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In a message dated 12/21/2005 11:33:22 AM Eastern Standard Time,

rhbailey@... writes:

But since several here have been speculating about the cause of 's

death, here's what she said: " The autopsy said that he died of a

seizure in his sleep. " I wrote it down.

Sue ,

Upstate New York

Thank you Sue, for posting this.

Seizure drugs can be very hard to titrate.... too much or too little can

also trigger seizure activity. I would suspect that he went into status

epilepticus. It took inducing coma for a week to bring my late son out of this

kind

of seizure.

mjh

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Helen

I tried to warn , too. I have had too much experience with these

seizure drugs to not understand their dangers. Although you talk about half

life,

also consider the clearance time which can be much longer.

GABA can be supported with a combinations of amino acids and other

nutrients, so there are options to drugs.

THank you so much for the depth of information you provided. I only wish I

could write as much and as well......

MJH

In a message dated 12/21/2005 12:54:59 PM Eastern Standard Time,

helenjora@... writes:

I am so upset about 's death. When I saw him struggling with

Neurontin withdrawal, I wrote to him offlist a bit, but he didn't

seem very interested in continuing the conversation or listening to

what I recommended. How I wish I had persevered with my attempts to

help him.

I know I have told my story of klonopin before on this list, how it

gave me suicidal depression, how I had to use a water titration

method to get off it, how I wish people would read up on it before

taking it, how I wish CFIDS doctors would consider the dangers of

this drug before prescribing it. I had to take Neurontin to get off

klonopin and now I am slowly coming off Neurontin, by a method I

tried to share with . But he said what I was doing was too slow

for him, he wanted off that drug because it was making him ill.

He was doing the reverse for a bit, taking klonopin to come off his

high dose of Neurontin. Everyone's brain is different. Some who take

Neurontin become suicidal, there are lawsuits out on it. In my case

it saved me from suicide, but like many, I built tolerance to it

rapidly. Tolerance is a little-known danger of the benzodiazepine

drugs like klonopin and Neurontin as well. God only knows about this

Kreppra drug he may have started taking.

Both Neurontin and klonopin are antiseizure drugs. If you are on them

for more than a couple of weeks and then take them away abruptly or

even anything less than very gradually, you run the risk of seizure.

I have spent the last three years in benzo forums where it is known

that some people have died from benzodiazepine drug withdrawal. I

can't tell you the number of people who have come to grief trying to

come off this class of drugs and how few doctors will even

acknowledge the severity of the problem or provide sensible

guidelines to help their patients in this difficult process.

Less is known about Neurontin, but I remember saying he

couldn't keep anything down, as he tried to cut his Neurontin dose

back. He was obviously very sick with withdrawal, a lot of people

have to inch their way off Neurontin, as I am cautiously doing,

having been burned but good by the klonopin.

Earlier this month he was so psyched about taking Recuperation and

saying he wanted to clear his other meds out to take Recup alone. How

I wish I had written to him again to warn him not to push his way off

those drugs quickly. For that is what I fear he did, in his desire to

experience Recuperation in a purer state. He may have tried to

crossover to the Kreppra, which I know nothing about, but it is

described as another anti-seizure med.

It is tricky going from one drug to another, and should generally be

done gradually. Neurontin has a very short halflife, you really need

to take it three times a day because it washes out so fast. If

Kreppra has a longer halflife, it would take more time to build up to

cover the Neurontin withdrawal. Klonopin has a halflife of about

three days, depending on your metabolism. So if you stop it, watch

out three days later. Some people experience problems for months and

years after too rapid withdrawal from benzos and I do not know how

long the seizure risk would last or if it could be retriggered by

alterations in similar medications.

We will probably never know what happened with 's medication,

but I am thinking it is something with these very dangerous drugs,

and we should all pay heed. They affect the GABA receptors in the

brain and being distraught as he was in his last post would throw a

great load of stress onto those receptors as well.

I am sitting here in great remorse, feeling guilty that I didn't try

harder to talk to about what I know about the dangers of

withdrawal from these drugs. I had told him to write to me any time

about his struggle with Neurontin, but he was so focused on his

research, such a brilliant young life so needlessly gone.

