Physically challenged/victimized by authority

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Good topic Heidi,

This may seem far out to most of you but the reason

I had 5 children was because I had been brain washed

to think I had control over my creator's will. That is if

I was righteous in serving my creator that I would be

worthy enough for the great blessing of having CMT

free children.

It has taken me years to come to grips with reality.

Some people have told me my creator has something for me

to learn. I don't believe that but it bugs me that

people think this way about CMT.

The facts are : I am a good person. 3 of my kids

have CMT. I haven't been unblessed.I don't need to

feel greatful for CMT. I can be mad and is okay

with me. My dependency on my creator CMT related.