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Feeling Overwhelmed and Paniced

> Hi everyone... I have been on this list a LONG time, since before I even

got pregnant. I first came on for my Great Dane, Vega, to learn more about

the vax, and boy did I learn a lot. Then I went on digest for a while, now

I'm back to each email the past few weeks.

>

> So fast forward... I have a 4 month old son now. He has never been

vaxxed. My hubby and I have been doing the research and we have talked to

our pediatrician about vaxxing. She is OK with delayed or no vax, but still

encouraged us to get them, on our schedule. So we made an appointment, and

were going to get them one at a time. That appointment is tomorrow. Well

today I just couldn't take the pressure. I just have a really bad gut

feeling, and I called and cancelled the appointment.

>

> I did a ton of more research today, and DH & I agree that we don't want to

vax him at this time (if ever). He is at home with me all day, vary rarely

has close visitors (like grandparents, friends, who are in his face), but we

do go out a lot to lunch or the mall or target or whatever. So he is in

crowds some but not up close. He is exclusively breastfed. So I think he

is in the lower risk category for catching the disease (oh we are in

ville, FL if that matters).

>

> So here is my problem. I am just sick thinking about giving him vaccines,

just sick, and I don't want to do it, period. BUT when I think of him NOT

having the vaccines, even though I know the bad stuff about them, I just get

this awful panic that goes throughout me and I can't stop it. I get all

crazy and upset about it and then think oh I need to take him in right away,

then I come to my senses, and go back to not wanting him to be vaxxed.

>

> What is wrong with me? Do any of you guys have this feeling? I am a

worry wart anyway so maybe that is part of it. But I feel like I'm damned

if I do damned if I don't! And I feel GUILTY for NOT getting them. How do

you all deal with this if you feel this way? How can I NOT feel this way?

I want to be confident in my decision.

>

> ) Lucas, mom to Gavin ~ 07.09.05 ~ 4 Months Old

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November 30, 2005

Thank you for the reassurance! It really does help! I am glad I am not alone.

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Re: Feeling Overwhelmed and Paniced

Oh ,

Yes yes yes. I went through weeks of crying, feeling panicked and

terrible anxiety as I did my research. It was dizzying and I felt so

insecure and upset and fearful. Just awful. My first two had been

partially vaxxed so I also had a bad (and I mean BAD) case of the

guilts over having vaxed them so blindly.

I got over it. You will get over it. At some point you will be

absolutely secure in your decision. You will not need your ped to

agree with you, you won't care. You will not need anyones approval.

You will KNOW that you made the right decision and you will dig your

heels into the ground and refuse to budge or even discuss it.

That WILL happen . And when it does, the anxiety and panic and

all that will just dissipate... and soon, life will seem normal again.

Well, normal as in a new " normal " because now you've joined the ranks

of the 10% of the world who is AWAKE, and that is a whole other

" normal " LOL but it's all gooooood!

You are doing the right thing. If you want, take a break from

research, it makes ones head spin. But only a breif breather. Then

go to NMAseminars.com and get Dr. Sheri Tenpenny's DVD. This will

SOLIDIFY your decision and help you dig those heels into the

foundation. You will be left with NO DOUBT!

You'll be fine, and your baby will grow up and thank you!

Love and best wishes,

Laurette

November 30, 2005

Oh, , I cannot even begin to imagine your pain at this. I am

very sorry for your loss.

I support your decision for DNR and believe with all my heart that

your daughter is now at peace.

With much respect and sorrow,

>

> keep her comfortable,I signed a DNR for her because I knew that her

conditon

> was such that she would not want to be kept like she was,unable to

> move,hardly able to talk,use the bathroom,etc.As bad as it was for

me,I had

> to think what she would want and the way she was was'nt the way she

wanted

> to live,so I had to let go and do what was best for her..

>

November 30, 2005

>

>Thank you for your experience, that does help.

>A friend of mine's baby just had the measles at 3 months old, and the Dr.

didn't even give her any medicine! They told her it was the measles, and

sent them home and said she would be fine. So right then I was obviously

convinced that wasn't worth vaxing for! LOL

>

>My mom had whooping cough when she was little, she got threw it fine.

