Excuse Me ... Please Pardon the Whine ...

August 2, 2010

For one thing, I've gained 2.2 pounds. I'm not TOTALLY devistated over it, but

I don't feel good about it either. Friday night I had a double cheeseburger

from BK, Saturday I had a huge honkin' bbq potato from Florida's Kitchen (and if

you knew Florida's, you'd know they do NOTHING small!). Sunday is a blur but I

think I actually did well Sunday. Doing very well today, making my goal on fat

intake that's a rarity these days so hopefully I've gotten it all out of my

system and can move forward undeterred.

Second whine is by the GODS am I sick of my co-worker's petulant attitude. If

something like a stapler makes her mad she throws the darn thing! She once

threw her own cellphone across the freaking room! She's on a rant this morning

and I " m really not up to it, I've got an ear infection from swimming (I knew

that would happen!) and the bug Mother is just getting over I caught so I have a

sore throat now.

I've been doing some thinking and, I've not officially quit the gym but I need

to see if my membership is still good, I'm thinking about starting there again.

I know I don't like people messing with me there but maybe I can do better about

dealing with it, because it would sure do me some good to continue to go.

Nothing else is working out for me right now.

Tonight is my chat with () and it'll be good to laugh for a

while. Things are looking up but still teetering on disaster. I think we're

going to pull through though. I need to get back with my mediations and become

more spiriually centered, my psyche just feel so splintered right now.

Hey does anyone else out there play Neopets? Yea I'm a fool I know but it's so

much fun to create and feed and play with those little critters! I'm Rbarcs

over there in case someone does play and want to be friends. On that weird

confession I'll go, I need to see what our homework is for tonight's chat.

Y'all take care!

*~*~*~*

" If I look down the road and see how far I have to go, I may get discouraged. If

I overthink every aspect of what I need to do to succeed I may give up. If I

focus on just today and make it as perfect as I can, I will succeed. " -Sapphyre

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