Re: My story - ear buzzing

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Ear buzzing was real bad with me, it seems never to go away, whatever damage was done, it is still ringing right this minute - it's been 8 months since I moved and still it rings, but sometimes it goes away - weird - but nothing is crawling around any more, I used to be able to feel a gentle movement in my ear, not anymore, just the ringing in one ear. Had lots of bites on top and around the outside of my ear - itched awfully.

But some of the ringing could be from the computer I sit in front of 10 - 16 hours a day.

From: <terelynjon@...>bird mites Sent: Friday, September 23, 2011 11:07 AMSubject: Re: My story

Thanks. I live in Richmond, VA. One more day in there would have been too much as they were sure I was imaging all of it. I decided just to stop telling my story to MDs and try to work it out on my own. I have some ear buzzing today -- took some clove last night and some black walnut and wormwood today.

On Fri, Sep 23, 2011 at 11:37 AM, <Goldstein@...> wrote:

P.S. If you ever do go to a Lyme Literate MD, be sure to be re-tested for Lyme and co-infections, like Bartonella. Bart is notorious for causing mental issues, skin issues, and the list goes on and on as to what both conditions can do. Things like Ivermectin or antibiotics before a test can alter the result of the testing. I think labs recommend a couple of weeks off the drug before you are tested.

L.

m: "whatstheuse2" <terelynjon@...>bird mites Sent: Friday, September 23, 2011 8:15:31 AMSubject: My story

Hi, Just wanted to tell you that I went to my PCP last Wed. for my Valium refill, told him my story and my sister-in-law who was present was telling him about how horrible this has been for me for the past 4-5 months, how I ripped out all my carpet, have been throwing things out of my house, and spent thousands of dollars, etc., etc. Anyway he consulted with another PCP in there and told me that he wanted me to have a psych consult in the ER. I thought I was going to get a medical consult as well, so I agreed. I got there and they hospitalized me for 5 long days in the psych ward. It was awful, they told me I was delusional with somatic complaints and prescribed Risperdal. I took 2 of the pills and then had to put them under my tongue and pretend to swallow them. I came back home on Monday, so I'm getting close to square 1 now. I'm planning to move to my mother's house sometime soon. It is hard holding on. Sometimes I wonder if

things will ever get better. I had a Lyme's test at Patient First, but took Invermectin the day before -- the results were negative, so I don't know if that was right. I don't get any bites -- there are just microscopic things that I can't see but I can feel them. Cleaning does help. My doctor said he had a patient who had a brain tumor and she felt things biting her. He wanted me to have some medical workup, but they never did that. I caught a cold after coming home, but feeling better with that today.

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Is it buzzing or ringing? I have the ringing off and on. Comes and goes, but no movement in the ears. I get tickles in my ears... but I tend to have fluid from sinuses... I know it is not a "bug." It is just fluid build up that has not drained down the tube. I also get wax build up easily. I wonder if anyone else here gets that.From: "Doris Kennedy" <kean2465@...>bird mites Sent: Friday, September 23, 2011 10:37:06 AMSubject: Re: My story - ear buzzing

Ear buzzing was real bad with me, it seems never to go away, whatever damage was done, it is still ringing right this minute - it's been 8 months since I moved and still it rings, but sometimes it goes away - weird - but nothing is crawling around any more, I used to be able to feel a gentle movement in my ear, not anymore, just the ringing in one ear. Had lots of bites on top and around the outside of my ear - itched awfully.

But some of the ringing could be from the computer I sit in front of 10 - 16 hours a day.

From: <terelynjon@...>bird mites Sent: Friday, September 23, 2011 11:07 AMSubject: Re: My story

Thanks. I live in Richmond, VA. One more day in there would have been too much as they were sure I was imaging all of it. I decided just to stop telling my story to MDs and try to work it out on my own. I have some ear buzzing today -- took some clove last night and some black walnut and wormwood today.

On Fri, Sep 23, 2011 at 11:37 AM, <Goldstein@...> wrote:

P.S. If you ever do go to a Lyme Literate MD, be sure to be re-tested for Lyme and co-infections, like Bartonella. Bart is notorious for causing mental issues, skin issues, and the list goes on and on as to what both conditions can do. Things like Ivermectin or antibiotics before a test can alter the result of the testing. I think labs recommend a couple of weeks off the drug before you are tested.

L.

m: "whatstheuse2" <terelynjon@...>bird mites Sent: Friday, September 23, 2011 8:15:31 AMSubject: My story

Hi, Just wanted to tell you that I went to my PCP last Wed. for my Valium refill, told him my story and my sister-in-law who was present was telling him about how horrible this has been for me for the past 4-5 months, how I ripped out all my carpet, have been throwing things out of my house, and spent thousands of dollars, etc., etc. Anyway he consulted with another PCP in there and told me that he wanted me to have a psych consult in the ER. I thought I was going to get a medical consult as well, so I agreed. I got there and they hospitalized me for 5 long days in the psych ward. It was awful, they told me I was delusional with somatic complaints and prescribed Risperdal. I took 2 of the pills and then had to put them under my tongue and pretend to swallow them. I came back home on Monday, so I'm getting close to square 1 now. I'm planning to move to my mother's house sometime soon. It is hard holding on. Sometimes I wonder if

things will ever get better. I had a Lyme's test at Patient First, but took Invermectin the day before -- the results were negative, so I don't know if that was right. I don't get any bites -- there are just microscopic things that I can't see but I can feel them. Cleaning does help. My doctor said he had a patient who had a brain tumor and she felt things biting her. He wanted me to have some medical workup, but they never did that. I caught a cold after coming home, but feeling better with that today.

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It's a high buzzing. But when I was under seige, my ears didn't have any fluid buildup, I could just feel little movement, almost more like a vibration - that would happen at night time mostly. Sometimes I am not aware of it, but if I consciously listen, I can hear it and it gets louder cuz I'm listening for it.

From: "Goldstein@..." <Goldstein@...>bird mites Sent: Friday, September 23, 2011 1:01 PMSubject: Re: My story - ear buzzing

Is it buzzing or ringing? I have the ringing off and on. Comes and goes, but no movement in the ears. I get tickles in my ears... but I tend to have fluid from sinuses... I know it is not a "bug." It is just fluid build up that has not drained down the tube. I also get wax build up easily. I wonder if anyone else here gets that.

From: "Doris Kennedy" <kean2465@...>bird mites Sent: Friday, September 23, 2011 10:37:06 AMSubject: Re: My story - ear buzzing

Ear buzzing was real bad with me, it seems never to go away, whatever damage was done, it is still ringing right this minute - it's been 8 months since I moved and still it rings, but sometimes it goes away - weird - but nothing is crawling around any more, I used to be able to feel a gentle movement in my ear, not anymore, just the ringing in one ear. Had lots of bites on top and around the outside of my ear - itched awfully.

But some of the ringing could be from the computer I sit in front of 10 - 16 hours a day.

From: <terelynjon@...>bird mites Sent: Friday, September 23, 2011 11:07 AMSubject: Re: My story

Thanks. I live in Richmond, VA. One more day in there would have been too much as they were sure I was imaging all of it. I decided just to stop telling my story to MDs and try to work it out on my own. I have some ear buzzing today -- took some clove last night and some black walnut and wormwood today.

