Guest guest Posted October 3, 2006 Report Share Posted October 3, 2006 Not sure what is going on with me. Been way down lately. Someone will say something OR I will think of something and it stays with me for so long. Also my image thing is really a little off. During a conversation with a family member they said a comment about me being bigger than my 2 sil's. s sister who has gained and lost many times. I always thought of her bigger than me. The other has gained alot since she got married. At one time I didnt think she was bigger but the last time I saw her I thought she was. To be told that I am bigger when you think you are not. It hurt to the core. Why does it matter? NO CLUE... My emotions were so wild last night crying was the only option. BUT instead I did something I NEVER NEVER do. Took one of my percasets. I was stressing myself in my head so bad that it was giving me neck aches, and headache. Normally I would just take 2 tylonel pm and get ready for bed. NO I went right to the percaset. Good thing is I got to sleep last night. BUT I hate that I wasted a percaset when 2 pm probably would of done it. I am babbling. Sorry. Goals today stay even in my thoughts and chore list. NHMom to AbnEm... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 3, 2006 Report Share Posted October 3, 2006 In a message dated 10/3/2006 10:10:59 AM Pacific Standard Time, Jase04567@... writes: Not sure what is going on with me. Been way down lately. Someone will say something OR I will think of something and it stays with me for so long. Hormones, hon? That gets me going every time... hang in there, take a bubble bath, read a book, go for a walk... things to pamper you... Also my image thing is really a little off. During a conversation with a family member they said a comment about me being bigger than my 2 sil's. s sister who has gained and lost many times. I always thought of her bigger than me. The other has gained alot since she got married. At one time I didnt think she was bigger but the last time I saw her I thought she was. To be told that I am bigger when you think you are not. It hurt to the core. Why does it matter? NO CLUE... I wouldn't compare yourself to the others. You are unique and special and everyone loses weight at their own paces. So what who's bigger or smaller? Don't put that kind of pressure on you... you'll get there. My emotions were so wild last night crying was the only option. BUT instead I did something I NEVER NEVER do. Took one of my percasets. I was stressing myself in my head so bad that it was giving me neck aches, and headache. Normally I would just take 2 tylonel pm and get ready for bed. NO I went right to the percaset. Good thing is I got to sleep last night. BUT I hate that I wasted a percaset when 2 pm probably would of done it. I am babbling. Sorry. Goals today stay even in my thoughts and chore list. Sorry to hear that - hugs and prayers for you and hope that today was better!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 3, 2006 Report Share Posted October 3, 2006 I went though this same thing with my mother-in-law. I always thought she was bigger then me and she would give me clothes that she said was just way too large for her. And maybe I could fit into them. Notice the word "Way" in way too large and the word "maybe" in maybe I could fit into them. Boy...like you, that hurt to the core. I to this day don't know if i truly was larger then her and my self perception was off or if that was just a cruel thing she did to make me feel bad about myself. But it really don't matter. You are still you no matter who is bigger or smaller. Try not to let it drag you down. You are working on your weight, and whether you lose, gain or maintain, it dosent change who you are as a person. It hurts when we hear things like that being said and unfortunely we will both probably hear the same things many times before getting to our goal weight. Don't let them bring you down ! Not sure what is going on with me. Been way down lately. Someone will say something OR I will think of something and it stays with me for so long. Also my image thing is really a little off. During a conversation with a family member they said a comment about me being bigger than my 2 sil's. s sister who has gained and lost many times. I always thought of her bigger than me. The other has gained alot since she got married. At one time I didnt think she was bigger but the last time I saw her I thought she was. To be told that I am bigger when you think you are not. It hurt to the core. Why does it matter? NO CLUE... My emotions were so wild last night crying was the only option. BUT instead I did something I NEVER NEVER do. Took one of my percasets. I was stressing myself in my head so bad that it was giving me neck aches, and headache. Normally I would just take 2 tylonel pm and get ready for bed. NO I went right to the percaset. Good thing is I got to sleep last night. BUT I hate that I wasted a percaset when 2 pm probably would of done it. I am babbling. Sorry. Goals today stay even in my thoughts and chore list. NHMom to AbnEm... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 4, 2006 Report Share Posted October 4, 2006 Someone will say something OR I will think of something and it stays with me for so long I am the same way most of the time. My Dr. calls this obsessive behavior. It's normal to do it once in awhile but not everytime. You are probably just in a funk. During a conversation with a family member they said a comment about me being bigger than my 2 sil's Who cares what they think? you really shouldn't put so much stock in it. I am bigger than most of family but I am going to see them anyway. I have gained about 30 pounds since I saw them last. SO it'll probably be in shock when they see me. Don't measure yourself by someone else's yardstick. It was not built for you. BTW babbling is what we are here for. This group is for support not just superficial chat. I bable all the time. LOL My hubby says I talk because I can sometimes. LOL Blessed be, Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 3, 2007 Report Share Posted January 3, 2007 In a message dated 1/3/2007 4:37:18 A.M. Pacific Standard Time, Jase04567@... writes: No can you give me the web address? www.savingdinner.com Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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