Guest guest Posted May 8, 2003 Report Share Posted May 8, 2003 Hi There... I too understand exactly how you feel as today is day 15 for me on challenge 1 and not only do I weigh more on the scale but my clothes are tighter! I decided this morning not to follow the eating plan of BFL but just the workouts. I am 5 feet tall and 105 pounds (but not firm) so I started the whole program to tone out everything and now I am getting solid but my fat is still there and not melting away! I am so discouraged cause I have worked out so hard 6 days a week, eaten exactly what the book requires and taken all the supplements recommended and I am still not ahead in any way! This morning I had a heart to heart with myself and decided that maybe 6 small meals a day as recommended is too much for my small body and decided to just eat healthy 3 times a day. I seriously think that its too many calories for my body... I hope things work out for you but wanted you to know that your not the only one feeling this way...Hang in there and I am sure you will be fine! i > I know I am eating too much. I am better than I was but not how I need to be. > I am really doing well with the workouts though. So why am I so insane and > expect a 2 pound per week loss. I got on the scale today and it read 2 > pounds up from last week. I know that it is not physically possible for me to > gain 2 pounds this week but the number just depresses me beyond words. > After weighing in I ate donuts. I hate this cycle of doom I am in. Donuts are > not going to bring me closer to goal only farther away. But I am just not > rational. I have to pull it together and stop eating too much food daily. Now I > am back to not weighing in... This is so depressing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 8, 2003 Report Share Posted May 8, 2003 I thought about you this morning!!! I weighed this morning for the first time since you threw out the no weigh challenge... yup, you guessed it... up slightly... I have been inputting all of my food into fitday, SO I know that isn't it... I have made every single workout in four weeks until my first ditch which was yesterday....I decided to calm down... Or I am trying too... Just remember there are thousands of women who have tamed this beast... Some w/ more willpower than us, some w/ less. YOU DON'T HAVE ANYWHERE TO GO BUT FORWARD. YOU HAVE CONQUERED THE MAJOR PART OF THE BATTLE BY DOING BFL IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!! We would be much worse off if we weren't doing it at all!!!! Chin up, measure, stare at your beginning pictures, and give yourself permission to not be perfect... OK??? Danna */*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/* A hundredth of a second here, a hundredth of a second there --even if you put them end to end, they still only add up to one, two, perhaps three seconds, snatched from eternity. * Doisneau Ask me about Creative Memories:-) Danna Ritter - CM Consultant (913) 682-3865 Visit my web-site: http://www.creativememories.com/dannaritter Ritters-n-oz@... - justmedj@... So Depressed I know I am eating too much. I am better than I was but not how I need to be. I am really doing well with the workouts though. So why am I so insane and expect a 2 pound per week loss. I got on the scale today and it read 2 pounds up from last week. I know that it is not physically possible for me to gain 2 pounds this week but the number just depresses me beyond words. After weighing in I ate donuts. I hate this cycle of doom I am in. Donuts are not going to bring me closer to goal only farther away. But I am just not rational. I have to pull it together and stop eating too much food daily. Now I am back to not weighing in... This is so depressing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 8, 2003 Report Share Posted May 8, 2003 I have a friend that has very successfully finished a challenge... She said at the beginning her clothes got tight... She said that she believes she was gaining muscle faster that she was loosing fat, but soon after her weight and inches started to go.... Just another two cents:-) Danna */*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/* A hundredth of a second here, a hundredth of a second there --even if you put them end to end, they still only add up to one, two, perhaps three seconds, snatched from eternity. * Doisneau Ask me about Creative Memories:-) Danna Ritter - CM Consultant (913) 682-3865 Visit my web-site: http://www.creativememories.com/dannaritter Ritters-n-oz@... - justmedj@... Re: So Depressed Hi There... I too understand exactly how you feel as today is day 15 for me on challenge 1 and not only do I weigh more on the scale but my clothes are tighter! I decided this morning not to follow the eating plan of BFL but just the workouts. I am 5 feet tall and 105 pounds (but not firm) so I started the