Re: All of you who answered my please for help

June 6, 2005

,

I just wanted to write to let you know that we are here for you. I

may not know exactly what to say, but I will be thinking of you and

sending you virtual positive good thoughts.

Hugs,

Dana

> I haven't had time to write to you individually but I will. Thank

> you for your wonderful messages which really did help. Last night

> suicide was a real potential option but today, when I escaped from

> the source of harrassment, I had a decent (not great) day.

Tonight

> I've been scannin a novel I wrote years ago and hpe to get

published

> now. My HP all in one scanner, printer, copier, fax has given me

> fits but hopefully with the help of 3 different techies it's going

> to work now.

>

> Thank you again for taking the time to write to me and especially

> caring about what happened to me. MJ I'll write to you later.

I'll

> write to all of you actually for helping me get through yet

another

> day.

>

> Time to call it a night. Sweetdreams.

>

> Love,

>

> And by the way, the friend (not lover) who abandoned me and may

yet

> come around and understand what I'm going through. Well, he's a

cml

> patient.

>

> Talk to you tomorrow.

June 6, 2005

,

Just catching up after the weekend. I'm glad to see your spirits are

up. Like Cheryl said<a lot more eloquently> we living with this

disease don't have the luxury of a " toxic " enviroment. Saying that,

it certainly doesn't it keep from creeping into our lives. Stay

strong and know we are all here for you.

BTW- The job offer at a Hospice....nothing better. Perhaps you'll

have a more positive experience this time. I just received and offer

from a Hospice agency here also. We can begin our travel down this

new road together!

Stay strong

Amy B.

> I haven't had time to write to you individually but I will. Thank

> you for your wonderful messages which really did help. Last night

> suicide was a real potential option but today, when I escaped from

> the source of harrassment, I had a decent (not great) day. Tonight

> I've been scannin a novel I wrote years ago and hpe to get

published

> now. My HP all in one scanner, printer, copier, fax has given me

> fits but hopefully with the help of 3 different techies it's going

> to work now.

>

> Thank you again for taking the time to write to me and especially

> caring about what happened to me. MJ I'll write to you later. I'll

> write to all of you actually for helping me get through yet another

> day.

>

> Time to call it a night. Sweetdreams.

>

> Love,

>

> And by the way, the friend (not lover) who abandoned me and may yet

> come around and understand what I'm going through. Well, he's a

cml

> patient.

>

> Talk to you tomorrow.

June 7, 2005

Thanks Amy!

What are you going to do at the hospice? All I'm being offered is basically

clerical work. At one time I was the Director of Development of a hospice in

So. California but then that's where my troubles began. I've also applied for

other jobs and found out some information today that helps explain why i've been

having trouble getting a good job. The Hospice, where the harassment began,

does not respond to requests for confirmation that ai worked there, a

recommendation or any communication at all. But I have a way to get around

them, I think through a member of their Board of Directors. I hope.

Let me know how you do.

Lots of love,

[ ] Re: All of you who answered my please for help

,

Just catching up after the weekend. I'm glad to see your spirits are

up. Like Cheryl said<a lot more eloquently> we living with this

disease don't have the luxury of a " toxic " enviroment. Saying that,

it certainly doesn't it keep from creeping into our lives. Stay

strong and know we are all here for you.

BTW- The job offer at a Hospice....nothing better. Perhaps you'll

have a more positive experience this time. I just received and offer

from a Hospice agency here also. We can begin our travel down this

new road together!

Stay strong

Amy B.

> I haven't had time to write to you individually but I will. Thank

> you for your wonderful messages which really did help. Last night

> suicide was a real potential option but today, when I escaped from

> the source of harrassment, I had a decent (not great) day. Tonight

> I've been scannin a novel I wrote years ago and hpe to get

published

> now. My HP all in one scanner, printer, copier, fax has given me

> fits but hopefully with the help of 3 different techies it's going

> to work now.

>

> Thank you again for taking the time to write to me and especially

> caring about what happened to me. MJ I'll write to you later. I'll

> write to all of you actually for helping me get through yet another

> day.

>

> Time to call it a night. Sweetdreams.

>

> Love,

>

> And by the way, the friend (not lover) who abandoned me and may yet

> come around and understand what I'm going through. Well, he's a

cml

> patient.

>

> Talk to you tomorrow.

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June 7, 2005

,

I certainly hope the person on the board will help you out. I can't

believe that any company would not respond, how petty. I am an RN, and

will be the Admissions nurse alternating as Hospital Liaison. I have

worked as a Hospice Case Manager in the past, and believe there is not

a better position for me, my CML has opened so many doors with

patients, it has almost become a gift. I'm looking forward to the new

position, and thankfully they understand my medical needs and have

taken the ON CALL part out of the job. I hope the new position works

out for you and wish you nothing but the best. Please know we are all

here for you and are greatful you are here with us.

Blessed be

AMY B

June 7, 2005

Thank you, Amy. I'm about ready to leave for my interview and we'll see. But

I'm very happy that you've found something you love and are good at and that

they are flexible enough to take that On Call part of the job away.

My very best to you,