Guest guest Posted January 4, 2010 Report Share Posted January 4, 2010 Hello all, I am not doing well. I am not so sure that I am in a flare. I have not wanted to tell any of you because I did not want to worry anyone. I have talked with Carlene privately. I have been bleeding very heavily for three weeks now. I am now having regular palpitations when I just walk and even when I talk for any length of time. I get out of breath just walking to the bathroom or carrying on a conversation. When I go up to bed at night now and carry Lily my bigger put I get faint and my heart beats very fast. thinks I need fluids. She said if she does not see an improvement in me by tonight I am going to the hospital. This is what happens when you have a friend that has studied four years for her nursing degree. I called my primary care and left a message with her nurse this morning. It is now 3:42. No call. I just love them. I told them I needed to go see a Gyno and I wanted the results of my Vitamin D test. I was to take care of my friends son starting today while she goes on vacation. Jeff called and told her how sick I am and that I might have to go to the hospital and that coming just is not possible. I feel terrible. Not for , this is a relationship were I give and she just takes but for her little . She is still going and leaving him with her mom. Her mom leaves for work at 4:30 a.m so 11 year old has to get up alone, eat alone and get on the bus alone. She is also leaving her daughter, same age as Nell, with one of her sisters. This daughter she just found out (Nell and I have know for quite awhile) is using, smoking, cutting, having sex and was sexually abused by her ex. An abusive speed addicted ,crazy, just got out of jail, burned down their house on purpose,bi-polar,knife wielding, pedophile. had said she did not think she should leave na at this time then she is up and going to her friends. To top it off her uncle during this storm we just had got run over by the snow plow when he ran out to pay the guy. He is in ICU and they do not know if he is going to survive. So I am not surprises that she did not ask Jeff why I might be going to the hospital or that she was concerned. I feel so worried about little . He is such a dear boy and he was so excited about coming here to stay. I am so worried about him and I feel so guilty. I hate the emergency room. Right now I am drinking a ton of water. I am hoping I will feel better so will not make me go. I am on my second huge glass. just told me she is making me go. Hmmm. So if you do not hear from me for awhile you will all know where I am. Hugs, Sue Reminder from: Group Title: Hello, this is how I feel today. Date: Monday January 4, 2010 Time: 8:00 am - 8:00 pm Repeats: This event repeats every day. Notes: Good day to everyone. Tell us how you feel today. We really want to know. Get reminders on your mobile, Messenger, and email.Edit reminder options | Terms of Service | Privacy Policy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 4, 2010 Report Share Posted January 4, 2010 Oh Sue!!! Strong prayers for you Hun!!! Let us know what the ER says. Your friend needs to be committed and her kids need a better adult person in their life. So don't mean to offend you but your friend is not a nice person. Strong prayers for you Hun!!!! Love & Hugs Cyn -- Re: Hello, this is how I feel today., 1/4/2010, 4:00 Hello all, I am not doing well. I am not so sure that I am in a flare. I have not wanted to tell any of you because I did not want to worry anyone. I have talked with Carlene privately. I have been bleeding very heavily for three weeks now. I am now having regular palpitations when I just walk and even when I talk for any length of time. I get out of breath just walking to the bathroom or carrying on a conversation. When I go up to bed at night now and carry Lily my bigger put I get faint and my heart beats very fast. thinks I need fluids. She said if she does not see an improvement in me by tonight I am going to the hospital. This is what happens when you have a friend that has studied four years for her nursing degree. I called my primary care and left a message with her nurse this morning. It is now 3:42. No call. I just love them. I told them I needed to go see a Gyno and I wanted the results of my Vitamin D test. I was to take care of my friends son starting today while she goes on vacation. Jeff called and told her how sick I am and that I might have to go to the hospital and that coming just is not possible. I feel terrible. Not for , this is a relationship were I give and she just takes but for her little . She is still going and leaving him with her mom. Her mom leaves for work at 4:30 a.m so 11 year old has to get up alone, eat alone and get on the bus alone. She is also leaving her daughter, same age as Nell, with one of her sisters. This daughter she just found out (Nell and I have know for quite awhile) is using, smoking, cutting, having sex and was sexually abused by