whole program to tone out everything and now I am getting solid but my fat is still there and not melting away! I am so discouraged cause I have worked out so hard 6 days a week, eaten exactly what the book requires and taken all the supplements recommended and I am still not ahead in any way! This morning I had a heart to heart with myself and decided that maybe 6 small meals a day as recommended is too much for my small body and decided to just eat healthy 3 times a day. I seriously think that its too many calories for my body... I hope things work out for you but wanted you to know that your not the only one feeling this way...Hang in there and I am sure you will be fine! i > I know I am eating too much. I am better than I was but not how I need to be. > I am really doing well with the workouts though. So why am I so insane and > expect a 2 pound per week loss. I got on the scale today and it read 2 > pounds up from last week. I know that it is not physically possible for me to > gain 2 pounds this week but the number just depresses me beyond words. > After weighing in I ate donuts. I hate this cycle of doom I am in. Donuts are > not going to bring me closer to goal only farther away. But I am just not > rational. I have to pull it together and stop eating too much food daily. Now I > am back to not weighing in... This is so depressing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 8, 2003 Report Share Posted May 8, 2003 i, Have you taken pictures? Who knows, maybe in two weeks that tight feeling will be gone. Its' like everything that has to expend, will retract and settle into place. It takes time for your body to adjust to everything that is going on. I know I would be discouraged to, but I am startin by writing a letter to myself to open each week when I feel like I can't do the eating or it's not working. Basically like this: Dear Tink Week 1 is over and I feel great. I wanted to give up but I stayed the course. I seen some muscles being worked in the mirror at the gym and I want to see those puppies at the end of twelve weeks. The eating is hard and not always perfect, but after all the pictures you've seen you know you will ahve AMAZING results. DOn't give up. Follow the program and it will work. Get up and go to the gym, don't feel like you are failing, just do it and you will thank yourself later. Have a friend look over your Week 4 progress and see if they notice changes, because you may not. Luv, Your Newly Buffed Up Self I always challenge myself, " Okay 1 more week and then I'll start eating what I want, or I'll quit " and when that week comes I always say 1 more week. It gets me through. You have gotten so far and I would love to see your progress photo's. I bet you look great. And I hope I'm not stepping on toes, I just wanted to give you encouragement. When I started losing weight I noticed a pattern. Big loss, gain, gain, loss, big loss, gain, gain, loss, Big Loss. *hugs* Tink brandii_g wrote: > Hi There... > I too understand exactly how you feel as today is day 15 for me on > challenge 1 and not only do I weigh more on the scale but my clothes > are tighter! I decided this morning not to follow the eating plan of > BFL but just the workouts. I am 5 feet tall and 105 pounds (but not > firm) so I started the whole program to tone out everything and now I > am getting solid but my fat is still there and not melting away! > > I am so discouraged cause I have worked out so hard 6 days a week, > eaten exactly what the book requires and taken all the supplements > recommended and I am still not ahead in any way! > > This morning I had a heart to heart with myself and decided that > maybe 6 small meals a day as recommended is too much for my small > body and decided to just eat healthy 3 times a day. I seriously think > that its too many calories for my body... > > I hope things work out for you but wanted you to know that your not > the only one feeling this way...Hang in there and I am sure you will > be fine! > > i > > > > > > I know I am eating too much. I am better than I was but not how I > need to be. > > I am really doing well with the workouts though. So why am I so > insane and > > expect a 2 pound per week loss. I got on the scale today and it > read 2 > > pounds up from last week. I know that it is not physically possible > for me to > > gain 2 pounds this week but the number just depresses me beyond > words. > > After weighing in I ate donuts. I hate this cycle of doom I am in. > Donuts are > > not going to bring me closer to goal only farther away. But I am > just not > > rational. I have to pull it together and stop eating too much food > daily. Now I > > am back to not weighing in... This is so depressing. > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 8, 2003 Report Share Posted May 8, 2003 Dawn, As someone who weighed myself daily, after every meal, I can relate to the crying on the scale feeling and eating a bunch of crap after to make myself feel better. When you see that 2 lb gain, see it as an improvement. 