Helen

mjh

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Helen,

I was taking Depakote and lamictal for a few years for migraine

prevention and cognitive functioning. My hair became like straw. I am now taking

topamax instead, the last 6 months.( I weaned off the othyers in 4 weeks time).

These are also anti seizure meds. I guess I should be concerned about these as

well?

Carol

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Carol

Absolutely YES.

Try these instead, they work for many for migraines, seizures and cog

functioning.

fish oil + DHA

Magnesium + B6

B complex

this is the short course.

In a message dated 12/21/2005 4:10:43 PM Eastern Standard Time,

Cattttttt@... writes:

Helen,

I was taking Depakote and lamictal for a few years for migraine

prevention and cognitive functioning. My hair became like straw. I am now

taking

topamax instead, the last 6 months.( I weaned off the othyers in 4 weeks

time).

These are also anti seizure meds. I guess I should be concerned about these

as

well?

Carol

mjh

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That makes so much more sense than suicide and is infinitely more comforting.

He was so UP the day before and was so up in general it was hard to believe he

would do himself in no matter how difficult his circumstances. He had lived in

difficult circumstances for years.

Its scary too; another person with CFS all of sudden dies. Why would that be?

We dont hear alot about people with CFS dying, let alone young people with CFS

dying. I really want to get that autopsy report. It only explains half the

story - what brought on the seizure?

When we get more information I'll post it all on my website and on Co-cure.

At least 's death will go to helping more people understand just how

serious this disease is.

<rhbailey@...> wrote:

Hi all,

Jill wrote,

> ...at first I thought it was suicide and it still may be. But

> if he was taken off benzos, that alone could have made him mentally

> and physically unstable, for instance. You can have fatal seizures.

After I talked to 's mother I didn't post what she told me about

the results of his autopsy because I didn't want to get it wrong. I

thought that 's friend might have more accurate details.

But since several here have been speculating about the cause of 's

death, here's what she said: " The autopsy said that he died of a

seizure in his sleep. " I wrote it down.

Sue ,

Upstate New York

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other, not to give medical advice. If you are interested in any treatment

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That was just my hunch.

I feel chilled in a very....spooky way.

Upset.

Thanx Sue.

>

>

> In a message dated 12/21/2005 11:33:22 AM Eastern Standard Time,

> rhbailey@d... writes:

>

> But since several here have been speculating about the cause of

's

> death, here's what she said: " The autopsy said that he died of a

> seizure in his sleep. " I wrote it down.

>

> Sue ,

> Upstate New York

>

>

>

> Thank you Sue, for posting this.

>

> Seizure drugs can be very hard to titrate.... too much or too little

can

> also trigger seizure activity. I would suspect that he went into

status

> epilepticus. It took inducing coma for a week to bring my late son

out of this kind

> of seizure.

>

> mjh

> " The Basil Book "

> http://foxhillfarm.us/FireBasil/

>

>

>

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I kept thinking that someone who had a responsible personality like

would leave a note if he had committed suicide.This is very sad.When will

medicine be able to find cause and cure so that we won't be need to

experiment drugs ourselves?

Nil

's autopsy

> Hi all,

>

> Jill wrote,

>

>> ...at first I thought it was suicide and it still may be. But

>> if he was taken off benzos, that alone could have made him mentally

>> and physically unstable, for instance. You can have fatal seizures.

>

> After I talked to 's mother I didn't post what she told me about

> the results of his autopsy because I didn't want to get it wrong. I

>

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Thanks for letting us all know.

BW,

Sheila

Wednesday, December 21, 2005, 4:28:24 PM, you wrote:

RB> Hi all,

RB> Jill wrote,

>> ...at first I thought it was suicide and it still may be. But

>> if he was taken off benzos, that alone could have made him mentally

>> and physically unstable, for instance. You can have fatal seizures.

RB> After I talked to 's mother I didn't post what she told me about

RB> the results of his autopsy because I didn't want to get it wrong. I

RB> thought that 's friend might have more accurate details.

RB> But since several here have been speculating about the cause of 's

RB> death, here's what she said: " The autopsy said that he died of a

RB> seizure in his sleep. " I wrote it down.

