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Will i ever feel like its safe to be around family? When i think im done with

these insects or whatever they are, they hit again. Ive had autoimmune issues

for many years which includes mctd and the rashes that came with the lupus part.

I cant keep up with the laundry and the vacuuming. I try and rest a lil and me

and kitties go back 4 squaresThings have eased up a bit as long as i keep

up.especially vacuuming. Luckily i have a small 1 bedroom apt. Whatever these

things are, was told birdmites first, they hide in my clothes for one, but also

in anything that can create lint. And they love black.. Went to another

appointment, im sure they all think im nuts... my family doesnt, but sometimes

when things get a lil better, i think wow did all that stuff really

happen?Dermatologist ive been to before so she didnt treat me like that but told

me to really try to send in samples to a univerity for entomology. Ive found 6

samples and 2 that i found i put on my leg to watch them and try to take a pic,

and they made a web or caccoon and were in my leg. now i know what to look for

after i feel the stinging. They kinda blend in with the skin but look like a

spot with no pigment. Dont want to be in anyones house in case something gets

off of me.Its now 2.5 months... Thinking the holidays are going to be very

quiet.To All thanks for all the laundry tips. To me that was the most important

thing. It does take care of the eggs for the most part. I tried goin back to my

normal way for a load and i def. see im not crazy lol.. but maybe soon...ss.. i

go on and on