On Fri, Sep 23, 2011 at 11:37 AM, <Goldstein@...> wrote:

P.S. If you ever do go to a Lyme Literate MD, be sure to be re-tested for Lyme and co-infections, like Bartonella. Bart is notorious for causing mental issues, skin issues, and the list goes on and on as to what both conditions can do. Things like Ivermectin or antibiotics before a test can alter the result of the testing. I think labs recommend a couple of weeks off the drug before you are tested.

L.

m: "whatstheuse2" <terelynjon@...>bird mites Sent: Friday, September 23, 2011 8:15:31 AMSubject: My story

Hi, Just wanted to tell you that I went to my PCP last Wed. for my Valium refill, told him my story and my sister-in-law who was present was telling him about how horrible this has been for me for the past 4-5 months, how I ripped out all my carpet, have been throwing things out of my house, and spent thousands of dollars, etc., etc. Anyway he consulted with another PCP in there and told me that he wanted me to have a psych consult in the ER. I thought I was going to get a medical consult as well, so I agreed. I got there and they hospitalized me for 5 long days in the psych ward. It was awful, they told me I was delusional with somatic complaints and prescribed Risperdal. I took 2 of the pills and then had to put them under my tongue and pretend to swallow them. I came back home on Monday, so I'm getting close to square 1 now. I'm planning to move to my mother's house sometime soon. It is hard holding on. Sometimes I wonder if

things will ever get better. I had a Lyme's test at Patient First, but took Invermectin the day before -- the results were negative, so I don't know if that was right. I don't get any bites -- there are just microscopic things that I can't see but I can feel them. Cleaning does help. My doctor said he had a patient who had a brain tumor and she felt things biting her. He wanted me to have some medical workup, but they never did that. I caught a cold after coming home, but feeling better with that today.

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I think it is buzzing. They served a lot of desserts in the hospital and of course, I ate most of them. I think the sugar is bad for feeding all parasites as is excessive worrying and stress. I'm trying to do better. I started reading my bible in there, read some Joyce Meyer and talked with someone about AA's 12 step plan. My life is out of control and I surrender it to my higher power. Maybe we need something like that too.

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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It's a high buzzing.  But when I was under seige, my ears didn't have any fluid buildup, I could just feel little movement, almost more like a vibration - that would happen at night time mostly.  Sometimes I am not aware of it, but if I consciously listen, I can hear it and it gets louder cuz I'm listening for it.

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> Subject: Re: My story - ear buzzing

> > > >   > > > > Is it buzzing or ringing?  I have the ringing off and on.  Comes and goes, but no movement in the ears.  I get tickles in my ears... but I tend to have fluid from sinuses...  I know it is not a " bug. "  It is just fluid build up that has not drained down the tube.  I also get wax build up easily.  I wonder if anyone else here gets that.

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> Subject: Re: My story - ear buzzing

> >   > > > > > > > > > > Ear buzzing was real bad with me, it seems never to go away, whatever damage was done, it is still ringing right this minute - it's been 8 months since I moved and still it rings, but sometimes it goes away - weird - but nothing is crawling around any more, I used to be able to feel a gentle movement in my ear, not anymore, just the ringing in one ear.  Had lots of bites on top and around the outside of my ear - itched awfully.

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> > > >   > > > > Thanks.  I live in Richmond, VA.  One more day in there would have been too much as they were sure I was imaging all of it.  I decided just to stop telling my story to MDs and try to work it out on my own.  I have some ear buzzing today -- took some clove last night and some black walnut and wormwood today.  > > > > On Fri, Sep 23, 2011 at 11:37 AM, Goldstein@...> wrote:

> > > > >   > > > > > > > > P.S.  If you ever do go to a Lyme Literate MD, be sure to be re-tested for Lyme and co-infections, like Bartonella.  Bart is notorious for causing mental issues, skin issues, and the list goes on and on as to what both conditions can do.  Things like Ivermectin or antibiotics before a test can alter the result of the testing.  I think labs recommend a couple of weeks off the drug before you are tested. > > > > > > L. > > > > > > > m: " whatstheuse2 " terelynjon@...>

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> >   > > > > > > > > > Hi, Just wanted to tell you that I went to my PCP last Wed. for my Valium refill, told him my story and my sister-in-law who was present was telling him about how horrible this has been for me for the past 4-5 months, how I ripped out all my carpet, have been throwing things out of my house, and spent thousands of dollars, etc., etc. Anyway he consulted with another PCP in there and told me that he wanted me to have a psych consult in the ER. I thought I was going to get a medical consult as well, so I agreed. I got there and they hospitalized me for 5 long days in the psych ward. It was awful, they told me I was delusional with somatic complaints and prescribed Risperdal. I took 2 of the pills and then had to put them under my tongue and pretend to swallow them. I came back home on Monday, so I'm getting close to square 1 now. I'm planning to move to my mother's house sometime soon. It is hard holding on. Sometimes I wonder if

> > things will ever get better. I had a Lyme's test at Patient First, but took Invermectin the day before -- the results were negative, so I don't know if that was right. I don't get any bites -- there are just microscopic things that I can't see but I can feel them. Cleaning does help. My doctor said he had a patient who had a brain tumor and she felt things biting her. He wanted me to have some medical workup, but they never did that. I caught a cold after coming home, but feeling better with that today. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >

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i work a 12 step program and you can apply to all aspects of your life. also the

serenity prayer.we have to surrender this, but it is very hard when you are

being bitten by a evil bloodsucking parasite that has dramatically changed your

life for the worst . it's been very hard for me because i think ,so i got sober

for this? i rather be drunk. i'm not going to give up!

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, courage to

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> > telling him about how horrible this has been for me for the past 4-5

> > months, how I ripped out all my carpet, have been throwing things out of

> > my house, and spent thousands of dollars, etc., etc. Anyway he consulted

> > with another PCP in there and told me that he wanted me to have a psych

> > consult in the ER. I thought I was going to get a medical consult as

> > well, so I agreed. I got there and they hospitalized me for 5 long days

> > in the psych ward. It was awful, they told me I was delusional with

> > somatic complaints and prescribed Risperdal. I took 2 of the pills and

> > then had to put them under my tongue and pretend to swallow them. I came

> > back home on Monday, so I'm getting close to square 1 now. I'm planning

> > to move to my mother's house sometime soon. It is hard holding on.

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> > took Invermectin the day before -- the results were negative, so I don't

> > know if that was right. I don't get any bites -- there are just

> > microscopic things that I can't see but I can feel them. Cleaning does

> > help. My doctor said he had a patient who had a brain tumor and she felt

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Amen... From: "alaire73" <alaire_fetters@...>bird mites Sent: Friday, September 23, 2011 5:39:50 PMSubject: Re: My story - ear buzzing

i work a 12 step program and you can apply to all aspects of your life. also the serenity prayer.we have to surrender this, but it is very hard when you are being bitten by a evil bloodsucking parasite that has dramatically changed your life for the worst . it's been very hard for me because i think ,so i got sober for this? i rather be drunk. i'm not going to give up!

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference!