RB> Sue ,

RB> Upstate New York

RB> This list is intended for patients to share personal experiences

RB> with each other, not to give medical advice. If you are

RB> interested in any treatment discussed here, please consult your doctor.

RB>

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I just spoke with his mother and got a different impression about the autopsy.

She told me the results of the autopsy would be available in two weeks. She

suggested " seizure " as a possible cause and said had discharge around

his mouth. I asked that when she knows for sure, she tell Sue.

His mother was (imaginably) very distraught. Regardless of the fight

had just had with his parents and whatever relationship they had before, we

should remember that they are grieving parents burying their own child. She

was very kind to call Sue and I, even though it was obviously extremely

difficult for her to talk about the whole situation.

:(,

Dan Keshet

Dorchester, MA

On Wednesday 21 December 2005 11:28, wrote:

> Hi all,

>

> Jill wrote,

>

> > ...at first I thought it was suicide and it still may be. But

> > if he was taken off benzos, that alone could have made him mentally

> > and physically unstable, for instance. You can have fatal seizures.

>

> After I talked to 's mother I didn't post what she told me about

> the results of his autopsy because I didn't want to get it wrong. I

> thought that 's friend might have more accurate details.

>

> But since several here have been speculating about the cause of 's

> death, here's what she said: " The autopsy said that he died of a

> seizure in his sleep. " I wrote it down.

>

> Sue ,

> Upstate New York

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Thanks Helen,

I can't take the hormones because of the melanoma. Maxalt and imitrex my MD

won't prescribe any more because he is afraid of heart rhythm abnormalities. I

resisted his point of view, but had to accept it.

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In a message dated 12/21/2005 5:25:28 PM Eastern Standard Time,

Cattttttt@... writes:

Thanks Helen,

I can't take the hormones because of the melanoma. Maxalt and imitrex my MD

won't prescribe any more because he is afraid of heart rhythm abnormalities.

I

resisted his point of view, but had to accept it.

My heart rhythm abnormalities were substantially reversed when my

cardiologist prescribed Mg, B6, l-Taurine, Hawthorne berry tea and Motherwort

tincture.

Hope this helps

mjh

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http://foxhillfarm.us/FireBasil/

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I am so upset about 's death. When I saw him struggling with

Neurontin withdrawal, I wrote to him offlist a bit, but he didn't

seem very interested in continuing the conversation or listening to

what I recommended. How I wish I had persevered with my attempts to

help him.

I know I have told my story of klonopin before on this list, how it

gave me suicidal depression, how I had to use a water titration

method to get off it, how I wish people would read up on it before

taking it, how I wish CFIDS doctors would consider the dangers of

this drug before prescribing it. I had to take Neurontin to get off

klonopin and now I am slowly coming off Neurontin, by a method I

tried to share with . But he said what I was doing was too slow

for him, he wanted off that drug because it was making him ill.

He was doing the reverse for a bit, taking klonopin to come off his

high dose of Neurontin. Everyone's brain is different. Some who take

Neurontin become suicidal, there are lawsuits out on it. In my case

it saved me from suicide, but like many, I built tolerance to it

rapidly. Tolerance is a little-known danger of the benzodiazepine

drugs like klonopin and Neurontin as well. God only knows about this

Kreppra drug he may have started taking.

Both Neurontin and klonopin are antiseizure drugs. If you are on them

for more than a couple of weeks and then take them away abruptly or

even anything less than very gradually, you run the risk of seizure.

I have spent the last three years in benzo forums where it is known

that some people have died from benzodiazepine drug withdrawal. I

can't tell you the number of people who have come to grief trying to

come off this class of drugs and how few doctors will even

acknowledge the severity of the problem or provide sensible

guidelines to help their patients in this difficult process.

Less is known about Neurontin, but I remember saying he

couldn't keep anything down, as he tried to cut his Neurontin dose

back. He was obviously very sick with withdrawal, a lot of people

have to inch their way off Neurontin, as I am cautiously doing,

having been burned but good by the klonopin.

