthing with {sigh} all

in all it sucks I layes in bed last night thinking al night of my life all

the things I have done people i have hurt and who I have helped how it would

be diferent if I could walk and not have the crap i have wrong with me how

the world seemes to me to be a blure that is pasing me buy and not stoping

to see if I want to jump on bord for the ride things most people take for

granted seems like somthing i do in a dream and that dream i know it just a

dream I thought of my old frinds all all that they are doing now and how I

do nothing and I meen nothing at all I feel so usless there has to be more

for me something i could do that would help my mind keep geong instead of

just laying hear hoping I would sleep it all away or thinking how nice it

would be to go to sleep and find my self in a diferent furture like 100

years from now I at least have somthing ot do ui have to chah up i have

dreamed of making things to do I started writhing a program database that

would be for students to reference all that they may want to find for school

to help them but as usule I got bord and put it on hold cuse my main

programer does not have the time right now I evan offered to pay him when i

had some cash scince he is my brother but that did not help so I is

temparied scraped just so dam bord why would god make people like me I was a

rude evil user in my life I took what i wanted and did nto take no for a

anser now I cna not take a thing or do anything is this his way of paying me

back for using my selfthe way i did is this all just a dream one day i will

wake up from i hope so but eather way I still whish I had a life cuse

withough one I fell like I am a non person with no frinds and no love with

no hope and nothing to do so all in all I end up back ware i started this

trip in bed whishing it all go away

Darkbeing

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[Guest guest]

Dear Darkbeing,

There is something you could do for me that would help me. If I asked

would you do it?

Love Aisha.

>

> I have been quight sick latly I got beter a few times when i

thought it was

> all finly over but no that did nto happen i got worse and spent a

lot of

> time and i do meen a lot of time in bed I hate my bed not cuse it is

> uncomfortable but cuse i spend so muh dam time in it I have tryed

taking a

> lot more of my meds then i ma suposed to but evan that did nto help

so I

> just layed there in pain staring at the tv but not waching it i

feel so

> usless like this like there is nothign in this world for me that is

left

> nothing for me to do and no one why wants me to do somthing with

{sigh} all

> in all it sucks I layes in bed last night thinking al night of my

life all

> the things I have done people i have hurt and who I have helped how

it would

> be diferent if I could walk and not have the crap i have wrong with

me how

> the world seemes to me to be a blure that is pasing me buy and not

stoping

> to see if I want to jump on bord for the ride things most people

take for

> granted seems like somthing i do in a dream and that dream i know

it just a

> dream I thought of my old frinds all all that they are doing now

and how I

> do nothing and I meen nothing at all I feel so usless there has to

be more

> for me something i could do that would help my mind keep geong

instead of

> just laying hear hoping I would sleep it all away or thinking how

nice it

> would be to go to sleep and find my self in a diferent furture like

100

> years from now I at least have somthing ot do ui have to chah up i

have

> dreamed of making things to do I started writhing a program

database that

> would be for students to reference all that they may want to find

for school

> to help them but as usule I got bord and put it on hold cuse my main

> programer does not have the time right now I evan offered to pay

him when i

> had some cash scince he is my brother but that did not help so I is

> temparied scraped just so dam bord why would god make people like

me I was a

> rude evil user in my life I took what i wanted and did nto take no

for a

> anser now I cna not take a thing or do anything is this his way of

paying me

> back for using my selfthe way i did is this all just a dream one

day i will

> wake up from i hope so but eather way I still whish I had a life

cuse

> withough one I fell like I am a non person with no frinds and no

love with

> no hope and nothing to do so all in all I end up back ware i

started this

> trip in bed whishing it all go away

>

> Darkbeing

[Guest guest]

well that would depend on if I 1 could do it or not and 2 how i feel as well

but other then that probly would do it

Re: if anyone is interested

Dear Darkbeing,

There is something you could do for me that would help me. If I asked

would you do it?

Love Aisha.

>

> I have been quight sick latly I got beter a few times when i

thought it was

> all finly over but no that did nto happen i got worse and spent a

lot of

> time and i do meen a lot of time in bed I hate my bed not cuse it is

> uncomfortable but cuse i spend so muh dam time in it I have tryed

taking a

> lot more of my meds then i ma suposed to but evan that did nto help

so I

> just layed there in pain staring at the tv but not waching it i

feel so

> usless like this like there is nothign in this world for me that is

left

> nothing for me to do and no one why wants me to do somthing with

{sigh} all

> in all it sucks I layes in bed last night thinking al night of my

life all

> the things I have done people i have hurt and who I have helped how

it would

> be diferent if I could walk and not have the crap i have wrong with

me how

> the world seemes to me to be a blure that is pasing me buy and not

stoping

> to see if I want to jump on bord for the ride things most people

take for

> granted seems like somthing i do in a dream and that dream i know

it just a

> dream I thought of my old frinds all all that they are doing now

and how I

> do nothing and I meen nothing at all I feel so usless there has to

be more

> for me something i could do that would help my mind keep geong

instead of

> just laying hear hoping I would sleep it all away or thinking how

nice it

> would be to go to sleep and find my self in a diferent furture like

100

> years from now I at least have somthing ot do ui have to chah up i

have

> dreamed of making things to do I started writhing a program

database that

> would be for students to reference all that they may want to find

for school

> to help them but as usule I got bord and put it on hold cuse my main

> programer does not have the time right now I evan offered to pay

him when i

> had some cash scince he is my brother but that did not help so I is

> temparied scraped just so dam bord why would god make people like

me I was a

> rude evil user in my life I took what i wanted and did nto take no

for a

> anser now I cna not take a thing or do anything is this his way of

paying me

> back for using my selfthe way i did is this all just a dream one

day i will

> wake up from i hope so but eather way I still whish I had a life

cuse

> withough one I fell like I am a non person with no frinds and no

love with

> no hope and nothing to do so all in all I end up back ware i

started this

> trip in bed whishing it all go away

>

> Darkbeing

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[Guest guest]

Dear Darkbeing,

Please hang in there. I really like you. And as bad

as it all has been, you wouldnt be the same person if

you hadnt gone thru all of this. Its your heart & soul

that counts. And I think you have a nice one!

Love,

__________________________________________________

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DB, All it involves is buying a book and reading it. Thats all.

Love Aisha.

> well that would depend on if I 1 could do it or not and 2 how i

feel as well

> but other then that probly would do it

>

> Re: if anyone is interested

>

>

> Dear Darkbeing,

>

> There is something you could do for me that would help me. If I

asked

> would you do it?

>

> Love Aisha.

>

>

[Guest guest]

I just wanted to let you all know about a platform that is available

for advertising the bath and body products. It's a streaming digital

media platform and allows you to send video for email instead of text

and you can web broadcast live. People are using it to host cooking

shows, music shows and I thought you could host a bath and body show,

like tips or even demonstrating soap making. Anyway just thought some

of you might be interested!