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> > mental issues, skin issues, and the list goes on and on as to what both

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> > can alter the result of the testing. I think labs recommend a couple of

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> > telling him about how horrible this has been for me for the past 4-5

> > months, how I ripped out all my carpet, have been throwing things out of

> > my house, and spent thousands of dollars, etc., etc. Anyway he consulted

> > with another PCP in there and told me that he wanted me to have a psych

> > consult in the ER. I thought I was going to get a medical consult as

> > well, so I agreed. I got there and they hospitalized me for 5 long days

> > in the psych ward. It was awful, they told me I was delusional with

> > somatic complaints and prescribed Risperdal. I took 2 of the pills and

> > then had to put them under my tongue and pretend to swallow them. I came

> > back home on Monday, so I'm getting close to square 1 now. I'm planning

> > to move to my mother's house sometime soon. It is hard holding on.

> > Sometimes I wonder if

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> > took Invermectin the day before -- the results were negative, so I don't

> > know if that was right. I don't get any bites -- there are just

> > microscopic things that I can't see but I can feel them. Cleaning does

> > help. My doctor said he had a patient who had a brain tumor and she felt

> > things biting her. He wanted me to have some medical workup, but they

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I have the fluid from sinuses... Never used to have that before and can sometimes have a stuffed nose at night as well, without having a cold.CeciliaFrom: "Goldstein@..." <Goldstein@...>bird mites Sent: Friday, September 23, 2011 8:01 PMSubject: Re: My story - ear buzzing

Is it buzzing or ringing? I have the ringing off and on. Comes and goes, but no movement in the ears. I get tickles in my ears... but I tend to have fluid from sinuses... I know it is not a "bug." It is just fluid build up that has not drained down the tube. I also get wax build up easily. I wonder if anyone else here gets that.From: "Doris Kennedy" <kean2465@...>bird mites Sent: Friday, September 23, 2011 10:37:06 AMSubject: Re: My story - ear buzzing

Ear buzzing was real bad with me, it seems never to go away, whatever damage was done, it is still ringing right this minute - it's been 8 months since I moved and still it rings, but sometimes it goes away - weird - but nothing is crawling around any more, I used to be able to feel a gentle movement in my ear, not anymore, just the ringing in one ear. Had lots of bites on top and around the outside of my ear - itched awfully.

But some of the ringing could be from the computer I sit in front of 10 - 16 hours a day.

From: <terelynjon@...>bird mites Sent: Friday, September 23, 2011 11:07 AMSubject: Re: My story

Thanks. I live in Richmond, VA. One more day in there would have been too much as they were sure I was imaging all of it. I decided just to stop telling my story to MDs and try to work it out on my own. I have some ear buzzing today -- took some clove last night and some black walnut and wormwood today.

On Fri, Sep 23, 2011 at 11:37 AM, <Goldstein@...> wrote:

P.S. If you ever do go to a Lyme Literate MD, be sure to be re-tested for Lyme and co-infections, like Bartonella. Bart is notorious for causing mental issues, skin issues, and the list goes on and on as to what both conditions can do. Things like Ivermectin or antibiotics before a test can alter the result of the testing. I think labs recommend a couple of weeks off the drug before you are tested.

L.

m: "whatstheuse2" <terelynjon@...>bird mites Sent: Friday, September 23, 2011 8:15:31 AMSubject: My story

Hi, Just wanted to tell you that I went to my PCP last Wed. for my Valium refill, told him my story and my sister-in-law who was present was telling him about how horrible this has been for me for the past 4-5 months, how I ripped out all my carpet, have been throwing things out of my house, and spent thousands of dollars, etc., etc. Anyway he consulted with another PCP in there and told me that he wanted me to have a psych consult in the ER. I thought I was going to get a medical consult as well, so I agreed. I got there and they hospitalized me for 5 long days in the psych ward. It was awful, they told me I was delusional with somatic complaints and prescribed Risperdal. I took 2 of the pills and then had to put them under my tongue and pretend to swallow them. I came back home on Monday, so I'm getting close to square 1 now. I'm planning to move to my mother's house sometime soon. It is hard holding on. Sometimes I wonder if

things will ever get better. I had a Lyme's test at Patient First, but took Invermectin the day before -- the results were negative, so I don't know if that was right. I don't get any bites -- there are just microscopic things that I can't see but I can feel them. Cleaning does help. My doctor said he had a patient who had a brain tumor and she felt things biting her. He wanted me to have some medical workup, but they never did that. I caught a cold after coming home, but feeling better with that today.

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Hi!Stay at the program and try to stay sober if you can:)!. I can imagine it must feel so unfair, when you´re doing this and going thru a rough time anyway that you then get the mites, which is just the worst case scenario. I´ll keep my fingers crossed for you!*CeciliaFrom: alaire73 <alaire_fetters@...>bird mites Sent: Saturday, September 24, 2011 2:39 AMSubject: Re: My story - ear buzzing

i work a 12 step program and you can apply to all aspects of your life. also the serenity prayer.we have to surrender this, but it is very hard when you are being bitten by a evil bloodsucking parasite that has dramatically changed your life for the worst . it's been very hard for me because i think ,so i got sober for this? i rather be drunk. i'm not going to give up!

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference!

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> > Lyme and co-infections, like Bartonella. Bart is notorious for causing

> > mental issues, skin issues, and the list goes on and on as to what both

> > conditions can do. Things like Ivermectin or antibiotics before a test

> > can alter the result of the testing. I think labs recommend a couple of

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> > Hi, Just wanted to tell you that I went to my PCP last Wed. for my Valium

> > refill, told him my story and my sister-in-law who was present was

> > telling him about how horrible this has been for me for the past 4-5

> > months, how I ripped out all my carpet, have been throwing things out of

> > my house, and spent thousands of dollars, etc., etc. Anyway he consulted

> > with another PCP in there and told me that he wanted me to have a psych

> > consult in the ER. I thought I was going to get a medical consult as

> > well, so I agreed. I got there and they hospitalized me for 5 long days

> > in the psych ward. It was awful, they told me I was delusional with

> > somatic complaints and prescribed Risperdal. I took 2 of the pills and

> > then had to put them under my tongue and pretend to swallow them. I came

> > back home on Monday, so I'm getting close to square 1 now. I'm planning

> > to move to my mother's house sometime soon. It is hard holding on.

> > Sometimes I wonder if

>

> > things will ever get better. I had a Lyme's test at Patient First, but

> > took Invermectin the day before -- the results were negative, so I don't

> > know if that was right. I don't get any bites -- there are just

> > microscopic things that I can't see but I can feel them. Cleaning does

> > help. My doctor said he had a patient who had a brain tumor and she felt

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Yes, keep firm Alaire,

Fungus and parasites love alcohol.