Earlier this month he was so psyched about taking Recuperation and

saying he wanted to clear his other meds out to take Recup alone. How

I wish I had written to him again to warn him not to push his way off

those drugs quickly. For that is what I fear he did, in his desire to

experience Recuperation in a purer state. He may have tried to

crossover to the Kreppra, which I know nothing about, but it is

described as another anti-seizure med.

It is tricky going from one drug to another, and should generally be

done gradually. Neurontin has a very short halflife, you really need

to take it three times a day because it washes out so fast. If

Kreppra has a longer halflife, it would take more time to build up to

cover the Neurontin withdrawal. Klonopin has a halflife of about

three days, depending on your metabolism. So if you stop it, watch

out three days later. Some people experience problems for months and

years after too rapid withdrawal from benzos and I do not know how

long the seizure risk would last or if it could be retriggered by

alterations in similar medications.

We will probably never know what happened with 's medication,

but I am thinking it is something with these very dangerous drugs,

and we should all pay heed. They affect the GABA receptors in the

brain and being distraught as he was in his last post would throw a

great load of stress onto those receptors as well.

I am sitting here in great remorse, feeling guilty that I didn't try

harder to talk to about what I know about the dangers of

withdrawal from these drugs. I had told him to write to me any time

about his struggle with Neurontin, but he was so focused on his

research, such a brilliant young life so needlessly gone.

Helen

>

> Hi all,

>

> Jill wrote,

>

> > ...at first I thought it was suicide and it still may be. But

> > if he was taken off benzos, that alone could have made him

mentally

> > and physically unstable, for instance. You can have fatal

seizures.

>

> After I talked to 's mother I didn't post what she told me

about

> the results of his autopsy because I didn't want to get it wrong.

I

> thought that 's friend might have more accurate details.

>

> But since several here have been speculating about the cause of

's

> death, here's what she said: " The autopsy said that he died of a

> seizure in his sleep. " I wrote it down.

>

> Sue ,

> Upstate New York

>

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Hi All,

Having had dreadful and I believe potentially life threatening reactions

to many drugs - especially those of the neurological/physcological ilk,

I can't help but repeat what I have said before - that we must as

patients be very very circumspect about the cocktail of drugs we are

willing to put into ourselves. I know we all want to be better and

would do anything to get to that state, but so far in my 35 yr history

of this illness the best thing (for me at least) is to let my body heal

itself. It has been the drugs that have given me the glimpses of real

hell. I understand this will not be a very popular thought and I don't

mean it to be inappropriate at this time, but we do need to be very

careful.

Rosie

Its scary too; another person with CFS all of sudden dies. Why would

that be? We dont hear alot about people with CFS dying, let alone young

people with CFS dying. I really want to get that autopsy report. It

only explains half the story - what brought on the seizure?

When we get more information I'll post it all on my website and on

Co-cure. At least 's death will go to helping more people

understand just how serious this disease is.

<rhbailey@...> wrote:

Hi all,

Jill wrote,

> ...at first I thought it was suicide and it still may be. But

> if he was taken off benzos, that alone could have made him mentally

> and physically unstable, for instance. You can have fatal seizures.

After I talked to 's mother I didn't post what she told me about

the results of his autopsy because I didn't want to get it wrong. I

thought that 's friend might have more accurate details.

But since several here have been speculating about the cause of 's

death, here's what she said: " The autopsy said that he died of a

seizure in his sleep. " I wrote it down.

Sue ,

Upstate New York

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each other, not to give medical advice. If you are interested in any

treatment discussed here, please consult your doctor.

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Please do not feel guilty Helen.

I am taking temezapem for several years now (my one concession to lyme

in terms of any drugs). I am up to basically a full capsule a day

because of recent ongoing excruciating pain from a bad tooth

extraction with many complications, plus constant

demolition/construction in m building starting 7 a.m., requiring me to

fall asleep by 10 or 11 to get some sleep.

Anyway, I am well aware...and maybe this is catuionary to all of us. I

want to get back down but when I taper I go by little teeny amounts.

So maybe from a full capsule to 5/6 capsule, that kind of thing. I had

gotten down to 1/2 capsule before the tooth extraction debacle. Please

do not feel responsible, but it is good that you post again. I think

as I noted in a previous post anybody with a chronic illness like this

needs to be careful taking new drugs and going off old drugs. There is

one lymie I know who went into vasculitis and almost died when put on

mepron/zith and one other abx. She was too MCS to handle it. SHe

pulled out of that and had to start with 5 mg doxy IV along with low

dose steroids. Some people are that sensitive.

