Guest guest Posted December 1, 2011 Report Share Posted December 1, 2011 Hi everyone. I don't post often on here but regularly keep up with reading everyone's stories. It really helps to know I am not alone. However right now I feel very alone. I have spent much of this year having dilitations (on the upper and lower sphincter), botox and then a crychopharingeal myotomy. Now again I am struggling as the lower end has tightened again. the heller myotomy is open I just have scar tissue that is causing tightening. I have a great consultant, but have had so much surgery this year and havn't worked for 6 months. I work as a gardener and build green roofs, all self employed and working with my husband. I really don't want to be reduced to office work as it is the physical outdoor stuff I love. My head can work out all the things I have to be thankful for and all the jobs I can do within the business but I am just so sick and tired of it all. I have had this condition for 21 years and right now feel that it has won, it has beaten me. I don't need advice on treatment just some hanging in there stuff. Sorry guys I just feel so low. love to you all Kay, England Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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