new to group

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hello. i am new to the group . last year after much trouble.. thinking i had a

stricture,they went in to see and dialate and i found that i had A. All this is

such a revolting turn of events. i have become the thing that i find repulsive.

throwing up into a cup when i am on errands. who would have ever thought i would

need a salvia cup.and one by the bed as sometimes i get so tired running back to

the potty to let salavia drain out... i am embarrassed at my self.i found that i

cannot have my favorite food, salad, can do grilled fish and sometimes chicken

if i chew if to pulp and learned to eat very slowly. i talked to sandy about

this and she was so kind to respond. Do any of ya'll take any medication other

than anti acid stuff? i was wondering if anyone found success -even for a short

time with anything at all? i was thinking about meds that help with nerves or

something.. i have been on a throw up binge for almost a week now and very

tired. carbonated seems to work better than anything for me. small sips . takes

all day to drink a 16 oz one.i worry about gtting dehydrated.. although last

week i was better than this. Does it sort of come and go? of maybe just get

worse in times? i ate 3 tiny potatos yesterday. and 2 weiners the day before. i

tried a bite of smoked sausage and it didnt work, i think it was to grainy, you

know how sausage has those tiny ball like peices of meat in it? i wasnt too

overweight.. just some, i have lost a lot. Do any of you all have trouble

keeping weight on? i have been concerned about that. there is no doctor that i

have found that is very experienced in A around here. they do the same we do,

and read on the web( at least that is what i think). YOU do Not know how

relieved i was to find thi group. i feel so alone. .. thank you so very very

much, and i am Kim .. in Louisiana