Guest guest Posted January 30, 2010 Report Share Posted January 30, 2010 Everyone thank you so much for your concern!! I apologize for flying off the handle when I posted my last email. I should have waited and realized that there was just concern and not blame in your posts. Ok. So I know what I need to do. Courage is needed first. Hopefully I will find it very soon. I have been struggling and fighting for my own protection most of my life and the pattern continued ad nauseum in my CLL fight, and I am just so exhausted from the struggle. I do want to put my energy into healing and not into just trying so hard all the time to protect myself. I don't have family or a chemo buddy, so it's just me. Better to be some place where I can feel and will be supported. The fever has gone down by a tad but i still have 3-4 nightsweats drenched. Never had those before. I'm very interested in 's thought that some people can't do the purine analogs. I've actually been feeling that myself, not in so many words, but as if this is just NOT the right treatment for me. The sense of it in my body is all wrong, especially with this fever reaction. Ah. It is so helpful to have other voices. Especially when rightly interpreted. Thank you! Carol Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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