> >

> > Hi all,

> >

> > Jill wrote,

> >

> > > ...at first I thought it was suicide and it still may be. But

> > > if he was taken off benzos, that alone could have made him

> mentally

> > > and physically unstable, for instance. You can have fatal

> seizures.

> >

> > After I talked to 's mother I didn't post what she told me

> about

> > the results of his autopsy because I didn't want to get it wrong.

> I

> > thought that 's friend might have more accurate details.

> >

> > But since several here have been speculating about the cause of

> 's

> > death, here's what she said: " The autopsy said that he died of a

> > seizure in his sleep. " I wrote it down.

> >

> > Sue ,

> > Upstate New York

> >

>

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Helen,

This is a great mssg and a great reminder of just how dangerous these drugs

really are. You did what you could to try and share that with , so please

don't beat yourself up about this, you did try and share with him but each

person will ultimately make their own choices and have to pay the consequences

for them. It pays to be so very cautious with treatments, esp with the brain

drugs. This is a mssg I hope everyone who has taken these drugs or considers it

will file away for future reference!

Marcia

Re: 's autopsy

I am so upset about 's death. When I saw him struggling with

Neurontin withdrawal, I wrote to him offlist a bit, but he didn't

seem very interested in continuing the conversation or listening to

what I recommended. How I wish I had persevered with my attempts to

help him.

I know I have told my story of klonopin before on this list, how it

gave me suicidal depression, how I had to use a water titration

method to get off it, how I wish people would read up on it before

taking it, how I wish CFIDS doctors would consider the dangers of

this drug before prescribing it. I had to take Neurontin to get off

klonopin and now I am slowly coming off Neurontin, by a method I

tried to share with . But he said what I was doing was too slow

for him, he wanted off that drug because it was making him ill.

He was doing the reverse for a bit, taking klonopin to come off his

high dose of Neurontin. Everyone's brain is different. Some who take

Neurontin become suicidal, there are lawsuits out on it. In my case

it saved me from suicide, but like many, I built tolerance to it

rapidly. Tolerance is a little-known danger of the benzodiazepine

drugs like klonopin and Neurontin as well. God only knows about this

Kreppra drug he may have started taking.

Both Neurontin and klonopin are antiseizure drugs. If you are on them

for more than a couple of weeks and then take them away abruptly or

even anything less than very gradually, you run the risk of seizure.

I have spent the last three years in benzo forums where it is known

that some people have died from benzodiazepine drug withdrawal. I

can't tell you the number of people who have come to grief trying to

come off this class of drugs and how few doctors will even

acknowledge the severity of the problem or provide sensible

guidelines to help their patients in this difficult process.

Less is known about Neurontin, but I remember saying he

couldn't keep anything down, as he tried to cut his Neurontin dose

back. He was obviously very sick with withdrawal, a lot of people

have to inch their way off Neurontin, as I am cautiously doing,

having been burned but good by the klonopin.

Earlier this month he was so psyched about taking Recuperation and

saying he wanted to clear his other meds out to take Recup alone. How

I wish I had written to him again to warn him not to push his way off

those drugs quickly. For that is what I fear he did, in his desire to

experience Recuperation in a purer state. He may have tried to

crossover to the Kreppra, which I know nothing about, but it is

described as another anti-seizure med.

It is tricky going from one drug to another, and should generally be

done gradually. Neurontin has a very short halflife, you really need

to take it three times a day because it washes out so fast. If

Kreppra has a longer halflife, it would take more time to build up to

cover the Neurontin withdrawal. Klonopin has a halflife of about

three days, depending on your metabolism. So if you stop it, watch

out three days later. Some people experience problems for months and

years after too rapid withdrawal from benzos and I do not know how

long the seizure risk would last or if it could be retriggered by

alterations in similar medications.

We will probably never know what happened with 's medication,

but I am thinking it is something with these very dangerous drugs,

and we should all pay heed. They affect the GABA receptors in the

brain and being distraught as he was in his last post would throw a

great load of stress onto those receptors as well.

