Re: RE: L/

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What a special person you are, . I wouldn't normally have posted what I did

except that I don't know that many people here so you guys are pretty much it!

And you're so loving and understanding when any of us hae CML problems. I'm

sorry you seem to have had a hard life. You obviously have a kind a goodhearted

soul.

Thank you for taking the time to tell me to foster hope and keep going. I'm

doing what I can for myself to bolster my self-esteem and foster hope for the

future which seems very shaky, still, but knowing that my wonderful cats have to

be fed and cared for everyday keeps me going -=-getting out of bed and doing

what needs to be done and then giving myself little treats--like ice cream and

blonde hair again.

Be good to yourself and hope others are good to you, too.

Love,

Abandonment

Hi All,

I just need to take a few moments to tell you that I'm struggling with the

loss of a friend. He abandoned me for a woman (beautiful and young) who has

been harrassing me in many different ways for the last five years. She

makes tv commercials too. I'm sure you've seen her. He chose her instead

of a friendship with me and I don't know why. Probably because she's young

and beautiful and rich. There have been some Caifornians in town and they

let me know about it.

I'm devastated.. He didn't even tell me. Obviously, he'd rather have a

woman with very questionalble ethics who has made my life a living hell than

me. He left town with no notice. No warning. he's nowhere to be found.

Because of this woman and her stage mother (LA, you know), I have ended up

in a psychiatrist's office on antidepressants plus lithium. For days I

couldn't stop crying. Now that's stopped but I feel a very deep sadness and

I think it will take a very long time for it to go away because of this

unbelievable betrayal.

Thanks for listening.

L