Long overdue question

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Hello,

I have been reading for a while but never posted before, so allow me

to start with a little introduction. I am a mom to 7 month old baby

girl. Before she was born I never really even heard about the

vaccination issues, dangers or anything at all. I just accepted it as

a norm of our life. However, a friend of mine, from my home country

Ukraine started telling me about recent vaccination disaster and that

did concern, but I honestly thought the issue with Ukrainian vaccines

was in poor quality - they were made in India in insanely large

quantities, so it is possible that there was little or no control of

the quality. So I proceeded with the first set of vaccines at 2

months. We are in Canada, so no vaccines were given to DD at birth,

and at 2 month she was given four shots. I was more concerned about

her being in pain from the shots at the time, and only wanted it to

end as soon as possible. I felt horribly guilty for letting the doctor

put needles in my baby and it just broke my heart. However, it turned

out to be the least of my problems. Four hours after shots she started

crying, for the first time she wouldn't take breast to comfort

herself. She screamed for an hour without stopping and then she had

some fever. I didn't give her any Tylenol, as I didn't feel it was

necessary to put more chemicals in her. The next day my baby was back

to normal - happy, healthy, just a little swollen in those places

where the needle pierced the skin. However, when I changed her diaper

I saw little tiny dots of blood in her poop. I made an appointment

with my doctor and he confirmed that it could be a reaction to the

shots. The blood dots remained in her poop for another 10-12 days.

That is when I joined the group and researched the issue. I was never

able to find an answer as to WHAT caused the blood. I read some

literature on vaccines but I was unable to find an answer. If anyone

has an explanation please kindly reply. I do realize that anything can

be blamed on chemical cocktail in the vaccines, but I am looking for

an actual cause. In case you are wondering, I am not vaccinating my

girl any more and my doctor does not push me into it. He is actually

one of those who says - Collect ALL the information you can and make

an informed decision, I am here to tell you that you should vaccinate,

but YOU as a parent need to make a decision. On the other side my

husband feels that it is safer to vaccinate than not to. I am hoping

that if any of you have any actual info on the topic I might be able

to convince him.

Thank you in advance to those who respond,

Respectfully

Vira