very conflicted

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hi there, my name is kim and im new to this list.

i am a type o blood type. my secretor status still unknown. i have known about this for a few years but have never followed it. i have always been curious. i was a vegetarian for many years and was very overweight. 5 years ago after visiting and irridoligist for sinusitus, i gave up eating wheat and sugar, alcohol, dairy products, and coffee. 3 years ago i started eating more fish and chicken after follwoing the carboydrate addicts diet. i am now slim and find it easy to stick to not eating wheat, alcohol, dairy products and sugar. i eat flesh daily at two meals which helps my sugar cravings. i did this throughout my pregnancy as well and i gave birth 6 months ago to a beautiful healthy type b baby girl.

however i feel incredibly conflicted about eating meat. i have read 'fit for life' and the hallelujah diet and various other things that swear that meat is involved in heart disease and stomach cancer. i cannot bring myself to accept that my eating so much flesh is good for me. i love it and feel okay on it but i keep imagining that my colon is full of rotting meat that will eventually kill me.

i have always been skeptical about the ER4YT plan but now more than ever i am drawn to try the o plan for me and the b plan for my baby as she starts eating solids. i plan to have my secretor status tested too. i have read live right and the first book from cover to cover, and the disease part more than ever makes so much sense. i this is is the work of a genius or a big hoax. how does one know???

i know that for me to give up peanuts, and corn would probably make a huge difference. also i live on oranges. apparently this is no good too. so if i were to make some small changes perhaps i would see a big difference. im hoping to become less irritable and gassy.

please could members give me some encouragment!!! does giving up the avoids really make so much difference and is it really okay to eat flesh.

kim