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I also went to plastic zip bags for a purse, couldn't get enough in my dispoal wallets.From: alaire73 <alaire_fetters@...>bird mites Sent: Sunday, August 28, 2011 4:53 PMSubject: Re: I thank God for this group

oh teresa, i am where you are on many things. one day i am praying and feeling comforted then an hour later cursing god. i had to change the thought of punishment for i have done some horrible things, but it's not what he does. please hang in there. why us small group of people have been affected i will never know. they are in my mother's home also,but she has zero symptoms. one of her dogs got under my house one day and got them. it kinda helped me figure out where they came from, since after that some dead rodent smell came from under the house. it's been a little over 3 months for me. it's weird 1 of my moms dogs and one of mine are like us, very allergic. i want to cry every time i see him scratch. the shorts i am wearing soaked for over 24 hours, borax, arm and hammer, ammonia, stored with moth balls the minute i put them on i get chomped on. i get a terrible rash that spreads through the day. i am going to break my anonymity, but i just

celebrated 4 years of sobriety and this has been the closest i have wanted to drink. even at times i get angry with god i continue to praise him and comfort me through these times...and it works until i take the control back. i listen to a lot of music and keep good thoughts while cleaning. i clean houses for a living so it's like working 24/7. my boyfriend stays over all the time and has never had one bite. but his house and truck make me very itchy. this is the weirdest situation i have ever experienced and one of the worst. because of these people on here and you i will continue to hang on and fight this. i know it's not getting worse so that's a good thing. i might take a solo trip to the beach or something to get cleansed spiritually and mentally. feel free to vent to me anytime. my new purses are plastic grocery bags so i can dispose of them. acceptance is the answer to all my problems today! much love, alaire

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> > Hi, I was just thinking how much this group is helping me. I usually wake up feeling like I'm at the end of my rope every morning and struggle to get dressed into something from my dryer that is not infested, and do the other things before I start work from my home office (I work as a medical transcriptionist). My mother who takes me to the grocery store (I stopped driving my infested car this month) is not suffering from any mites even though I can feel them in her house and car sometimes. She doen't think I'm crazy, but I'm not sure what she thinks. She says I keep talking about this problem and that is why it will not go away. Anyway, every day I think that God is punishing me for things I have done wrong with my life. But, when I read your struggles, I realize that some of you are going through the same thing or similar. I never did see any black specks -- just white ones from my scalp and they especially like paper, plastic or

anything they can get cozy in (even got into a Brillo pad). I keep a lot of things in the freezer now). They feel very microscopic and very fast. I took a sample to my county for analysis in July, but they said it was nothing. Anyway, everyday is a complete struggele. I bring no paper into my condo unless it is a bill. Sometimes after shopping and paying alot of $$ I have to throw infested things out that got infested from clothes or the car I was in). This experience is so painful and I felt so alone in it. Thank you for helping me in more ways than one.

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I steam ironed my wallet and my purse with the steam press. Everything looks so seedy and worn out after a while. From: "Doris Kennedy" <kean2465@...>bird mites Sent: Sunday, August 28, 2011 6:09:20 PMSubject: Re: Re: I also used a plastic bag for a purse.

I also went to plastic zip bags for a purse, couldn't get enough in my dispoal wallets.From: alaire73 <alaire_fetters@...>bird mites Sent: Sunday, August 28, 2011 4:53 PMSubject: Re: I thank God for this group

oh teresa, i am where you are on many things. one day i am praying and feeling comforted then an hour later cursing god. i had to change the thought of punishment for i have done some horrible things, but it's not what he does. please hang in there. why us small group of people have been affected i will never know. they are in my mother's home also,but she has zero symptoms. one of her dogs got under my house one day and got them. it kinda helped me figure out where they came from, since after that some dead rodent smell came from under the house. it's been a little over 3 months for me. it's weird 1 of my moms dogs and one of mine are like us, very allergic. i want to cry every time i see him scratch. the shorts i am wearing soaked for over 24 hours, borax, arm and hammer, ammonia, stored with moth balls the minute i put them on i get chomped on. i get a terrible rash that spreads through the day. i am going to break my anonymity, but i just

celebrated 4 years of sobriety and this has been the closest i have wanted to drink. even at times i get angry with god i continue to praise him and comfort me through these times...and it works until i take the control back. i listen to a lot of music and keep good thoughts while cleaning. i clean houses for a living so it's like working 24/7. my boyfriend stays over all the time and has never had one bite. but his house and truck make me very itchy. this is the weirdest situation i have ever experienced and one of the worst. because of these people on here and you i will continue to hang on and fight this. i know it's not getting worse so that's a good thing. i might take a solo trip to the beach or something to get cleansed spiritually and mentally. feel free to vent to me anytime. my new purses are plastic grocery bags so i can dispose of them. acceptance is the answer to all my problems today! much love, alaire

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> > Hi, I was just thinking how much this group is helping me. I usually wake up feeling like I'm at the end of my rope every morning and struggle to get dressed into something from my dryer that is not infested, and do the other things before I start work from my home office (I work as a medical transcriptionist). My mother who takes me to the grocery store (I stopped driving my infested car this month) is not suffering from any mites even though I can feel them in her house and car sometimes. She doen't think I'm crazy, but I'm not sure what she thinks. She says I keep talking about this problem and that is why it will not go away. Anyway, every day I think that God is punishing me for things I have done wrong with my life. But, when I read your struggles, I realize that some of you are going through the same thing or similar. I never did see any black specks -- just white ones from my scalp and they especially like paper, plastic or

anything they can get cozy in (even got into a Brillo pad). I keep a lot of things in the freezer now). They feel very microscopic and very fast. I took a sample to my county for analysis in July, but they said it was nothing. Anyway, everyday is a complete struggele. I bring no paper into my condo unless it is a bill. Sometimes after shopping and paying alot of $$ I have to throw infested things out that got infested from clothes or the car I was in). This experience is so painful and I felt so alone in it. Thank you for helping me in more ways than one.

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