Love and light,

From: alaire73 <alaire_fetters@...>Subject: Re: My story - ear buzzingbird mites Date: Saturday, September 24, 2011, 12:39 AM

i work a 12 step program and you can apply to all aspects of your life. also the serenity prayer.we have to surrender this, but it is very hard when you are being bitten by a evil bloodsucking parasite that has dramatically changed your life for the worst . it's been very hard for me because i think ,so i got sober for this? i rather be drunk. i'm not going to give up!God, grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference!i > > > > > > > > > > > > > > PS If you ever do go to a Lyme Literate MD, be sure to be re-tested for > > Lyme and co-infections, like

Bartonella. Bart is notorious for causing > > mental issues, skin issues, and the list goes on and on as to what both > > conditions can do. Things like Ivermectin or antibiotics before a test > > can alter the result of the testing. I think labs recommend a couple of > > weeks off the drug before you are tested.> > > > > > > L.> > > > > > > > m: "whatstheuse2" terelynjon@...>> > bird mites > > Sent: Friday, September 23, 2011 8:15:31 AM> > Subject: My story> > > > > > > > > > > > Hi, Just wanted to tell you

that I went to my PCP last Wed. for my Valium > > refill, told him my story and my sister-in-law who was present was > > telling him about how horrible this has been for me for the past 4-5 > > months, how I ripped out all my carpet, have been throwing things out of > > my house, and spent thousands of dollars, etc., etc. Anyway he consulted > > with another PCP in there and told me that he wanted me to have a psych > > consult in the ER. I thought I was going to get a medical consult as > > well, so I agreed. I got there and they hospitalized me for 5 long days > > in the psych ward. It was awful, they told me I was delusional with > > somatic complaints and prescribed Risperdal. I took 2 of the pills and > > then had to put them under my tongue and pretend to swallow them. I came > > back home on Monday, so I'm getting close to square 1 now.

I'm planning > > to move to my mother's house sometime soon. It is hard holding on. > > Sometimes I wonder if> > > things will ever get better. I had a Lyme's test at Patient First, but > > took Invermectin the day before -- the results were negative, so I don't > > know if that was right. I don't get any bites -- there are just > > microscopic things that I can't see but I can feel them. Cleaning does > > help. My doctor said he had a patient who had a brain tumor and she felt > > things biting her. He wanted me to have some medical workup, but they > > never did that. I caught a cold after coming home, but feeling better > > with that today.> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >

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[Guest guest]

Terelynion,

You'r taking the right direction for this. It is our emotional wounds that keep us in addictions and from God. He/She wants in, but our issues of guilt, anger, and shame keep him/her out. I'm trying to get to the bottom of an emotion that keeps me smoking. Some are addicted to getting the approval of a spouse, friends or the world. Some express their addictions through speeding, drugs, over exercising, avoiding people, guilt, being TOO good to a fault, or responsibilities, etc. Each addiction hides an emotional hurt that leaves us open for disease. God will heal our wounds and fill these empty holes with his love and our additction will be gone. It is the emotion that blocks God from reaching us. I have been working on this for a while now. I've asked God to help me as I can't seem to cry over my wounds. Last night, I found

out about a conference call on Sundays that is going to help us dig down and retrieve the emotions, the anger that over lays them, and the fear that over lays the anger. I am so thankful God has answered my prayer as I am at a loss at what to do. When, I get that information, I will post it. Here's to all of us uncovering our emotional blocks as illness can't go where God dwells.

Love and light,

> > > > > > > > > > > > > P.S. If you ever do go to a Lyme Literate MD, be sure to be re-tested for Lyme and co-infections, like Bartonella. Bart is notorious for causing mental issues, skin issues, and the list goes on and on as to what both conditions can do. Things like Ivermectin or antibiotics before a test can alter the result of the testing. I think labs recommend a couple of weeks off the drug before you are tested. > > > > > > L. > > > > > > > m: "whatstheuse2" terelynjon@...> > To:

bird mites > Sent: Friday, September 23, 2011 8:15:31 AM > Subject: My story > > > > > > > > > > > Hi, Just wanted to tell you that I went to my PCP last Wed. for my Valium refill, told him my story and my sister-in-law who was present was telling him about how horrible this has been for me for the past 4-5 months, how I ripped out all my carpet, have been throwing things out of my house, and spent thousands of dollars, etc., etc. Anyway he consulted with another PCP in there and told me that he wanted me to have a psych consult in the ER. I thought I was going to get a medical consult as well, so I agreed. I got there and they hospitalized me for 5 long days in the psych ward. It was awful, they told me I was delusional with somatic complaints and prescribed Risperdal. I took 2 of the pills and then had to put them under my

tongue and pretend to swallow them. I came back home on Monday, so I'm getting close to square 1 now. I'm planning to move to my mother's house sometime soon. It is hard holding on. Sometimes I wonder if > > things will ever get better. I had a Lyme's test at Patient First, but took Invermectin the day before -- the results were negative, so I don't know if that was right. I don't get any bites -- there are just microscopic things that I can't see but I can feel them. Cleaning does help. My doctor said he had a patient who had a brain tumor and she felt things biting her. He wanted me to have some medical workup, but they never did that. I caught a cold after coming home, but feeling better with that today. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >

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[Guest guest]

And sugar. From: " Benton" <sarahbenton48@...>bird mites Sent: Saturday, September 24, 2011 5:11:21 AMSubject: Re: My story - ear buzzing

Yes, keep firm Alaire,

Fungus and parasites love alcohol.

Love and light,

From: alaire73 <alaire_fetters@...>Subject: Re: My story - ear buzzingbird mites Date: Saturday, September 24, 2011, 12:39 AM

i work a 12 step program and you can apply to all aspects of your life. also the serenity prayer.we have to surrender this, but it is very hard when you are being bitten by a evil bloodsucking parasite that has dramatically changed your life for the worst . it's been very hard for me because i think ,so i got sober for this? i rather be drunk. i'm not going to give up!God, grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference!i > > > > > > > > > > > > > > PS If you ever do go to a Lyme Literate MD, be sure to be re-tested for > > Lyme and co-infections, like

Bartonella. Bart is notorious for causing > > mental issues, skin issues, and the list goes on and on as to what both > > conditions can do. Things like Ivermectin or antibiotics before a test > > can alter the result of the testing. I think labs recommend a couple of > > weeks off the drug before you are tested.> > > > > > > L.> > > > > > > > m: "whatstheuse2" terelynjon@...>> > bird mites > > Sent: Friday, September 23, 2011 8:15:31 AM> > Subject: My story> > > > > > > > > > > > Hi, Just wanted to tell you

that I went to my PCP last Wed. for my Valium > > refill, told him my story and my sister-in-law who was present was > > telling him about how horrible this has been for me for the past 4-5 > > months, how I ripped out all my carpet, have been throwing things out of > > my house, and spent thousands of dollars, etc., etc. Anyway he consulted > > with another PCP in there and told me that he wanted me to have a psych > > consult in the ER. I thought I was going to get a medical consult as > > well, so I agreed. I got there and they hospitalized me for 5 long days > > in the psych ward. It was awful, they told me I was delusional with > > somatic complaints and prescribed Risperdal. I took 2 of the pills and > > then had to put them under my tongue and pretend to swallow them. I came > > back home on Monday, so I'm getting close to square 1 now.