I am sitting here in great remorse, feeling guilty that I didn't try

harder to talk to about what I know about the dangers of

withdrawal from these drugs. I had told him to write to me any time

about his struggle with Neurontin, but he was so focused on his

research, such a brilliant young life so needlessly gone.

Helen

>

> Hi all,

>

> Jill wrote,

>

> > ...at first I thought it was suicide and it still may be. But

> > if he was taken off benzos, that alone could have made him

mentally

> > and physically unstable, for instance. You can have fatal

seizures.

>

> After I talked to 's mother I didn't post what she told me

about

> the results of his autopsy because I didn't want to get it wrong.

I

> thought that 's friend might have more accurate details.

>

> But since several here have been speculating about the cause of

's

> death, here's what she said: " The autopsy said that he died of a

> seizure in his sleep. " I wrote it down.

>

> Sue ,

> Upstate New York

>

This list is intended for patients to share personal experiences with each

other, not to give medical advice. If you are interested in any treatment

discussed here, please consult your doctor.

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hi Carol:

I'm sorry but I don't know anything about those drugs. For migraines I

take Maxalt and am experimenting with Tri-Est cream, since mine are all

hormonally triggered, just about.

Good luck to you,

Helen

>

> Helen,

> I was taking Depakote and lamictal for a few years for migraine

> prevention and cognitive functioning. My hair became like straw. I am

now taking

> topamax instead, the last 6 months.( I weaned off the othyers in 4

weeks time).

> These are also anti seizure meds. I guess I should be concerned about

these as

> well?

> Carol

>

>

>

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Arghh, I have the Cheney problem. Maybe I shouldn't take the Maxalt but

the migraines are so damn bad I pray for a guillotine.

Helen

>

> Thanks Helen,

> I can't take the hormones because of the melanoma. Maxalt and imitrex

my MD

> won't prescribe any more because he is afraid of heart rhythm

abnormalities. I

> resisted his point of view, but had to accept it.

>

>

>

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I meant to say the Cheney heart problem and I am on some of the

things you list below. Thanks, Helen

>

>

>

> In a message dated 12/21/2005 5:25:28 PM Eastern Standard Time,

> Cattttttt@a... writes:

>

> Thanks Helen,

> I can't take the hormones because of the melanoma. Maxalt and

imitrex my MD

> won't prescribe any more because he is afraid of heart rhythm

abnormalities.

> I

> resisted his point of view, but had to accept it.

>

>

>

> My heart rhythm abnormalities were substantially reversed when my

> cardiologist prescribed Mg, B6, l-Taurine, Hawthorne berry tea and

Motherwort tincture.

>

> Hope this helps

>

> mjh

> " The Basil Book "

> http://foxhillfarm.us/FireBasil/

>

>

>

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could you guys please change the subject heading on this? its morbid to read all

these posts that have nothing to do with :-(

Re: 's autopsy

hi Carol:

I'm sorry but I don't know anything about those drugs. For migraines I

take Maxalt and am experimenting with Tri-Est cream, since mine are all

hormonally triggered, just about.

Good luck to you,

Helen

>

> Helen,

> I was taking Depakote and lamictal for a few years for migraine

> prevention and cognitive functioning. My hair became like straw. I am

now taking

> topamax instead, the last 6 months.( I weaned off the othyers in 4

weeks time).

> These are also anti seizure meds. I guess I should be concerned about

these as

> well?

> Carol

>

>

>

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I'm not sure I understand how an autopsy could determine this. Unless

perhaps he had a cut tongue from biting it during a seizure. A seizure is

generally a clinical diagnosis made from observation, and it is not always

correct, even if observed. If it observed during an EEG, then the diagnosis

of seizure is definitive. There is no way of determing a seizure after

death that I am aware of. It is possible there was some indication of brain

damage that could potentially have caused a seizure.

