Re: Don't Know What To Do ... (Drama ... Venting ... Sorry!)

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I hear you on the work stress. I am grateful it is Friday, but I don't think 2 days away from this place will make things any better. I cried myself to sleep last night and woke up crying this morning. I hate my job right now. Can't quit.My overeating is out of control. This week I really worked hard at not doing that, because I wanted to log all that I ate. Holy buckets! Life is just so stressful right now. I need some SUN!!!! Some WARMTH!!! apmleehere@...From: Sapphyre <sapphyreonalosingstreak@...>100Plus List <100-plus >Sent: Friday, January 9, 2009 7:11:54 AMSubject: Don't Know What To Do ... (Drama ... Venting ... Sorry!)

I'm so disgusted. My boss is so cruel, and because of the recession I cannot quit. Yesterday was just horrible. I THINK he's about to go ahead and fire me, I hope so. I hate to lose a job but I can't stay there anymore, and I just can't quit we have far too much debt. Before I got home last night I'd only consumed 1007 calories, had a light dinner but did have a vienna sausage sandwich before bed. I didn't exercise, I was crying and couldn't stop. I'm trying not to let him get to me, trying not to overeat, but days like yesterday just blow me out of the

water. My period being a new 8 days long doesn't make my life any easier (sorry guys on the list!). Mother told me to do what I thought I needed to do, and I almost left, but I talked to my

ex-coworker and she adimately told me not to quit, to let him fire me so I can get my unemployment. So I guess I will, though if he DOESN'T fire me, it's just more crap I have to put up with day after day. BUT he's in court today so I'll have it easy going into the weekend. Thanks for hearing me out, feels good to have someone to talk to.

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>(sorry guys on the list!)

I guess you forgot that this list is women only. Vent away!

>and she adimately told me not to quit, to let him fire me so I can get

my unemployment.

Yeah, it's a warped system we have, but at least it's a bit of money to

hold you while you try find another job.

Sue in NJ