Re: Hodge podge/Bonnie/my quick update.

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Hey Bonnie thanks for the shout out. I am emotional beat. The topic lasted all of 20 secs. He said I have said it before. Show me you can journal and make some attempt and follow the program for at least a month and we can look at it. So I talked to myself and said am I using it as an excuse not to be on program. AND other stuff. THE answer YES... I have been using not going as an excuse not to be on program. Kindof like a child. Like I will show you. How many times have I said JOURNAL JOURNAL. "Sue put the keyboard down" LOL... Time to take my own advice. So I am starting a new food journal. I have to make better choices.

Sunday we went to the POLAR caves which is a state park activity and I am thinking it has to be wide caves. NOPE... BUT I made it threw but anxiety 101. I hate that feeling. Then hubby and my daughter said something that bugged me that my sil would of fit no problem becuase I am bigger. Why do I take comfort that she is bigger. NOT quite sure will have to get back to you on that one.

Tomorrow is a stressful day. My cousin wife is coming over with her 3 kids to get some clothes from me. This is great do to I can get rid of stuff. BUT my other cousin is staying with her trying to sell her house in CA to move to NH. with her 7 kids. So 12 people tomorrow. I am not stressing. I have a big yard.

So Bonnie me and you sister lets get those scales moving DOWN DOWN DOWN>..

NH... Mom to Abby Liz 10/94 Anne 7/99