Kris

RE: 's autopsy

Hi All,

Having had dreadful and I believe potentially life threatening reactions

to many drugs - especially those of the neurological/physcological ilk,

I can't help but repeat what I have said before - that we must as

patients be very very circumspect about the cocktail of drugs we are

willing to put into ourselves. I know we all want to be better and

would do anything to get to that state, but so far in my 35 yr history

of this illness the best thing (for me at least) is to let my body heal

itself. It has been the drugs that have given me the glimpses of real

hell. I understand this will not be a very popular thought and I don't

mean it to be inappropriate at this time, but we do need to be very

careful.

Rosie

Its scary too; another person with CFS all of sudden dies. Why would

that be? We dont hear alot about people with CFS dying, let alone young

people with CFS dying. I really want to get that autopsy report. It

only explains half the story - what brought on the seizure?

When we get more information I'll post it all on my website and on

Co-cure. At least 's death will go to helping more people

understand just how serious this disease is.

<rhbailey@...> wrote:

Hi all,

Jill wrote,

> ...at first I thought it was suicide and it still may be. But

> if he was taken off benzos, that alone could have made him mentally

> and physically unstable, for instance. You can have fatal seizures.

After I talked to 's mother I didn't post what she told me about

the results of his autopsy because I didn't want to get it wrong. I

thought that 's friend might have more accurate details.

But since several here have been speculating about the cause of 's

death, here's what she said: " The autopsy said that he died of a

seizure in his sleep. " I wrote it down.

Sue ,

Upstate New York

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I am a stranger to many here. I am very suprised at all the

speculation taking place on 's sudden death. Surmising that

certain drugs may have lead to his demise, is without scientific

merit.

had experienced a seizure in the past, in a stock room at

work, and was discovered by a fellow worker. believed in

scientific research not mere speculation, and this will take place

through the proper channels. His physician, who has been informed of

's passing, I am sure will be collaborating with the M.E.'s

office. They have the data neccessary to draw conclusions.

To begin discussing one or more person's adverse effects to some

prescription drugs which others must use as part of neccessary and

well directed treatment and frighten those patients, well, this is

not the thread to debate benefits/risks,imho.

It is quite possible that 's death, may not be attributed to

anything further than possible seizure, as this may be what his

parents are told or can understand of the results reported to them.

We may not be privy to all the details.

What should be clear though at this time, is that these diseases

have a face to them. Real people with real dreams and aspirations

are suddenly lost. Lives are cut short.

Be at rest , you were a bright beacon in life, and now a

shining star in the Heavens.

> >

> > Helen,

> > I was taking Depakote and lamictal for a few years for

migraine

> > prevention and cognitive functioning. My hair became like

straw. I am

> now taking

> > topamax instead, the last 6 months.( I weaned off the othyers

in 4

> weeks time).

> > These are also anti seizure meds. I guess I should be concerned

about

> these as

> > well?

> > Carol

> >

> >

> >

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On Dec 21, 2005, at 7:57 PM, karen wrote:

> I am a stranger to many here. I am very suprised at all the

> speculation taking place on 's sudden death. Surmising that

> certain drugs may have lead to his demise, is without scientific

> merit.

Since you are a stranger here, allow me to tell you a little about

the people on this list.

All of us are living with, or living with someone who is living with,

a disease that has no sure diagnostic test, no reliable treatment,

and no known cure. All we know is that somehow we got it; and that

the vast majority of us will be living under its shadow for the rest

of our lives.

In this impossible situation, we respond in various ways. Some

retreat into despair. Others distract themselves with drugs,

religion, or other obsessions. The healthiest and sanest of us,

however, fight back with whatever wit and energy we have left. We

become compulsive seekers of information, working alone and together

to pull together pieces of a puzzle that has eluded our doctors, and

that even the world's best researchers have been unwilling or unable

to assemble.

Through the years, this constant discussing, ruminating, speculating,

and dissecting on every piece of information we discover becomes an

ingrained habit of mind. By and by, it emerges as a dominant strategy

for dealing with any kind of uncertainty. Find out as much as you

can. Lay it out. Look at where the holes are; and see what you can

guess about what might fit into them. Maybe there's a pattern. Maybe

you'll learn something new. Just often enough, you find a hint of a

direction, a glimmer of something you didn't see before. For most of

us, whatever healing we achieve will be won by working this strategy,

over and over, ever on the lookout for the answer that will make our

days a bit more bearable.