2 lbs of muscle....look at that picture 1 lb fat and 1 lb of muscle...muscle takes up less space but it shows up as a gain on the scale...non of us like to see a gain, but trick yourself by hoping to see a gain knowing it is muscle. Put the scale away, have someone hide it for you. Stay accountable with your eating by taking it one meal at a time. Pre-plan but be flexible. Give yourself 2 options for each meal so you don't feel restricted. (really helps me.) You can do this, I'll stick by you and cheer you on and you can do the same for me. Let's renounce the scale. It's a tool of Devil, (Ya know, Little Debbie Cake queen lol) Trust you are going to see results. We can do it, we can do it GO DAWN GO!!!! Buy yourself some new work out clothes or something non food related as a reward for getting through a week, or a day, or reaching a goal towards BFL. Luv Tink *hugs* Dawn Helene wrote: > I know I am eating too much. I am better than I was but not how I need > to be. > I am really doing well with the workouts though. So why am I so insane > and > expect a 2 pound per week loss. I got on the scale today and it read 2 > pounds up from last week. I know that it is not physically possible > for me to > gain 2 pounds this week but the number just depresses me beyond words. > After weighing in I ate donuts. I hate this cycle of doom I am in. > Donuts are > not going to bring me closer to goal only farther away. But I am just not > rational. I have to pull it together and stop eating too much food > daily. Now I > am back to not weighing in... This is so depressing. > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 8, 2003 Report Share Posted May 8, 2003 Thanks I know you are right. The problem is I compare myself to how well I did a year ago which was 2 per week like clockwork. So I need to stop comparing and move on. I am taking today as a full free day and tomorrow which is the planned free day I will eat as well as possible.. then Saturday back on 100% I am thinking about not weighing again for a while. My work has a weight loss challenge starting May 14th which I am entering. I have to weigh in the first day but not again until 12 weeks so I think I may take measurments and go from there and no weighing in for a while. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 8, 2003 Report Share Posted May 8, 2003 U'r Welcome, sounds like a great plan...Keep me posted on your results! i > Thanks I know you are right. The problem is I compare myself to how well I > did a year ago which was 2 per week like clockwork. So I need to stop > comparing and move on. I am taking today as a full free day and tomorrow > which is the planned free day I will eat as well as possible.. then Saturday > back on 100% I am thinking about not weighing again for a while. My work > has a weight loss challenge starting May 14th which I am entering. I have to > weigh in the first day but not again until 12 weeks so I think I may take > measurments and go from there and no weighing in for a while. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 8, 2003 Report Share Posted May 8, 2003 I am so irrational. I checked my weight last week and technically I only gained 1 pound and who knows if its a real gain anyway. I have to stop weighing myself I thoought I needed to but now I realize that I really can't.. it kills me Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 8, 2003 Report Share Posted May 8, 2003 I am so irrational. I checked my weight last week and technically I only gained 1 pound and who knows if its a real gain anyway. I have to stop weighing myself I thoought I needed to but now I realize that I really can't.. it kills me Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 8, 2003 Report Share Posted May 8, 2003 Dawn I know it's hard. Trust me. I used to have an eating disorder I guess it never really goes away, but I've been so good for almost 2 years now. The scale still haunts me. Even though I like what I see in the mirror some days I let the numbers on the scale define my attitude for the day and that stinks. So I am vowing to get excited when it's up because it means my muscles are building. When I started, I weighed 157...that was Monday. Today I weighed myself (yikes, I suck at holding out) 161. I freaked for a few seconds and then flexed my biceps and my legs and shrugged it off. I'm always here for support if you need it. Tink Dawn Helene wrote: > I am so irrational. I checked my weight last week and technically I only > gained 1 pound and who knows if its a real gain anyway. I have to stop > weighing myself I thoought I needed to but now I realize that I really > can't.. it > kills me > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 8, 2003 Report Share Posted May 8, 2003 --- Dawn..you need to listen to the lifehouse song sick cycle carousel..it will make you feel better..I posted it under pick a theme song..and the lyrics are there. You can do this DAwn..I believe in you..I really do..you are soo much like me and the way you are talkin reminds me of me! I am in this with you..although I am far away..I want you to know I want to support you. You and I have done the loose weight gain it back thing..but you can take control and win this battle! You really need to stay off the scale and just work your heart out at that gym and on your eating. STay clean..and then enjoy that free day. Find something else you enjoy doing instead of going to food. Is there something you like to do? I like listening to lifehouse....and coming here. AS you can see I spend ample time here. I like it here more than food seein as how I sometimes argue with myself.. " just one more sentance to type and I will go eat. " I kind of am addicted to here now as much as I used to be addicted to food..but this is helpful to my progress. What things do you like to do that do not involve food? I have soo been in your postion..that is why I don't own a scale..I know what evil they do! This is only your third week right? Keep going Dawn..please stay in this with me! I need your size 10 clothes when you get to a seven okay. YOu said you would send them to me when you get to a seven....so come on...WE CAN DO THIS!!!!! Kathi WHELLOOOO from the world below! In , " Dawn Helene " <wwwdotdawn@y...> wrote: > I know I am eating too much. I am better than I was but not how I need to be. > I am really doing well with the workouts though. So why am I so insane and > expect a 2 pound per week loss. I got on the scale today and it read 2 > pounds up from last week. I know that it is not physically possible for me to > gain 2 pounds this week but the number just depresses me beyond words. > After weighing in I ate donuts. I hate this cycle of doom I am in. Donuts are > not going to bring me closer to goal only farther away. But I am just not > rational. I have to pull it together and stop eating too much food daily. Now I > am back to not weighing in... This is so depressing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 8, 2003 Report Share Posted May 8, 2003 > First off, my salads are just lettuce..that is it, no dressing, no > veggies so they had NO CARBS..when I say no carbs, its no carbs... Ack! That's not a salad! That's just-eatin-lettuce! If you're eating lettuce and proteins as your meals, you're doing low-carb, and not even a very GOOD low-carb (as LOTS of veggies are usually par for the course) > fatter...I don't mean to be disrespectful or anything but I did the > program my way 2 years ago and got the results fine..I guess I was > discouraged cause I have gained weight or water or what ever you want > to call it, in the past 15 days and its discouraging...I am not > knocking the program but honestly I am sure it works differently for > everyone, in fact most successful candidates after their challenge > have tweaked things to work for them right? Notice: tweaked AFTER their challenge. It's obvious to me that you are not necessarily asking " should I do this? " because it sounds like you're going to do it anyway, despite how many people here tell you to stick with the plan as written for the 12 weeks. Yes, every body is different, but LOTS of the ladies here have said that the first week or two is challenging; it feels like too much food; that they gained a pound or two... LOTS of the ladies here have then said that after a few more weeks, your metabolism revs up, the added muscle really digs in its heels, and the fat feels free to melt off. Put in another vote from me for " stick to it for 12 weeks and see what happens " . If you do decide to do your own thing, then don't be surprised if you don't get BFLesque results, 'cause you're not really doing BFL. -- gnat! (mmm women with muscles GOOD! fiberous carbs GOOD! veggies GOOD!) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 8, 2003 Report Share Posted May 8, 2003 > Dawn I know it's hard. Trust me. I used to have an eating disorder > I guess it never really goes away, but I've been so good for almost > 2 years now. The scale still haunts me. > > Even though I like what I see in the mirror some days I let the numbers > on the scale define my attitude for the day and that stinks. So I am > vowing to get excited when it's up because it means my muscles are > building. > Another thing you can do is...throw the damn thing away Coming from another one with eating disorders, the scale use to rule and control my day, my hours, my minutes...until one day I finally threw it out. Here's a funny little story though to cheer you up. I had my obsessive routines...every