Zapper & lymes

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Gail,

I am frightened for you with all your going thru! No offense, but

Spiroflex thought I had Lymes when I spoke about migraines. Guess

what? Remember when I told you guys about the psychic healer in England

diagnosing my lifelong battle with pain as stemming from a fall when I

was three years old? Her diagnosis re: migraines from imbalance due to

fall and recommendation of introduction of seratonin due to deficiency

and tyrosine for body clock readjustment. After re-reading her report,

I have researched and found that seratonin defficiency can cause

migraines. Since typtophan is illegal in U.S. -I've ordered from

Germany. BTW: I'm feeling much better after BEing for 6 wks and

pulsing intermitently, but migraines still occur but with this new

avenue of information--I am hopeful!

Gail you have always been so supportive of my problems. Maybe, you

should try to find another path because your suffering is terrifying and

-- heartbreaking. The problems you are experiencing are from an

excessive breaking down of the body's ability to heal. I am not a

healer or doctor or even knowledgeable about illness, but I do know that

as we become sick our bodies begin the process of DYING and right now,

you seem to be dying. I can't stand the suffering you are going thru

because I am finding that I want to cry (and I'm not depressed). To me,

you seem to be disappearing and NOTHING IS WORTH THAT! I can't believe

this is part of your healing. Healing should have short bouts of

crisis, but not this. Maybe I am over-reacting but I absorb your words

and feel there is so much suffering that I can't believe this is

appropriate. I do not follow your journey as a scientist or interested

bystander but as one who knows the dark hole of pain.

I don't want to say too much, but please reconsider what you are doing.

I pray for intervention that will lead you back to life! Gail, you do

not have to respond because I understand your inability and know your

difficulty (putting it mildly). I pray for mercy in your recovery.

Joan