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My husband left in 2002.He asked for divorce a year later.(didn't know that

would happen or I probably would not have given him my car to leave me with ) oh

well. We had issues like most do,But I think I'll always love him.

Pride can be a crappy thing....I filed for the divorce I didn't want.

I was easy prey for the most evil,controlling,abusive,hatful domineering,man I

have ever met.

He happened to be an Elder in his church,and a grade 6 teacher,who took his time

obviously.

One night,about 1am,after my self esteem was pretty much shot to hell,I couldn't

sleep, so I got on the computer.(MY computer in my house)

He went nuts.said he CAUGHT me on the computer.(will always regret NOT kickin

his ass out the door on the spot.)

Few more years of hell before I did.

Unfortunately, not before losing my dignity,self worth, and sobriety.

(I'm a recovering alcoholic and will soon have 4 years sobrierty again)

It has taken that long to regain all I lost,but something unexpected came along

the way.

More strength,more faith,more gratitude,and confidence that the God of my

understanding,saved me,even though