I'm planning > > to move to my mother's house sometime soon. It is hard holding on. > > Sometimes I wonder if> > > things will ever get better. I had a Lyme's test at Patient First, but > > took Invermectin the day before -- the results were negative, so I don't > > know if that was right. I don't get any bites -- there are just > > microscopic things that I can't see but I can feel them. Cleaning does > > help. My doctor said he had a patient who had a brain tumor and she felt > > things biting her. He wanted me to have some medical workup, but they > > never did that. I caught a cold after coming home, but feeling better > > with that today.> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >

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I'm there too... I am absolutely addicted to sugar and have been for years. On the wagon and off the wagon, eating healthy then eating junk food. I have in the past been very aware of my wounds, last week was very in touch with it and talked about it a lot... this week lots of and psychic physical pain and eating lots of potato chips and too many roasted salted nuts, but some healthy foods. I think for one day I'm done with those things, then justify why I need to have it. 12 step programs help. For the last few days I'm in severe pain with my back and taking vicoden for the pain. Also may be herxing already, but these drugs, Doxy and Rifampin are not easy to take because of the side effects.You are right about all the types of addictions . My husband is driven at work. His father was VERY negative with him his whole life about being a failure (which was not true)--put downs all his life. I have my own stuff that goes back to not feeling good enough for a myriad of reasons. Almost all of us have pain buried pretty deeply, and it comes out at times of terrible stress like when you get birdmites, or Morgellons or any serious illness. Giving into the addiction only makes the pain worse in the long run for me. So I surrender too for today, maybe for the next hour.From: " Benton" <sarahbenton48@...>bird mites Sent: Saturday, September 24, 2011 5:38:34 AMSubject: Re: Re: My story - ear buzzing

Terelynion,

You'r taking the right direction for this. It is our emotional wounds that keep us in addictions and from God. He/She wants in, but our issues of guilt, anger, and shame keep him/her out. I'm trying to get to the bottom of an emotion that keeps me smoking. Some are addicted to getting the approval of a spouse, friends or the world. Some express their addictions through speeding, drugs, over exercising, avoiding people, guilt, being TOO good to a fault, or responsibilities, etc. Each addiction hides an emotional hurt that leaves us open for disease. God will heal our wounds and fill these empty holes with his love and our additction will be gone. It is the emotion that blocks God from reaching us. I have been working on this for a while now. I've asked God to help me as I can't seem to cry over my wounds. Last night, I found

out about a conference call on Sundays that is going to help us dig down and retrieve the emotions, the anger that over lays them, and the fear that over lays the anger. I am so thankful God has answered my prayer as I am at a loss at what to do. When, I get that information, I will post it. Here's to all of us uncovering our emotional blocks as illness can't go where God dwells.

Love and light,

> > > > > > > > > > > > > P.S. If you ever do go to a Lyme Literate MD, be sure to be re-tested for Lyme and co-infections, like Bartonella. Bart is notorious for causing mental issues, skin issues, and the list goes on and on as to what both conditions can do. Things like Ivermectin or antibiotics before a test can alter the result of the testing. I think labs recommend a couple of weeks off the drug before you are tested. > > > > > > L. > > > > > > > m: "whatstheuse2" terelynjon@...> > To:

bird mites > Sent: Friday, September 23, 2011 8:15:31 AM > Subject: My story > > > > > > > > > > > Hi, Just wanted to tell you that I went to my PCP last Wed. for my Valium refill, told him my story and my sister-in-law who was present was telling him about how horrible this has been for me for the past 4-5 months, how I ripped out all my carpet, have been throwing things out of my house, and spent thousands of dollars, etc., etc. Anyway he consulted with another PCP in there and told me that he wanted me to have a psych consult in the ER. I thought I was going to get a medical consult as well, so I agreed. I got there and they hospitalized me for 5 long days in the psych ward. It was awful, they told me I was delusional with somatic complaints and prescribed Risperdal. I took 2 of the pills and then had to put them under my

tongue and pretend to swallow them. I came back home on Monday, so I'm getting close to square 1 now. I'm planning to move to my mother's house sometime soon. It is hard holding on. Sometimes I wonder if > > things will ever get better. I had a Lyme's test at Patient First, but took Invermectin the day before -- the results were negative, so I don't know if that was right. I don't get any bites -- there are just microscopic things that I can't see but I can feel them. Cleaning does help. My doctor said he had a patient who had a brain tumor and she felt things biting her. He wanted me to have some medical workup, but they never did that. I caught a cold after coming home, but feeling better with that today. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >

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That is where they put you when they don't know what to do with you. Since being home I had another experience. I went into my home office where this computer is and it felt like mites or something jumped into my lungs and I have had a cold since then. Then, I forgot about it b/c it sounded too bizarre. But this morning I was washing dishes and decided to wash a dusty saucepan and lid and guess what -- whatever was on there jumped into my lungs again. When I walk in the kitchen I can tell it is in the air now. Maybe I was getting a URI and the mites go wherever an infection is -- that is the only thing I can figure out.

On , Goldstein@... wrote:

> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >  

> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm there too... I am absolutely addicted to sugar and have been for years.  On the wagon and off the wagon, eating healthy then eating junk food.  I have in the past been very aware of my wounds, last week was very in touch with it and talked about it a lot... this week lots of and psychic physical pain and eating lots of potato chips and too many roasted salted nuts, but some healthy foods.  I think for one day I'm done with those things, then justify why I need to have it.  12 step programs help.  For the last few days I'm in severe pain with my back and taking vicoden for the pain.  Also may be herxing already, but these drugs, Doxy and Rifampin are not easy to take because of the side effects.

> > You are right about all the types of addictions .  My husband is driven at work.  His father was VERY negative with him his whole life about being a failure (which was not true)--put downs all his life.  I have my own stuff that goes back to not feeling good enough for a myriad of reasons.  

> > > Almost all of us have pain buried pretty deeply, and it comes out at times of terrible stress like when you get birdmites, or Morgellons or any serious illness.  Giving into the addiction only makes the pain worse in the long run for me.  So I surrender too for today, maybe for the next hour.

> > >

> > From: " Benton " sarahbenton48@...>

> bird mites

> Sent: Saturday, September 24, 2011 5:38:34 AM

> Subject: Re: Re: My story - ear buzzing

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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Terelynion,

> > >     You'r taking the right direction for this.  It is our emotional wounds that keep us in addictions and from God.  He/She wants in, but our issues of guilt, anger, and shame keep him/her out.   I'm trying to get to the bottom of an emotion that keeps me smoking.  Some are addicted to getting the approval of a spouse, friends or the world.  Some express their addictions through speeding, drugs, over exercising, avoiding people, guilt, being TOO good to a fault, or responsibilities, etc.  Each addiction hides an emotional hurt that leaves us open for disease.  God will heal our wounds and fill these empty holes with his love and our additction will be gone.  It is the emotion that blocks God from reaching us.  I have been working on this for a while now.  I've asked God to help me as I can't seem to cry over my wounds.  Last night, I found

> > out about a conference call on Sundays that is going to help us dig down and retrieve the emotions, the anger that over lays them, and the fear that over lays the anger.  I am so thankful God has answered my prayer as I am at a loss at what to do. When, I get that information, I will post it.  Here's to all of us uncovering our emotional blocks as illness can't go where God dwells.   

