Fibromyalgia and CFS, Esther

[Guest guest]

My dear friend Esther,

I am in amazement, reading your e-mail below, at what a great warrior you

are and how far you have traveled. You have crossed a desert of illness.

And it has been an honor to know you all this time, and to participate in

this with you. I knew you when you are in the wheelchair! And I'm still

learning more about you. I never knew you had fibromyalgia -- we only

talked about chronic fatigue syndrome and the Epstein-Barr virus. But now

I understand why you're still having problems.

I thank you for fighting as hard for Cure as you have for all these years,

and I know why you did, because each day as you cured something, like when

you got out of the wheelchair and stopped using it, or when you didn't need

crutches in the house anymore, you must have truly felt a surge of

adrenaline for helping the sick people of the world, and you applied that

to doing the projects I gave you.

You've been one of our key volunteers, all this time, and you were still

hosting a major disease -- fibromyalgia! It just shows what people who are

still sick can do when they feel great, which you did, because curing is

kind of a spiral, which is why Frannie made the spiral the symbol of World

Harmonic Unified Ministers -- you can see it next to the name WHUM on some

of our pages. The spiral is an ancient religious symbol that signifies

that journey into the self. At the ultimate center is God realization, and

at the fringes, the outside, before you enter the spiral are the diseases:

spiritual, emotional, and physical. Those go, the deeper you get into the

spiral.

This is what you've been experiencing all these years -- that journey into

the self, where you get more and more healthy in all areas of life.

What a joy it has been to know you, and share this with you!

Now, as I was telling you on the phone this morning, I knew a woman, back

before we had the CureShow, who cured fibromyalgia and rosacea. Both

diseases took her about three weeks -- she cured them concurrently. Too

bad we didn't have CureShows then! but basically she simply took the

pathologies out of the bodies, and then removed the disease, as we show you

how to do in Lesson One.

http://www.wayimmune.org/index.html

She also did the other things that we show you how to do in Lesson 1, but I

don't even think that, back then, people got as far as what we show in

Lesson 2 -- most didn't, anyway. It's also true that what people learn a

lesson number one is enough to cure what they've got, as long as it's an

easy Cure, like cea is. And maybe, like fibromyalgia is, though she

may have done other things for the fibromyalgia that I'm not aware of.

It's up to you to blaze this trail now, because we don't really have a

record of what she did, though we do have another CureShow on fibromyalgia,

possibly two, and there may be some pointers there. And we can do a

CureShow with you about fibromyalgia, too, and come up with what we need,

quite possibly.

Anyway, go to it.

Also, I know guidance is coming to you about this, because with us

Immuners, whenever we start to focus on something the guidance comes; and

in that phone call you and I were focusing on fibromyalgia, so you're

probably getting guidance about it right now. Look for that guidance.

One thing that I think Louise Hay would say about this, were she listening

to our conversation here, is that fibromyalgia is a disease of action:

people with fibromyalgia have serious joint pains, because something in

them doesn't want to act. It's partially a spiritual disease.

It also makes it difficult to stand up.

Well, way back, when I first cured my herpes, I was beginning to stand up

for Cure in my faltering in halting way, and I just got better and better,

and, because I wanted to stand up, and because everyone around me supported

me in standing up for Cure, my spiritual and emotional healing went very

easily and well. You may have challenges that I didn't have back then, and

those challenges may make it difficult for you to stand up for Cure, and if

so it may be difficult to cure the fibromyalgia, because physical diseases,

especially ones like fibromyalgia, where there is no known microbial agents

can be largely spiritual problems, and may require the support of everyone

around you, or at least that you be immune to people who don't support you,

and able to take all possible actions in spite of how they feel.

I want to say this to everyone in the CureDrive because I know that

somebody out there will cure something because they heard it: and that,

too, will be your result. I really do appreciate you Esther, for allowing

me to train you in front of thousands of people -- that's what I always did

in my seminars, years ago, and it always worked quite well

there. Sometimes the person who I was training didn't actually let it in,

but someone who was listening did, and they benefited. I had a lot of

people walk out of my seminars in a huff, but a lot of major results

to. And people paid me millions of dollars for this stuff, back then, and

it's worth even more now, because we can cure things now -- we didn't know

how to cure anything when I did my seminars.

And for that, I feel sorry for the people who were my students back then,

who haven't kept up and continued with me. They love what I did, but

didn't realize that I would always be doing something they needed. They

were confusing the content with the source. Content passes, but source is

eternal.

Bayard

At 05:38 PM 6/12/2008 +0200, you wrote:

>Bayard,

>

>For what it's worth:

>

>I write down sort of a timeline for my physical state, because I think

>there's one misunderstanding: I was never completely disabled to walk.

>I was able to walk, but only short distances, so I had to use the

>wheelchair when I was outside of my house. inside I could walk, but had

>lots of pain. There were times I had to use crutches in the house too.

>that was when the disability was at it worst.

>Also: the disability was not so disabling after the birth of my son,

>became worse over a period of four years. With the growing of my fatigue,

>loss of power, after moving to a house with stairs.

>

>I was tired in between pregnancies 2 and 3 had to wait a little longer

>than between 1 and 2 before wanting to get pregnant again. Birth was a

>c-section may 1993, (as all three births were due to a too small opening

>in the pelvis) and the four weeks after that I was okay and doing fine,

>taking rest and everything. Then out of the blue as it seemed, I got this

>bacterial infection, Toxic shock, and after that I had painful muscles and

>joints and fatigue. After 5 days with this infection I was septic, kidneys

>and liver stopped working, I have survived because i also had a strep

>throat infection, wherefore i had gotten antibiotics on the third day of

>the infection.

>

>so after this infection I stayed very tired, and in 1998 I got the

>diagnosis FM. At that time I also was diagnosed for the pelvic problem

>which in the Netherlands is known as " bekken instabiliteit " instability of

>the pelvic bones/pelvic area.

>

>In 2003, 6 months after finding your website, I went to this doctor who

>helped me with proper use of my muscles to avoid pushing on the muscles in

>the belly and bottom ones. i basically learned how to walk, stand, bike,

>sit, stand up in the right way again. Because as from 1998 I had had many

>wrong advices as to how to move and how to walk etc. These advices had

>made things very much worse.

>

>Curing CFS made it possible to learn to use my muscles and body in the

>right way again, because through using immuncis and through taking this

>medicin to sleep, I was so much less tired.

>

>I always thought I had CFS AND FM, becuase here in the Netherlands FM

>stands for muscle and body pain, and not so much fatigue. And I was indeed

>crippled by the fatigue, even more than by not being able to walk without pain.

>

>FM here is diagnosed by pushing on tender points on the back and on arms

>and legs. When there's pain on enough spots, you have FM, after testing

>negative for reuma.

>

>As I told you, I still have to cure these muscle and joints pain.

>fatigue is gone much of the time, except for times when I don't look after

>myself, but that's normal for other people to experience too.

>

>any questions/unclearness left?

>

>love, Esther