Fwd: From a Morgellons Sufferer

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I thought you guys might want to read his story. It's really sad. mel Perhaps this is one of the taboo topics but I feel it needs to be addressed. Most of you are probably aware that all three

presidential candidates are aware of the "Morgellon Problem" although not one has mentioned it in any debates or other forums. I am not pushing for one candidate over the other but we as a group should have a concern if any of them are going to investigate this disease, further than the Kaiser permente sham. It appears to me, the govt,the health community, the press, big business (The Real Govt) are aware of Morgellons. The 14,000 number is totaly ridiculous and a slap in the face. They are probably that many in Rhode Island alone. If they fear pandimonium or the economy could be ruined. Well the economy is already ruined, and when the numbers reach the point when they can no longer deny, misinform, misdirect and delude, what do you think is going to happen? They keep spraying the planet over and over again and yet it still spreading like wildfire. I'am still waiting on that call from the orwellien homeland security

office.When in our current presidents first term For some reason it stuck in my mind when he appointed the now head of the CDC. The AMA was highly dissapointed. I need to research this but I am sure some of you will. I am not sure why but they were upset with his choice. Having said that. Texas is ground zero for Morgellons. If fact I am certain that is where I contacted morgellons while working on a death penalty case for the Federal govt. I was in San back and forth to Grand Rapids MI.(where they just sprayed recently,) I used to be proud of all the blood I donated there) for about a month total time spent in San . This was in 1998-1999. During this time I stayed in upscale hotels, Hyatt Regency, etc. ten years and 150,000 thousand dollars later I found out through the MRF where I saw the My San newspaper had been warning people who were renting apartments, motel and hotels rooms that there

was reported a mite that had been biting people causing ulcers on their faces. San has I believe six military bases. So many I was aways running into some military types. I noticed when I was talking with some of them My eyes always seemed to batt, as though something was popping of of theses guys. Not all of them, but enough. for what ever reason I remember these things, perhaps the result of training, whatever.I have talked with many people here who remember when chemtrails first sprayed las vegas, they all tell me that the news and radio said it was for "bugs." They even described the spider web and cotton candy type substances that fell from the planes and how they had to hose each other off. Anyhow, lackland airforce base is also the home of a level 5 bio-warfare facility. Now having said that I believe this disease has many vectors but I learned early in my career not to believe in coincidence. Lyme

disease now has 300 variations. No doubt Morgellons is not far behind. After my last trip to San I began to itch along my back up to the back of my head. It was so bad on my back one day i was outside when it began to itch, and I was like a bear on a tree I rubbed my back on that tree so hard that it bleed.I still have scars as a result. However, I didnt rubb the back of my head on the tree bark. Which later I began to feel piercing, drilling sensations but could find nothing. Slowly my immune system began to break down. I was aways an ahtlete, from Iowa I began wrestling at the age of 5 until college. I would run 6 miles in the morning everyday before I went to work. Slowly my weight dropped from a buff 5'10", 170lbs to 140, later to 120lbs. A friend of mine who contracted Morgellons from me before I was aware of what I had looked at my old photos and cried. I had been reduced to a mere shadow of what I had

been. Now as I sit here typing, my tears burn as they roll down my cheeks and I know tommorrow there will be a dark trail of were they leaked. I sit here pondering, what is happening to this planet. There was a time where if a car was backing into to me while I was walking I didn,t even try to move out of the way. Shortly after at a suicide attempt. Attempt is the wrong choice of words because my quality of life was so horrible, I made a rational choice to die.I had a 100,000 life insurance policy that was about to expire and I wanted to leave it for my two children. As fate would have it the 180 muscle relaxers amoung the many other drugs I took left me unconsious for one week in my car at a closed rest stop but it didnt kill me. When I woke up I was really pissed that I was still alive. I tried to unbuckle myself so I could pull down the back seat where I had my 357 Python and my 9mm & Wesson as a backup from

the years I spent as a detroit police officer. Somehow I couldn't unbuckle my seat belt. My car wouldn't start.This went on for several days while I was in and out of consciousness. Some higher power or whatever would not let do anything until I made a pact that I wouldn't kill myself. I had always been an atheist since I was 5 years old.If there was a god I was mad at him or her. I knew couldn,t go back to where I had been staying. I had already infected the mother sexually before I knew what I had. I had infected the mattress we had been sleeping on and it every morning we would wake up and she would be crying that the mattress was biting her. She had a 12 year old daughter with a horrible explosive personality disorder. She lookeed like an angel, but even her friends referred to her as the"Demon Seed" she was jealous of me and would attack me without warning or provacation. She would threaten to shank me while we

slept. Whenever I had to subdue her which was often she would try and scratch me with her long fingernails. As innately evil as this child was I knew that If she came in contact with my blood it would infect her her. My family had abandoned me, my now ex-wife of 25 years of marrage. Who is also a marriage and family therapist believed I suffered from depression and the ulcers and weight lose, seizures,etc. where just physical manifestations of the same. She wanted a divorce. Which is how I ended up here in las vegas. My face was so badly disfugured it looked as though I had been severely burned. I couldn't open my left eye and even if I could have it was nearly blind it was so infected. My immediate family here in vegas who are actually quite wealthy and had financially assisted me until they decided morgellons was a delusion and I was crazy and lazy instead of sick. They seemed to forget that if anything I was an

over achiever and anything I ever did mattered no more. The pitful job 8$ an hour job I had they fired me I am sure because I looked like whatever I had was contagious.I would were makeup to cover up the ulcers but it was so hot there and here in las vegas it would melt and expose the ulcers. I had horrible brain fog. With the little money I had, I would often by things and forget to pick up the bag when I left the store. I had just decided my quality of life was so bad it was not worth living. So I made what I believed to be a consious intelligent decision to die. There are still days when I get pissed because I failed. The road warrior in me keeps me going now. I got way off track of what I was going to say but even if this disease wasn't designed to kill us which it definitely can. It surely demoralizes us. We the few are actually in the underground, we are the strong ones who's survival instincts are still

stronger than this plague. What about the others who cant even communicate. I know because I was there. It is only by the grace of god that I, we are here. Something has to be done to raise awareness and it has to be done soon. Not some lame ass conference that tells us what we already know. Sorry to be so blunt. even now half the time I cant tell if I am getting better or getting worse. There is so much BS out there we dont know who to believe or who to trust. I worked for the government my entire career. Thats what scares me. I worked for the federal government for the last ten years. They are ruthless and they are not coming to our rescue. I would not put it past them to placate us with some savior, just enough to keep the roudy ones from making to much noise.Something more has to be done than what has been done. I am not talking about research. Even if we were all cured tommorow this disease will have shortened

our lifespans significantly. sorry for the rambling but I am no longer sad, I am mad.I am not sure what I am advocating other than action but I, we dont have a lot of time. Any suggestions? Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Mobile. Try it now. Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Mobile. Try it now. Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Mobile. Try it now.

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