her ex. An abusive speed addicted ,crazy, just got out of jail, burned down their house on purpose,bi-polar,knife wielding, pedophile. had said she did not think she should leave na at this time then she is up and going to her friends. To top it off her uncle during this storm we just had got run over by the snow plow when he ran out to pay the guy. He is in ICU and they do not know if he is going to survive. So I am not surprises that she did not ask Jeff why I might be going to the hospital or that she was concerned. I feel so worried about little . He is such a dear boy and he was so excited about coming here to stay. I am so worried about him and I feel so guilty. I hate the emergency room. Right now I am drinking a ton of water. I am hoping I will feel better so will not make me go. I am on my second huge glass. just told me she is making me go. Hmmm. So if you do not hear from me for awhile you will all know where I am. Hugs, Sue Reminder from: Group Title: Hello, this is how I feel today. Date: Monday January 4, 2010 Time: 8:00 am - 8:00 pm Repeats: This event repeats every day. Notes: Good day to everyone. Tell us how you feel today. We really want to know. Get reminders on your mobile, Messenger, and email.Edit reminder options | Terms of Service | Privacy Policy Letter made by Mar Graphic found on the www Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 4, 2010 Report Share Posted January 4, 2010 Sometimes it is hard to find the right words when you feel for another in their pain and sickness. I so want you to get well as soon as possible as all who care about you do. How timely that your best friend, , is their to comfort, love, and support you with her knowledge and strength. If I was there it would be " off to the emergency room " with you, too! The new symptoms of palpitations, breathlessness, and dizziness etc., must be checked out and gotten to the bottom of. They may or may not be connected with CFS/Fibromyalgia. But very important to rule out other things. I can relate to these symptoms and how alarming, and unsettling they can be. Consider yourself right now and try not to concern yourself about others, and their problems. Life has a way of taking care of everything, and everyone. Most importantly take care of you. So glad you have Jeff, Nell and 's love and care to see you through this. You are in my prayers and loving thoughts. Please take care and get better soon. Love & hugs Carlene > > > > > Hello all, > I am not doing well. I am not so sure that I am in a flare. I have not wanted to tell any of you because I did not want to worry anyone. I have talked with Carlene privately. I have been bleeding very heavily for three weeks now. I am now having regular palpitations when I just walk and even when I talk for any length of time. I get out of breath just walking to the bathroom or carrying on a conversation. When I go up to bed at night now and carry Lily my bigger put I get faint and my heart beats very fast. thinks I need fluids. She said if she does not see an improvement in me by tonight I am going to the hospital. This is what happens when you have a friend that has studied four years for her nursing degree. I called my primary care and left a message with her nurse this morning. It is now 3:42. No call. I just love them. I told them I needed to go see a Gyno and I wanted the results of my Vitamin D test. > > I was to take care of my friends son starting today while she goes on vacation. Jeff called and told her how sick I am and that I might have to go to the hospital and that coming just is not possible. I feel terrible. Not for , this is a relationship were I give and she just takes but for her little . She is still going and leaving him with her mom. Her mom leaves for work at 4:30 a.m so 11 year old has to get up alone, eat alone and get on the bus alone. She is also leaving her daughter, same age as Nell, with one of her sisters. This daughter she just found out (Nell and I have know for quite awhile) is using, smoking, cutting, having sex and was sexually abused by her ex. An abusive speed addicted ,crazy, just got out of jail, burned down their house on purpose,bi-polar,knife wielding, pedophile. had said she did not think she should leave na at this time then she is up and going to her friends. To top it off her > uncle during this storm we just had got run over by the snow plow when he ran out to pay the guy. He is in ICU and they do not know if he is going to survive. So I am not surprises that she did not ask Jeff why I might be going to the hospital or that she was concerned. I feel so worried about little . He is such a dear boy and he was so excited about coming here to stay. I am so worried about him and I feel so guilty. > I hate the emergency room. Right now I am drinking a ton of water. I am hoping I will feel better so will not make me go. I am on my second huge glass. > just told me she is making me go. Hmmm. 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