morning, naked, nothing in my mouth, not even a sip of water, I'd ever so gently step on the scale 1 toe at a time (you know if you get on slower it reads less <VBG>. So this one morning I gently tiptoed onto the scale and it read higher thanI expected and I literally had a tantrum -- jumped up and down on the nasty little scale as hard as I could, had a good cry and then thought I'd get on again...see I was obsessed. But when I got on, I had lost about 60 lbs!! The dang thing was broken!! For some reason it made me realize how I let that little machine run my life and I laughed so hard tears were rolling down my face. Just picturing myself naked, throwing a tantrum and then breaking the scale....to this day I chuckle when I think about it. Colleen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 8, 2003 Report Share Posted May 8, 2003 I know Kathi can you imagine I let one pound throw me off track and into a frenzy. That is ridiculous and embarassing. I am not quitting I just took a detour today. I am going on a cruise in Novemember and I want to be a 8! I will stay away from the scale it causes so much damage emotionally. I have to weigh in May 14th ... come to think of it I don't have to look... maybe I won't! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 10, 2003 Report Share Posted May 10, 2003 I know I'm a little behind on reading and posting and i don't know what others have said to you but stop and think a minute. You've done 15 days of hard all out BFL and you don't see results. BFL is an inside out program, which means you are improving inside first then outside. Where's the fat? On the outside. Give this the full 12 weeks before you go and quit. I swear you will see a difference at the end. You've got a good 60-something days left. Don't quit now just because some stuff is happening that you didn't expect. It happened to us all? Guess what? You're building some muscle under that fat to help melt the fat. Think about it. This is what you wanted! This is what your working so hard for. You've got to keep those muscles fueled to so they can burn for you. Girl don't you quit now. You'll have dozens of us on your head. Hang in there. It's gonna be looking good around day 65. debra Oh and stay off the d???? scale! > > I know I am eating too much. I am better than I was but not how I > need to be. > > I am really doing well with the workouts though. So why am I so > insane and > > expect a 2 pound per week loss. I got on the scale today and it > read 2 > > pounds up from last week. I know that it is not physically possible > for me to > > gain 2 pounds this week but the number just depresses me beyond > words. > > After weighing in I ate donuts. I hate this cycle of doom I am in. > Donuts are > > not going to bring me closer to goal only farther away. But I am > just not > > rational. I have to pull it together and stop eating too much food > daily. Now I > > am back to not weighing in... This is so depressing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 10, 2003 Report Share Posted May 10, 2003 DO NOT give up! Two pounds in one week could be bloating from your monthly cycle - too much salt in your meals yesterday etc. I have fluctuated as much as 5 pounds in one day. (I am also slavishly devoted to my scale) Following this eating and exercise plan took me from 165 (5'4 " ) to 127 over the course of a year and while I do not do the supplementation and eating regimen as rigidly anymore, I STILL use it to direct my workouts and food choices. I recently did a 12 weeker to get rid of the Holiday pounds and BOY did it work! My third time through the challenge I actually GAINED two pounds but I finally got the " Hamilton " arms I have " lusted after " so desperately and my legs look leaner and more defined - those nasty saddlebags have even shrunk some! PLEASE don't quit - get back on track and at least finish the 12 weeks before you decide this is not right for you - you have nothing to lose but fat! BJ > > > I know I am eating too much. I am better than I was but not how > I > > need to be. > > > I am really doing well with the workouts though. So why am I so > > insane and > > > expect a 2 pound per week loss. I got on the scale today and it > > read 2 > > > pounds up from last week. I know that it is not physically > possible > > for me to > > > gain 2 pounds this week but the number just depresses me beyond > > words. > > > After weighing in I ate donuts. I hate this cycle of doom I am > in. > > Donuts are > > > not going to bring me closer to goal only farther away. But I am > > just not > > > rational. I have to pull it together and stop eating too much > food > > daily. Now I > > > am back to not weighing in... This is so depressing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 10, 2003 Report Share Posted May 10, 2003 On my first ever challenge I didn't start