Getting Back to Business ...

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Well I’m smacking myself. This is a diet diary not a bitch about my life diary, that’s over on another file. Ok so I weighed Saturday and I’m down from 261 something to 260 something so starting in the morning I’m going to be exercising when I get up and showering after and I’m also going to begin cold resumes to law offices around town to see if I can maybe land a local job. I hate to go to work for another attorney but they can’t ALL be as bad as Joe, can they? I know I promised

morning exercise before and I really meant it then too but, I’m re-ready to make a commitment and I know I could be doing so much better if I just WOULD, so I’m going to kick it in again. To pat myself on the back, for as long as I’ve been off program I’ve only gained 6 pounds, it could have been a whole lot worse. I simply cannot exercise after work, I’m too anxious, frustrated, angry and tired to get anything done. Besides I need SOME quiet time for me that involves nothing more complicated than Facebook, Twitter and television.

So here I go, again. I STILL have a 70 pound goal, it’s not too late or impossible to accomplish. As close as I can get is that much closer. And if I don’t start now, when? So no more musing on it now’s the time to get it DONE.

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"If I look down the road and see how far I have to go, I may get discouraged. If I overthink every aspect of what I need to do to succeed I may give up. If I focus on just today and make it as perfect as I can, I will succeed." -Sapphyre