17 years old need help and support

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Hello there my name is Scarlett May Mendez. I have been having back pain and

constant regurgitation. I am 5'6 and a half and my weight has plumbed to an

unhealthy 87-90 pounds as it varies by day. I feel like i have entered the

biggest battle of my life with the support of my mom and grandma we met with

child protective service who because we went against medical advice of impatient

eating disorder treatment we met with them and they are actually on are side. It

is just humilaiting because my mother is the best mom better thn all the doctors

as she has done so much reasearch as have i on achalsia as it is all my symptoms

but the doctors in my little corona town never mentioned it or looked for it.

They jumped straight to psychosomatic =[ i went to UCLA due to me having

Superior Mesenteric Artery Syndrome brought on by rapid weight loss i did in my

early teens going from 175 to 115 in a mere 7 months through what i foresaw as

being a diet though it was not healthy i knew i needed help and went to eating

disorder treatment completed it but still was not gaining significant weight and

then i had terrible chest pain and was rushed to e.r this is when i was sent to

the hospital and diagnosed with S.M.A i was treated and my weight was still low

but the s.m.a had opened up and i noticed though even it was open the

regurgitation was getting far worse at first i would swallow it because if my

s.m.a was fixed my doctors told me it was just acid reflux and as my weight

continued to go down i was hell bent on just swallowing the regurgitation to

keep some nutrients in this is what landed me in the E.R recently with a

distended stomach and vomiting buckets and buckets of food from days before.

It was horrific and the doctors ran a test saw that my s.m.a was back. As

treatment progressed through me gaining weight via intravenous nutrients i was

still unable to swallow food and once the S.m.A got better and the vomiting and

regurgitation continued is when they said it was my eating disorder coming back

and all in my head now.

My mother had to fight to get me sent from Loma Hospital to UCLA who then

saw i had a hernia and since the I.V over 2 months and 5 days of being

hospitalized stabilized me they ran one more test to figure out why i was

vomiting but the barium couldn't even pass so the test became inclusive and the

ct scan was done on only my lower stomach just proving that through the i.v my

s.m.a had healed.

I never had anything done to my esophagus or the esophagus manometry done which

is shame because of the trouble the food got trying to go down to even reach the

stomach before it comes shooting out. The doctors based on my past then wanted

me sent impatient for an eating disorder treatment because i was

psycho symptomatic doing it to myself and if i go home because what i have isn't

an eating disorder still vomiting im at risk and can sue but if in e.d clinic

still throwing up and told it is in my head even though i know i have no control

over this and my family knows this too. This hurt me so much because i could not

wrap my thoughts around this whole time simply doing this to myself from the

back pain they didn't look at twice to misdiagnosing me with acid reflux to

even at Loma Hospital before they even saw my s.m.a saying it was eating

disorder and made me have no t.v in the hospital

or phone and

journaling after every vomit trying to get me to write my thoughts about

vomiting which was humiliating because i don't know why i would vomit but im ure

they wanted me to write like i made myself through my mind vomit cause i dont

know sad and this went on for the first week in the hospital as they shoveled

all foods down my throat, before i was transferred to the G.I team there and i

did it all without complaint cause they are doctors after all and who am i but

just a crazed eating disorder girl who has no control over her vomit. It

actually wasnt until i regurgitated practically on the pediatric team that they

sent me to g.i but by then my s.m.a got worse and then i had to transfer to

ucla for help where they fixed the s.m.a and what they thought could have been a

hernia but with the regurgitation persisting and that since they only see eating

disorder written on my head they continue to push it down my throat. My mother

and me saw past that and went against there recommendation for impatient because

we knew we needed this test because

I cant keep food down besides like broth and grapes sometimes if im lucky

my throat makes a noise like a croaking

i have back pain constantly that my doctors had the nerve to say it was only

because i was in the hospital for so long and had to lie in bed all day but now

that i'm not in the hospital it is still there!

diarrhea

there is no way i could wrap my head around this just being an eating disorder

then reading what you guys put i feel so not alone i relate with everything that

it saddens me because none of my doctors listened and me and my mother are

fighting to keep me out of impatient it is so embarrassing.