seeing any weight loss signs until week 5 and I had been very diligent about following the program exactly. In fact around week three or four my clothes were tighter and I was heavier on the scale too! So, don't beat yourself up. After week 5 the pounds started coming off much faster and made up for those first few weeks that I was starting to get discouraged. Remember like Bill says you have to build the muscle first. Right now you're building muscle but you may not be loosing much fat (YET) so take your normal size before and add some muscle to that but don't take anything away yet, of course you will weigh more and your clothes will be tighther. but a few weeks of having that muscle and continuing to build more muscle, and soon those fat cells will start to melt away and you'll be thrilled you got that muscle under there first because it will make you look much better because you will look strong and lean, not SKINNY and sickly. Who wants to loose fat and gain no muscle. That wouldn't look very good. I know it's hard, but be patient. Just stick to the program and I promise you will loose fat and gain muscle! PATIENCE MY DEAR, PATIENCE. I know it's hard! But don't give up. We're all here for each other and we're not gonna let you fall! =) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 24, 2006 Report Share Posted August 24, 2006 - hang in there! I don't know how long it takes the medication change to get you feeling better. Maybe talk with your doctor and let him/her know how you are still feeling... I would also let your dh know, there might be more he can do to help you out... hugs, Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 24, 2006 Report Share Posted August 24, 2006 I'm sorry I haven't been around. I have just been lurking. I am so depressed. I just can't stand it. My dr. upped my depression meds about 10 days ago but so far it is not helping. I'm off plan, not excercising. Today I feel like I accomplished a LOT just by getting me and the kids dressed. I hate this feeling. I ate 2.5 pieces of pizza for breakfast and 2 pretty big slices for lunch. I am in the tunnel and can't find the light at the end of it. Just needed someone to know what I am going thru I am too ashamed to tell my hubby how bad I am feeling. Blessed be, Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 24, 2006 Report Share Posted August 24, 2006 , I know how you feel, I too get depressed. I was taking zoloft at one time but I decided that I did not want to take it, (and it cost too much)I try to handle things, but sometimes I take things to heart too much. I am just plain tired of being FAT!!! I want to look nice in my clothes, not like a beached whale. I am the largest perrson on my job and I hate it. I know they are not any better than me but, I feel like they think so. Hang in there girl...WE WILL BE OK!! Thanks for the congrats on my weight loss. Betty In 100-plus , <ib_domesticdiva@...> wrote: > > I'm sorry I haven't been around. I have just been lurking. I am so depressed. I just can't stand it. My dr. upped my depression meds about 10 days ago but so far it is not helping. I'm off plan, not excercising. Today I feel like I accomplished a LOT just by getting me and the kids dressed. I hate this feeling. I ate 2.5 pieces of pizza for breakfast and 2 pretty big slices for lunch. I am in the tunnel and can't find the light at the end of it. Just needed someone to know what I am going thru I am too ashamed to tell my hubby how bad I am feeling. > > Blessed be, > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 24, 2006 Report Share Posted August 24, 2006 Sounds pretty gloomy. Has it gotten any better? Hey there is no need to feel ashamed. I'm sure you arent waking up in the mornings and saying I think I'm gonna be depressed today. If it continues talk to your dr about it. It may be he dosent have your levels regulated good yet. Maybe he has you on too high of a dose now. I'm sorry I haven't been around. I have just been lurking. I am so depressed. I just can't stand it. My dr. upped my depression meds about 10 days ago but so far it is not helping. I'm off plan, not excercising. Today I feel like I accomplished a LOT just by getting me and the kids dressed. I hate this feeling. I ate 2.5 pieces of pizza for breakfast and 2 pretty big slices for lunch. I am in the tunnel and can't find the light at the end of it. Just needed someone to know what I am going thru I am too ashamed to tell my hubby how bad I am feeling. Blessed be, Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 25, 2006 Report Share Posted August 25, 2006 I'm feeling better today. It could have been partly TOM I have real bad moods swings right around that time. Today will be better I can just feel it. Blessed be, Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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