beautiful eyes

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I don't remember most of my childhood either. I only remember

patches here and there and they are starting to come back to me. I

mostly think that I don't remember them because they were very

painful. People here (Utah) are not very accepting of things that

are different. or at least people that are different. They are a

lot better now but it is still a struggle. I do know that the last

person to tease me was a stupid boy in junior high. He asked " Can

you be blindfolded with dental floss? " my response to him, " You

couldn't come up with something more origignal? " I had heard that

so many times before. I walked away from him just rolling my eyes.

I do know that it is a bit easier for us women since we can wear

makeup that helps to make the eyes look bigger. Also I have found

with my dancing (bellydancing)I can put jewels on either side of my

eyes and it looks amazing. My dancing has also given me amazing

self confidence. It takes a lot of guts to get out there and dance

in your skimpy costume. I have gotten so many compliments on how

exotic I look. That is one thing I have going for me. I don't

really look like anyone that the audience has ever seen before

whether it is the dancing and the costume or my beautiful blue

eyes.

I found my self confidence through trial and error and really big

jerk as a fiance. I finally realized who I was and what I wanted

and did not want in my life. When I found my husband he supported

me spiritually from the very start. Also just recently I found this

site and I feel as though a huge burden has been lifted from my

shoulders. I now a huge bounce in my step feeling like I can take

on the world!!

I will post pictures as soon as I can figure out this new fangled

thing. I finally got them scanned onto a disc I just can't figure

how to get them from the computer to the site. any suggestions?