It is, in the end, the only cure that has been proven to work.

You are, of course, right in that we have no business making such

speculations about a deceased man we did not know. We're well aware

that it's not " good science " (though remember, please, that the

practitioners of " good science " have long ago let us down in ways

that can only be described as criminal), let alone in good taste.

But, upon hearing of 's death, we found ourselves once again in

an all-too-familiar situation: A medical problem. A tragedy. A loss.

And precious little information.

And so we did what we always do: Laid out what little we knew, and

began to look at where the holes were and where the pattern might lie.

We valued specifically because, among us all, he was one of the

masters of this process. If it had been another member of this list,

and had been here grieving with us, rest assured that he'd have

been out front of the pack as usual, assembling what was known about

the situation and trying to draw the correct inferences from it.

You may be horrified. would not have been. In fact, I suspect

he's somewhere, smiling.

Sara

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> > I am a stranger to many here. I am very suprised at all the

> > speculation taking place on 's sudden death. Surmising that

> > certain drugs may have lead to his demise, is without scientific

> > merit.

>

> Since you are a stranger here, allow me to tell you a little

about

> the people on this list.

>

> All of us are living with, or living with someone who is living

with,

> a disease that has no sure diagnostic test, no reliable

treatment,

> and no known cure. All we know is that somehow we got it; and

that

> the vast majority of us will be living under its shadow for the

rest

> of our lives.

>

> In this impossible situation, we respond in various ways. Some

> retreat into despair. Others distract themselves with drugs,

> religion, or other obsessions. The healthiest and sanest of us,

> however, fight back with whatever wit and energy we have left. We

> become compulsive seekers of information, working alone and

together

> to pull together pieces of a puzzle that has eluded our doctors,

and

> that even the world's best researchers have been unwilling or

unable

> to assemble.

>

> Through the years, this constant discussing, ruminating,

speculating,

> and dissecting on every piece of information we discover becomes

an

> ingrained habit of mind. By and by, it emerges as a dominant

strategy

> for dealing with any kind of uncertainty. Find out as much as you

> can. Lay it out. Look at where the holes are; and see what you

can

> guess about what might fit into them. Maybe there's a pattern.

Maybe

> you'll learn something new. Just often enough, you find a hint of

a

> direction, a glimmer of something you didn't see before. For most

of

> us, whatever healing we achieve will be won by working this

strategy,

> over and over, ever on the lookout for the answer that will make

our

> days a bit more bearable.

>

> It is, in the end, the only cure that has been proven to work.

>

> You are, of course, right in that we have no business making such

> speculations about a deceased man we did not know. We're well

aware

> that it's not " good science " (though remember, please, that the

> practitioners of " good science " have long ago let us down in ways

> that can only be described as criminal), let alone in good taste.

>

> But, upon hearing of 's death, we found ourselves once again

in

> an all-too-familiar situation: A medical problem. A tragedy. A

loss.

> And precious little information.

>

> And so we did what we always do: Laid out what little we knew,

and

> began to look at where the holes were and where the pattern might

lie.

>

> We valued specifically because, among us all, he was one of

the

> masters of this process. If it had been another member of this

list,

> and had been here grieving with us, rest assured that he'd

have

> been out front of the pack as usual, assembling what was known

about

> the situation and trying to draw the correct inferences from it.

>

> You may be horrified. would not have been. In fact, I

suspect

> he's somewhere, smiling.

>

> Sara

Beautifully expressed Sara, thanks.

Pam

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Respectfully, I disagree.

All drugs have costs, and people with these illnesses are very

sensitive. It has been a good discussion. Some of us take benzos but

we are aware they are addictive. It's always good to remind folks that

going off them too quickly can be dangerous.

> > >

> > > Helen,

> > > I was taking Depakote and lamictal for a few years for

> migraine

> > > prevention and cognitive functioning. My hair became like

> straw. I am

> > now taking

> > > topamax instead, the last 6 months.( I weaned off the othyers

> in 4

> > weeks time).

> > > These are also anti seizure meds. I guess I should be concerned

> about

> > these as

> > > well?

> > > Carol

> > >

> > >

> > >

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