> > > Love and light,

> > >           

> > > > > > > > > > > >   > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > P.S.  If you ever do go to a Lyme Literate MD, be sure to be re-tested for Lyme and co-infections, like Bartonella.  Bart is notorious for causing mental issues, skin issues, and the list goes on and on as to what both conditions can do.  Things like Ivermectin or antibiotics before a test can alter the result of the testing.  I think labs recommend a couple of weeks off the drug before you are tested. > > > > > > > > > > > > L. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > m: " whatstheuse2 " terelynjon@...> > > To:

> > bird mites > > Sent: Friday, September 23, 2011 8:15:31 AM > > Subject: My story > > > >   > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hi, Just wanted to tell you that I went to my PCP last Wed. for my Valium refill, told him my story and my sister-in-law who was present was telling him about how horrible this has been for me for the past 4-5 months, how I ripped out all my carpet, have been throwing things out of my house, and spent thousands of dollars, etc., etc. Anyway he consulted with another PCP in there and told me that he wanted me to have a psych consult in the ER. I thought I was going to get a medical consult as well, so I agreed. I got there and they hospitalized me for 5 long days in the psych ward. It was awful, they told me I was delusional with somatic complaints and prescribed Risperdal. I took 2 of the pills and then had to put them under my

> > tongue and pretend to swallow them. I came back home on Monday, so I'm getting close to square 1 now. I'm planning to move to my mother's house sometime soon. It is hard holding on. Sometimes I wonder if > > > > things will ever get better. I had a Lyme's test at Patient First, but took Invermectin the day before -- the results were negative, so I don't know if that was right. I don't get any bites -- there are just microscopic things that I can't see but I can feel them. Cleaning does help. My doctor said he had a patient who had a brain tumor and she felt things biting her. He wanted me to have some medical workup, but they never did that. I caught a cold after coming home, but feeling better with that today. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >

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Yes, I thought I had my life pretty well together until the mites. Now, I'm not sure of anything. I sometimes feel like God is punishing me, etc. It is hard to pray and read the bible. It is hard to believe. Sometimes b/c of the aggravation I'm just in neutral. Sometimes I hate getting up in the morning and facing another day. Sometimes I feel there are no answers, and no one believes me except for those who have had similar experiences and then I feel better and go on and try to make the best of it.

On , Benton <sarahbenton48@...> wrote:

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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Terelynion,

> > >     You'r taking the right direction for this.  It is our emotional wounds that keep us in addictions and from God.  He/She wants in, but our issues of guilt, anger, and shame keep him/her out.   I'm trying to get to the bottom of an emotion that keeps me smoking.  Some are addicted to getting the approval of a spouse, friends or the world.  Some express their addictions through speeding, drugs, over exercising, avoiding people, guilt, being TOO good to a fault, or responsibilities, etc.  Each addiction hides an emotional hurt that leaves us open for disease.  God will heal our wounds and fill these empty holes with his love and our additction will be gone.  It is the emotion that blocks God from reaching us.  I have been working on this for a while now.  I've asked God to help me as I can't seem to cry over my wounds.  Last night, I found

> > out about a conference call on Sundays that is going to help us dig down and retrieve the emotions, the anger that over lays them, and the fear that over lays the anger.  I am so thankful God has answered my prayer as I am at a loss at what to do. When, I get that information, I will post it.  Here's to all of us uncovering our emotional blocks as illness can't go where God dwells.   

> > > Love and light,

> > >           

> > > > > > > > > > > >   > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > P.S.  If you ever do go to a Lyme Literate MD, be sure to be re-tested for Lyme and co-infections, like Bartonella.  Bart is notorious for causing mental issues, skin issues, and the list goes on and on as to what both conditions can do.  Things like Ivermectin or antibiotics before a test can alter the result of the testing.  I think labs recommend a couple of weeks off the drug before you are tested. > > > > > > > > > > > > L. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > m: " whatstheuse2 " terelynjon@...> > > To:

> > bird mites > > Sent: Friday, September 23, 2011 8:15:31 AM > > Subject: My story > > > >   > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hi, Just wanted to tell you that I went to my PCP last Wed. for my Valium refill, told him my story and my sister-in-law who was present was telling him about how horrible this has been for me for the past 4-5 months, how I ripped out all my carpet, have been throwing things out of my house, and spent thousands of dollars, etc., etc. Anyway he consulted with another PCP in there and told me that he wanted me to have a psych consult in the ER. I thought I was going to get a medical consult as well, so I agreed. I got there and they hospitalized me for 5 long days in the psych ward. It was awful, they told me I was delusional with somatic complaints and prescribed Risperdal. I took 2 of the pills and then had to put them under my

> > tongue and pretend to swallow them. I came back home on Monday, so I'm getting close to square 1 now. I'm planning to move to my mother's house sometime soon. It is hard holding on. Sometimes I wonder if > > > > things will ever get better. I had a Lyme's test at Patient First, but took Invermectin the day before -- the results were negative, so I don't know if that was right. I don't get any bites -- there are just microscopic things that I can't see but I can feel them. Cleaning does help. My doctor said he had a patient who had a brain tumor and she felt things biting her. He wanted me to have some medical workup, but they never did that. I caught a cold after coming home, but feeling better with that today. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >

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I had the ear buzzing and ringing pretty bad. Just started treating Babesia for the second time in 2 yrs and the ringing is back. Waiting for it to pass this time for good.On Sep 23, 2011, at 1:01 PM, Goldstein@... wrote:

Is it buzzing or ringing? I have the ringing off and on. Comes and goes, but no movement in the ears. I get tickles in my ears... but I tend to have fluid from sinuses... I know it is not a "bug." It is just fluid build up that has not drained down the tube. I also get wax build up easily. I wonder if anyone else here gets that.From: "Doris Kennedy" <kean2465@...>bird mites Sent: Friday, September 23, 2011 10:37:06 AMSubject: Re: My story - ear buzzing

Ear buzzing was real bad with me, it seems never to go away, whatever damage was done, it is still ringing right this minute - it's been 8 months since I moved and still it rings, but sometimes it goes away - weird - but nothing is crawling around any more, I used to be able to feel a gentle movement in my ear, not anymore, just the ringing in one ear. Had lots of bites on top and around the outside of my ear - itched awfully.

But some of the ringing could be from the computer I sit in front of 10 - 16 hours a day.

From: <terelynjon@...>bird mites Sent: Friday, September 23, 2011 11:07 AMSubject: Re: My story

Thanks. I live in Richmond, VA. One more day in there would have been too much as they were sure I was imaging all of it. I decided just to stop telling my story to MDs and try to work it out on my own. I have some ear buzzing today -- took some clove last night and some black walnut and wormwood today.

On Fri, Sep 23, 2011 at 11:37 AM, <Goldstein@...> wrote:

P.S. If you ever do go to a Lyme Literate MD, be sure to be re-tested for Lyme and co-infections, like Bartonella. Bart is notorious for causing mental issues, skin issues, and the list goes on and on as to what both conditions can do. Things like Ivermectin or antibiotics before a test can alter the result of the testing. I think labs recommend a couple of weeks off the drug before you are tested.

L.

m: "whatstheuse2" <terelynjon@...>bird mites Sent: Friday, September 23, 2011 8:15:31 AMSubject: My story

Hi, Just wanted to tell you that I went to my PCP last Wed. for my Valium refill, told him my story and my sister-in-law who was present was telling him about how horrible this has been for me for the past 4-5 months, how I ripped out all my carpet, have been throwing things out of my house, and spent thousands of dollars, etc., etc. Anyway he consulted with another PCP in there and told me that he wanted me to have a psych consult in the ER. I thought I was going to get a medical consult as well, so I agreed. I got there and they hospitalized me for 5 long days in the psych ward. It was awful, they told me I was delusional with somatic complaints and prescribed Risperdal. I took 2 of the pills and then had to put them under my tongue and pretend to swallow them. I came back home on Monday, so I'm getting close to square 1 now. I'm planning to move to my mother's house sometime soon. It is hard holding on. Sometimes I wonder if

things will ever get better. I had a Lyme's test at Patient First, but took Invermectin the day before -- the results were negative, so I don't know if that was right. I don't get any bites -- there are just microscopic things that I can't see but I can feel them. Cleaning does help. My doctor said he had a patient who had a brain tumor and she felt things biting her. He wanted me to have some medical workup, but they never did that. I caught a cold after coming home, but feeling better with that today.