>

>I am sorry your son has had issues to vaccines, so heartbreaking.

>

>) Lucas, mom to Gavin ~ 07.09.05 ~ 4 Months Old

>

This makes me really wonder. Babies at 3 months' don't have measles

usually. And most doctors don't even know how to diagnose it.

I doubt if it was measles. Roseola maybe?

Sheri

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November 30, 2005

Forgive me I am rather behind on my email. I was wondering if you could

tell me where your Ped. is located, she sounds great.

Thanks,

Emma

Lucas <rachellucas6@...> wrote:

Thank you for your experience, that does help.

A friend of mine's baby just had the measles at 3 months old, and the Dr. didn't

even give her any medicine! They told her it was the measles, and sent them

home and said she would be fine. So right then I was obviously convinced that

wasn't worth vaxing for! LOL

My mom had whooping cough when she was little, she got threw it fine.

I am sorry your son has had issues to vaccines, so heartbreaking.

) Lucas, mom to Gavin ~ 07.09.05 ~ 4 Months Old

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The thing that helped me feel more confident in my decision is to NOT research

the vaccines so much, but the diseases. Research the incidents of the disease,

the typical side effects, etc. While making the decision I spoke to my

grandmother, I was talking about the MMR and she gave me this weird look and

said " For crying out loud, it is JUST the measles! " . All five of her children

had measles and mumps and she said that neither were a big deal.

--

Sara

Proud Mama to

Colin 12/07/99

Jack 8/07/02

November 30, 2005

I'm not sure, she's in Canada so I didn't actually see her!

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Re: Feeling Overwhelmed and Paniced

>

>Thank you for your experience, that does help.

>A friend of mine's baby just had the measles at 3 months old, and the Dr.

didn't even give her any medicine! They told her it was the measles, and

sent them home and said she would be fine. So right then I was obviously

convinced that wasn't worth vaxing for! LOL

>

>My mom had whooping cough when she was little, she got threw it fine.

>

>I am sorry your son has had issues to vaccines, so heartbreaking.

>

>) Lucas, mom to Gavin ~ 07.09.05 ~ 4 Months Old

>

This makes me really wonder. Babies at 3 months' don't have measles

usually. And most doctors don't even know how to diagnose it.

I doubt if it was measles. Roseola maybe?

Sheri

--------------------------------------------------------

Sheri Nakken, R.N., MA, Classical Homeopath

Vaccination Information & Choice Network, Nevada City CA & Wales UK

$$ Donations to help in the work - accepted by Paypal account

vaccineinfo@... voicemail US 530-740-0561

(go to http://www.paypal.com) or by mail

Vaccines - http://www.nccn.net/~wwithin/vaccine.htm

Vaccine Dangers On-Line course - http://www.nccn.net/~wwithin/vaccineclass.htm

Homeopathy On-Line course - http://www.nccn.net/~wwithin/homeo.htm

ANY INFO OBTAINED HERE NOT TO BE CONSTRUED AS MEDICAL

OR LEGAL ADVICE. THE DECISION TO VACCINATE IS YOURS AND YOURS ALONE.

******

" Just look at us. Everything is backwards; everything is upside down.

Doctors destroy health, lawyers destroy justice, universities destroy

knowledge, governments destroy freedom, the major media destroy information

and religions destroy spirituality " .... Ellner

November 30, 2005

My pedi is in ville, FL.

) Lucas, mom to Gavin ~ 07.09.05 ~ 4 Months Old

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Re: Feeling Overwhelmed and Paniced

Forgive me I am rather behind on my email. I was wondering if you

could tell me where your Ped. is located, she sounds great.

Thanks,

Emma

Lucas <rachellucas6@...> wrote:

Thank you for your experience, that does help.

A friend of mine's baby just had the measles at 3 months old, and the Dr.

didn't even give her any medicine! They told her it was the measles, and sent

them home and said she would be fine. So right then I was obviously convinced

that wasn't worth vaxing for! LOL

My mom had whooping cough when she was little, she got threw it fine.

I am sorry your son has had issues to vaccines, so heartbreaking.

) Lucas, mom to Gavin ~ 07.09.05 ~ 4 Months Old

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Clothing!

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