should I have a thyroidectomy?

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I am so sick of myself.

I saw a naturopathic doctor who prescribed herbs for my hyper/graves/thyroiditis whatever it is and I felt great for a couple of weeks ( I've had great success with this approach before my daughter was born).

Now I am a nasty, angry, shaking, pooing, tired and violently inclined mess again.

Most of all I really want another baby, my sister told me she was pregnant yesterday and I just burst into tears (oh thanks, that's really supportive).

I am very scared of being hypo, so i've avoided the thyroidectomy, but I don't know what to do now.

I really don't like myself.

What would you do?

jo