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I refused to surrender to this, I kept on until I found help from doctors. I seriously thought I was going to go crazy at one point.On Sep 23, 2011, at 7:39 PM, alaire73 <alaire_fetters@...> wrote:

i work a 12 step program and you can apply to all aspects of your life. also the serenity prayer.we have to surrender this, but it is very hard when you are being bitten by a evil bloodsucking parasite that has dramatically changed your life for the worst . it's been very hard for me because i think ,so i got sober for this? i rather be drunk. i'm not going to give up!

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There is help, there are doctors who know about these conditions. Don't give up.On Sep 24, 2011, at 12:02 PM, terelynjon@... wrote:

Yes, I thought I had my life pretty well together until the mites. Now, I'm not sure of anything. I sometimes feel like God is punishing me, etc. It is hard to pray and read the bible. It is hard to believe. Sometimes b/c of the aggravation I'm just in neutral. Sometimes I hate getting up in the morning and facing another day. Sometimes I feel there are no answers, and no one believes me except for those who have had similar experiences and then I feel better and go on and try to make the best of it.

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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Terelynion,

> > > You'r taking the right direction for this. It is our emotional wounds that keep us in addictions and from God. He/She wants in, but our issues of guilt, anger, and shame keep him/her out. I'm trying to get to the bottom of an emotion that keeps me smoking. Some are addicted to getting the approval of a spouse, friends or the world. Some express their addictions through speeding, drugs, over exercising, avoiding people, guilt, being TOO good to a fault, or responsibilities, etc. Each addiction hides an emotional hurt that leaves us open for disease. God will heal our wounds and fill these empty holes with his love and our additction will be gone. It is the emotion that blocks God from reaching us. I have been working on this for a while now. I've asked God to help me as I can't seem to cry over my wounds. Last night, I found

> > out about a conference call on Sundays that is going to help us dig down and retrieve the emotions, the anger that over lays them, and the fear that over lays the anger. I am so thankful God has answered my prayer as I am at a loss at what to do. When, I get that information, I will post it. Here's to all of us uncovering our emotional blocks as illness can't go where God dwells.

> > > Love and light,

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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > P.S. If you ever do go to a Lyme Literate MD, be sure to be re-tested for Lyme and co-infections, like Bartonella. Bart is notorious for causing mental issues, skin issues, and the list goes on and on as to what both conditions can do. Things like Ivermectin or antibiotics before a test can alter the result of the testing. I think labs recommend a couple of weeks off the drug before you are tested. > > > > > > > > > > > > L. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > m: "whatstheuse2" terelynjon@...> > > To:

> > bird mites > > Sent: Friday, September 23, 2011 8:15:31 AM > > Subject: My story > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hi, Just wanted to tell you that I went to my PCP last Wed. for my Valium refill, told him my story and my sister-in-law who was present was telling him about how horrible this has been for me for the past 4-5 months, how I ripped out all my carpet, have been throwing things out of my house, and spent thousands of dollars, etc., etc. Anyway he consulted with another PCP in there and told me that he wanted me to have a psych consult in the ER. I thought I was going to get a medical consult as well, so I agreed. I got there and they hospitalized me for 5 long days in the psych ward. It was awful, they told me I was delusional with somatic complaints and prescribed Risperdal. I took 2 of the pills and then had to put them under my

> > tongue and pretend to swallow them. I came back home on Monday, so I'm getting close to square 1 now. I'm planning to move to my mother's house sometime soon. It is hard holding on. Sometimes I wonder if > > > > things will ever get better. I had a Lyme's test at Patient First, but took Invermectin the day before -- the results were negative, so I don't know if that was right. I don't get any bites -- there are just microscopic things that I can't see but I can feel them. Cleaning does help. My doctor said he had a patient who had a brain tumor and she felt things biting her. He wanted me to have some medical workup, but they never did that. I caught a cold after coming home, but feeling better with that today. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >

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Hi Terelyn,

By your description that almost sounds like it could be mold spores in the air. I was told that because of having this experience I would be highly sensitive to mold for a long time.

Also, many people with mite infestations also become allergic to dust mites (which don't bite, but can cause allergic reactions including asthma).

I haven't heard of bird mites or collembolla being airborne, but that doesn't mean it's not possible.

I haven't had any bad symptoms in some time, but after a year and a half of dealing with bad symptoms I'm still not over 'being careful'. I mistakenly brought a piece of teak furniture in my house that had some black mold on it from being outside...when I realized this I freaked out a bit, bringing it outside and spraying it thoroughly with hydrogen peroxide and baking soda. I had read on an older thread here of someone that used a humidifier (cheap Vicks type) with hydrogen peroxide and water in it and it helped clear the area of their infestation, so I did that along with my regular cleaning and vacuuming throughout the house in an effort to kill off any mold.

Has anyone else here tried this, or have an opinion on the safety or effectiveness of doing this? Since I wasn't having many symptoms at the time and for me if was mainly preemptive, I have a hard time saying how effective it was.

From: "terelynjon@..." <terelynjon@...>bird mites Sent: Saturday, September 24, 2011 9:52 AMSubject: Re: Re: My story - ear buzzing

That is where they put you when they don't know what to do with you. Since being home I had another experience. I went into my home office where this computer is and it felt like mites or something jumped into my lungs and I have had a cold since then. Then, I forgot about it b/c it sounded too bizarre. But this morning I was washing dishes and decided to wash a dusty saucepan and lid and guess what -- whatever was on there jumped into my lungs again. When I walk in the kitchen I can tell it is in the air now. Maybe I was getting a URI and the mites go wherever an infection is -- that is the only thing I can figure out. On , Goldstein@... wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm there too... I am absolutely addicted to sugar and have been for years. On the wagon and off the wagon, eating healthy then eating junk food. I have in the past been very aware of my wounds, last week was very in touch with it and talked about it a lot... this week lots of and psychic physical pain and eating lots of potato chips and too many roasted salted nuts, but some healthy foods. I think for one day I'm done with those things, then justify why I need to have it. 12 step programs help. For the last few days I'm in severe pain with my back and taking vicoden for the pain. Also may be herxing already, but these drugs, Doxy and Rifampin are not easy to take because of the side effects. > > You are right about

all the types of addictions . My husband is driven at work. His father was VERY negative with him his whole life about being a failure (which was not true)--put downs all his life. I have my own stuff that goes back to not feeling good enough for a myriad of reasons. > > > Almost all of us have pain buried pretty deeply, and it comes out at times of terrible stress like when you get birdmites, or Morgellons or any serious illness. Giving into the addiction only makes the pain worse in the long run for me. So I surrender too for today, maybe for the next hour. > > > > > From: " Benton" sarahbenton48@...> > bird mites > Sent: Saturday, September 24, 2011 5:38:34 AM > Subject: Re: Re: My story - ear buzzing > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Terelynion, > > > You'r taking the right direction for this. It is our emotional wounds that keep us in addictions and from God. He/She wants in, but our issues of guilt, anger, and shame keep him/her out. I'm trying to get to the bottom of an emotion that keeps me smoking. Some are addicted to getting the approval of a spouse, friends or the world. Some express their addictions through speeding, drugs, over exercising, avoiding people, guilt, being TOO good to a fault, or responsibilities, etc. Each addiction hides an emotional hurt that leaves us open for disease. God will heal our

