What may destroy you? - by Bayard

[Guest guest]

There is nothing like experience -- it's the best teacher. I have

experience, that's why I can talk to you about this.

So here are a few things I have noticed that destroy, cripple, or at

least impede the progress of immuners who are quite advanced and

skilled -- we're not talking about beginners here -- unless they are

squarely faced, addressed, and cleared up.

And " clearing them up " can be a tall order.

YOU ARE BONDED TO SOMEBODY WHO DRAGS YOU DOWN:

What do you do? You can't abandon the person. That would just make

you sicker. And these " drags " can be subtle, invasive, they can go

virtually unnoticed, and they can even be attractive. The undermining

can feel like an expression of pure love, coming from someone you

truly care about.

YOU HAVE A SYNDROME OF DYSFUNCTION THAT'S NOT ALWAYS ACTIVE, OR IN

SOME OTHER WAY SLIPS UNDER THE RADAR, WAITING LIKE A TIME BOMB INSIDE

OF YOU:

And when it takes over and starts controlling you, it's going to " feel

right. " That's how it works! It feels right.

YOU HAVE ANY LOT OF " REAL " INTERESTS:

The lessons on interests are on this page --

http://www.wayimmune.org/colleague/0lesson/0wha.htm

A COMBINATION OF THE ABOVE:

And there are more of these things, but since you get the idea, I

won't try to list them all.

I have spent the last 12 years watching people succeed, and then fail.

A woman told me that she spent a drive upstate listening to the CD

that I made, and cured her shingles on the way, and months later

stopped doing immunics and developed a serious case of CFS. Want more

examples? You don't need any. The examples are numerous, and if you

hang around long enough you'll see for yourself.

You know what? It helps to know that you're practicing a religion.

And that when you do immunics you're going to encounter the things

that all people encounter when they practice religions, no matter how

long they practice them, or how " established " the religion is. So if

you find yourself trying hard to believe that what you're doing here

is not a religion, you are probably already in the grip of something

that can destroy you, and is already slowing you down. You're hurting

yourself, and offending God, every moment you allow that idea/attitude

to persist.

Have you ever heard of a non-denominational religion? That phrase has

meaning. Many people hearing it hope it means that they're not

" really " practicing a religion. What it actually means is that you're

practicing a religion that supports, includes, your existing spiritual

and religious practices, and reinforces them. And the same things

that have been undermining you from doing those, or have historically

undermined others from doing them, will beset you now, with immunics.

And your other religion should have prepared you to do better with

immunics, not fail at it.

And if you have stayed away from religion and God all your life --

well, welcome to the club. But once you start talking directly to

God, and God starts helping you cure things directly, any kind of

ideas you have about God that interfere with your direct experience of

Her are absolute denial -- the kind addicts talk about.

Happy cures to you.

Your companion-in-curing,

Bayard

NOTE: Did you test through the above items to see which you need to

work on?

Love,

Your Aunt Keely

keely@...