Guest guest Posted July 29, 2008 Report Share Posted July 29, 2008 Hi everyone, I was studying more about the 12 bodies. In the process of reading about the celestial body, I explored whether I had made any pacts that were affecting me now. I came up with having 9 pacts, 6 of which were negative. The one that had had the most effect on my life involved my father, who died at age 59, was a musician, and never felt as if he had accomplished his full potential as such. Others in the pact were his parents, both of whom were musicians who also felt that they had never achieved their potential. My grandfather committed suicide over that and over their relationship, which suffered as a result of their pain. Others involved in the pact were Johannes Brahms, and and Clara Schumann, especially who suffered from abortive attempts to be a better performer, and mental illness early in his life and died at a young age. Possibly my son is also involved. The channeling was unclear about him, but he would have been the one who gave up the most. Then the channeling broke down, possibly because I reached the end of the chain of people whose names I knew. Common threads among all those involved in the pact included lack of achievement as they saw it, painful hands, depression, and low self esteem. More to do includes determining the wording of the pact and how we all got into the pact, which was clearly destructive to all of us, and clearly involved an agreement to give up some of our power to someone (or something) else. That entity also must be determined. I have to discover how to break the pact and keep it from spreading if possible. I need to clear it from myself in order to progress in achieving a more permanent unswitched condition and to be able to cure some persistent dysfunctions I have been unsuccessful in doing up to now. I am inviting comments from any in the group. Meredith Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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