you so right!

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Libby, thank you so much for the inspirational bit. Your exactly

right. I've changed so much in my life in the last 3 years. I have

to admit the only change that I have not made is my choice in my

beliefs. I went to church when I was young (with the neighbors). Our

parents let us go to get us " out of their hair " for a few hours. We

were basically raised to believe that things happen for a reason.

Usually to teach you a lesson. I've always wondered, if thats the

case, then why do I have to learn so much??? More bad news again.

My fiance' broke things off with me last night. He decided that he

wants to be single for the summer. Ugh! What an excuse. We are

still very good friends, so we will see what happens. My landlord

tell me if I didn't have bad luck, I wouldn't have any at all.

Anyway, the only thing I haven't done, is attended church and start

talking with HIM. I'm a little afraid to. Will he answer my

questions? Will he finally relieve me. I've made some pretty good

choices so far, but could this be whats missing in my life? Will it

bring me peace with myself and my life?

Wow, what alot of garble from me!!! I again thank all of you so much

for your support. I have started my breathing and I am feeling

pretty good today, despite the short comings. One question though.

How many should I do? Just to start out? It seemed kind of hard

with my schedule to get 40 in. I know that sounds really bad, but it

tough to concentrate on my breathing, and work at the same time. Too

much brain work I think!!

I will sign off for now, (don't want to write a book!) I just wanted

to thank you all again and see if you had anymore advise for me.

Have a great day, and yes PAH!

Donna