Appt on Tuesday to have my band looked at

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I'm headed to Bismarck (about 4 hrs away) on Tuesday to have a surgeon look at my Upper GI's I've had done. I'm penciled in for Wed morning to have and EDG (scope down throat) to look at what is causing all this restriction. I don't have any fill in my band and yet I've lived on liquids for over a year, and now I can hardly get liquids in. My prayer is that the Dr will find some mysterious thing causing the tightness and fix it on Wed. Since that is pretty unrealistic I will probably be scheduling my next surgery to have my band removed in January. I HATE this emotion that comes with the fear of gaining weight again. HATE IT. I have told myself for the last year I would live on liquids for the rest of my life if it means keeping this 100+ pounds off! What

happens when you can't get the liquids in???? UGH!!! Please pray for my emotional health as well as my physical Thanks!! CyrenaDOband: 1/19/07240/126/150start/now/goal