wounds and fill these empty holes with his love and our additction will be gone. It is the emotion that blocks God from reaching us. I have been working on this for a while now. I've asked God to help me as I can't seem to cry over my wounds. Last night, I found > > out about a conference call on Sundays that is going to help us dig down and retrieve the emotions, the anger that over lays them, and the fear that over lays the anger. I am so thankful God has answered my prayer as I am at a loss at what to do. When, I get that information, I will post it. Here's to all of us uncovering our emotional blocks as illness can't go where God dwells. > > > Love and light, > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > P.S. If you ever do go to a Lyme Literate MD, be sure to be re-tested for Lyme and co-infections, like Bartonella. Bart is notorious for causing mental issues, skin issues, and the list goes on and on as to what both conditions can do. Things like Ivermectin or antibiotics before a test can alter the result of the testing. I

think labs recommend a couple of weeks off the drug before you are tested. > > > > > > > > > > > > L. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > m: "whatstheuse2" terelynjon@...> > > > > bird mites > > Sent: Friday, September 23, 2011 8:15:31 AM > > Subject: My story > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hi, Just wanted to tell you that I went to my PCP last Wed. for my Valium refill, told him my story and my sister-in-law who was present was telling him about how horrible this has been for me for the past 4-5 months, how I ripped out all my carpet, have been throwing things out of my house, and spent thousands of dollars, etc.,

etc. Anyway he consulted with another PCP in there and told me that he wanted me to have a psych consult in the ER. I thought I was going to get a medical consult as well, so I agreed. I got there and they hospitalized me for 5 long days in the psych ward. It was awful, they told me I was delusional with somatic complaints and prescribed Risperdal. I took 2 of the pills and then had to put them under my > > tongue and pretend to swallow them. I came back home on Monday, so I'm getting close to square 1 now. I'm planning to move to my mother's house sometime soon. It is hard holding on. Sometimes I wonder if > > > > things will ever get better. I had a Lyme's test at Patient First, but took Invermectin the day before -- the results were negative, so I don't know if that was right. I don't get any bites -- there are just microscopic things that I can't see but I can feel them. Cleaning does help. My doctor said he had a

patient who had a brain tumor and she felt things biting her. He wanted me to have some medical workup, but they never did that. I caught a cold after coming home, but feeling better with that today. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >

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I used to feel things inside biting organs. I think it happens. Sorry about that terelynjon. L.From: terelynjon@...To: bird mites Sent: Saturday, September 24, 2011 9:52:00 AMSubject: Re: Re: My story - ear buzzing

That is where they put you when they don't know what to do with you. Since being home I had another experience. I went into my home office where this computer is and it felt like mites or something jumped into my lungs and I have had a cold since then. Then, I forgot about it b/c it sounded too bizarre. But this morning I was washing dishes and decided to wash a dusty saucepan and lid and guess what -- whatever was on there jumped into my lungs again. When I walk in the kitchen I can tell it is in the air now. Maybe I was getting a URI and the mites go wherever an infection is -- that is the only thing I can figure out.

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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm there too... I am absolutely addicted to sugar and have been for years. On the wagon and off the wagon, eating healthy then eating junk food. I have in the past been very aware of my wounds, last week was very in touch with it and talked about it a lot... this week lots of and psychic physical pain and eating lots of potato chips and too many roasted salted nuts, but some healthy foods. I think for one day I'm done with those things, then justify why I need to have it. 12 step programs help. For the last few days I'm in severe pain with my back and taking vicoden for the pain. Also may be herxing already, but these drugs, Doxy and Rifampin are not easy to take because of the side effects.

> > You are right about all the types of addictions . My husband is driven at work. His father was VERY negative with him his whole life about being a failure (which was not true)--put downs all his life. I have my own stuff that goes back to not feeling good enough for a myriad of reasons.

> > > Almost all of us have pain buried pretty deeply, and it comes out at times of terrible stress like when you get birdmites, or Morgellons or any serious illness. Giving into the addiction only makes the pain worse in the long run for me. So I surrender too for today, maybe for the next hour.

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> > > You'r taking the right direction for this. It is our emotional wounds that keep us in addictions and from God. He/She wants in, but our issues of guilt, anger, and shame keep him/her out. I'm trying to get to the bottom of an emotion that keeps me smoking. Some are addicted to getting the approval of a spouse, friends or the world. Some express their addictions through speeding, drugs, over exercising, avoiding people, guilt, being TOO good to a fault, or responsibilities, etc. Each addiction hides an emotional hurt that leaves us open for disease. God will heal our wounds and fill these empty holes with his love and our additction will be gone. It is the emotion that blocks God from reaching us. I have been working on this for a while now. I've asked God to help me as I can't seem to cry over my wounds. Last night, I found

> > out about a conference call on Sundays that is going to help us dig down and retrieve the emotions, the anger that over lays them, and the fear that over lays the anger. I am so thankful God has answered my prayer as I am at a loss at what to do. When, I get that information, I will post it. Here's to all of us uncovering our emotional blocks as illness can't go where God dwells.

> > > Love and light,

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Well, I know this Terelynojon,

I had a job and home in East Tennessee. I loved it there and life was easy. I don't hear on demand, but sometimes I hear. I was told to move to Georgia or I'd be dead in 3 years. I realize now that the weight gain and weird issues I had before the birds' nest gave me histoplasmos meant I already had a fungus or mold of some kind. Had I not followed advice and moved here and gotten this so all could be treated, I'd probably be dead now. God allows us to experience something that seems bad so we can reap good from it. I've had a lot of help from him on this issue. After my sister got this from me and found a doctor to treat it, I was hooked up. She then got the message that she had one more thing to do. So you see, she was sent to help me. Look at it as God helping you to find yourself thereby finding your health.

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L. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > m: "whatstheuse2" terelynjon@...> > > > > bird mites > > Sent: Friday, September 23, 2011 8:15:31 AM > > Subject: My story > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hi, Just wanted to tell you that I went to my PCP last Wed. for my Valium refill, told him my story and my sister-in-law who was present was telling him about how horrible this has been for me for the past 4-5 months, how I ripped out all my carpet, have been throwing things out of my house, and spent thousands of dollars, etc., etc. Anyway he consulted with another PCP in there and told me that he wanted me to have a psych consult in the ER. I thought I was going to get a medical

consult as well, so I agreed. I got there and they hospitalized me for 5 long days in the psych ward. It was awful, they told me I was delusional with somatic complaints and prescribed Risperdal. I took 2 of the pills and then had to put them under my > > tongue and pretend to swallow them. I came back home on Monday, so I'm getting close to square 1 now. I'm planning to move to my mother's house sometime soon. It is hard holding on. Sometimes I wonder if > > > > things will ever get better. I had a Lyme's test at Patient First, but took Invermectin the day before -- the results were negative, so I don't know if that was right. I don't get any bites -- there are just microscopic things that I can't see but I can feel them. Cleaning does help. My doctor said he had a patient who had a brain tumor and she felt things biting her. He wanted me to have some medical workup, but they never did that. I caught a cold after

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